SS 6(2) Part 6

“…So, your name is Lee Bomin?”

It was then that Yoo Min uttered in a strangled voice.

Lee Bomin opened his eyes and lifted his trembling gaze. Yoo Min’s eyes, after wavering for a moment, were now fixed on him with an intense stare.

“Then tell me. …What kind of person you are.”

“What…?”

“To me, Yihan was… literally just a friend. We grew up like brothers, and we were close, but I never once thought I wanted to kiss him.”

Yoo Min still couldn’t forget the day he first kissed Lee Bomin. It was also the day their friendship shattered.

“The reason we didn’t go as far as s*x…”

Despite his steady gaze, Yoo Min’s tightly clenched fists were trembling. When did he start to feel that Kang Yihan was strange? Honestly, at first, he was just grateful to heaven that Yihan was alive.

Then, he started to think something was strange when he saw life returning to Yihan’s eyes.

…The Kang Yihan he knew was alive but dying day by day. Unlike Yoo Min, he couldn’t bear the sudden death of his parents.

When their eyes met before, Yoo Min would feel an emptiness as if he were looking into a deep well. But whenever Kang Yihan’s eyes held his, they sparkled with light.

The kiss, the transition from friends to lovers, and the suggestion of a Pair Guide contract were all because of those eyes.

“It must have been my last defense mechanism…that I had to let Yihan go.”

He felt as if things would become irreversible once they had s*x. At first, he was simply amazed by how much a person could change after losing their memories. As time went on, the thought that this might be a different person crossed his mind, but he ignored it.

Because acknowledging that would mean acknowledging that Kang Yihan was truly gone.

“…I was a coward. I didn’t want to lose either of you, you or Yihan.”

Yoo Min completely exposed his pathetic self to Lee Bomin. The fear of losing everything if Lee Bomin left this room gripped him.

“Don’t you…want to get Kang Yihan back?”

While accepting Yoo Min’s affection, Lee Bomin was often consumed by guilt. He told himself to be selfish, but every time he faced the reality that he wasn’t even trying to find out what happened to the real Kang Yihan, he was filled with self-loathing.

It was the same now. Lee Bomin gave the choice to Yoo Min. He couldn’t act completely selfishly, nor could he act for Yoo Min and Kang Yihan.

“…Yihan kept wanting to leave.”

Yoo Min cautiously reached out and pulled Lee Bomin, who was in Kang Yihan’s body, closer. Fortunately, Lee Bomin didn’t push him away. Instead, he raised his arms and wrapped them around Yoo Min’s waist.

“…His scent changed, too. Strangely enough.”

The original Kang Yihan had a scent like acrid smoke. But after he lost his memory, whenever Yoo Min got close to him, a simple yet sweet scent reminiscent of wildflowers would brush past his nose.

“It’s all my fault. So…don’t leave me.”

Yoo Min pleaded desperately with Lee Bomin. He wrapped his arms around the back of Bomin’s head, caressed his back, and despite his large frame, bent his upper body and nestled against him.

“I’ll believe everything you say…I don’t even wish for the original Yihan to come back. I just…want you to stay by my side.”

Knowing how difficult it was to say these words, he had turned a blind eye, even though he vaguely knew Lee Bomin was agonizing. He didn’t care if he was going crazy, or if Lee Bomin was going crazy too. As long as he could continue to inhale Lee Bomin’s scent like this.

“…Let’s go all the way tonight. Then I’ll believe you.”

However, Lee Bomin wasn’t easily swayed. To confirm that Yoo Min had completely opened his heart to him, he had to become completely one with him, physically as well.

Lee Bomin pushed Yoo Min’s upper body away from his neck. The moment he saw Yoo Min’s eyes, moist as if with tears, his mouth felt parched.

Instead of waiting for an answer, Lee Bomin wrapped his arm around the back of Yoo Min’s neck and pulled him down forcefully. As he closed his eyes, his vision was blocked. Instead, the soft sensation on his lips felt more vivid than ever.

He parted Yoo Min’s lips and inserted his tongue. The moment their tongues touched, he wrapped his own around Yoo Min’s retreating tongue and pulled it back. For a while, Yoo Min obediently yielded his mouth to Lee Bomin.

Their lips parted only after Lee Bomin slipped his hand into Yoo Min’s pants. Yoo Min flinched and reflexively tried to push Lee Bomin away.

As if expecting this, Lee Bomin readily stepped back. His lips, reddened from their previous actions, trembled, unlike his calm eyes.

“…Goodbye.”

In the end, it was all just empty words, a deception.

As he turned to leave the room for real this time, a strong arm wrapped around his waist and pulled him onto the bed.

“What are you doing…?”

His vision changed in an instant. Instead of the door he had been looking at just moments ago, his vision was filled with a composed face with lips set in a straight line.

“We’re going to have s*x.”

Lee Bomin’s eyes widened. As soon as Yoo Min finished speaking, he pulled down the single piece of cloth remaining on Lee Bomin’s body.

“Mmm…”

His lips, parted to speak, were swallowed by Yoo Min’s lips before he could utter a word. Unlike before, Yoo Min’s aggressive approach, so unlike his usual passive acceptance of kisses, made Lee Bomin’s chest heave.

Following the kiss, Yoo Min reached down and delved between Lee Bomin’s legs. Lee Bomin’s face flushed crimson as Yoo Min’s fingers teased his dry entrance.

It wasn’t as if it was his first time having s*x, but just the touch of Yoo Min’s hand made his body heat up as if his c*ck were being poked.

“…I don’t think it’ll go in.”

Yoo Min pulled away his lips and muttered in a serious voice. It wasn’t that he didn’t know how to have s*x, but this was his first time in practice. Moreover, the entrance he was touching for the first time was so small that he wondered if it would even stretch.

“It’ll go in, don’t worry.”

Worried that Yoo Min might stop, Lee Bomin hurriedly grabbed his hand. Then, he put his own hand in his mouth, soaked it thoroughly, and brought it to his entrance.

He inserted two fingers into the hole at once. It was Lee Bomin’s first time widening the hole in Kang Yihan’s body, so his brows furrowed involuntarily.

He could tell from the tightness of the hole, as if it were trying to crush his fingers, that Kang Yihan was inexperienced. The saliva dried up quickly. As his fingers continued to poke and prod, the delicate skin quickly swelled.

It was at that moment that Yoo Min, who had been carefully watching Lee Bomin’s actions, lowered his head. A warm sensation touched his entrance, and Lee Bomin stopped moving his fingers and lifted his head.

“You…”

Even Lee Bomin, who had performed s*x Guiding quite a few times, had never received rimming before. And was it just rimming? No one ever touched him while receiving Guiding from him.

It was often the case that they wouldn’t even prepare his hole, so he was used to widening it himself. That’s how unaccustomed Lee Bomin was to being touched by others.

Yoo Min, of all people, was burying his face between his b*ttocks with a straight face. The overly surreal scene made Lee Bomin push against the sheets with his elbow.

“You don’t…have to do this.”

He knew he needed to prepare his hole to avoid injury, but he’d rather have painful s*x than feel this embarrassing emotion. And once he was thrust into by a c*ck a few times, he was sure he would moan in pleasure.

Because it was s*x with Yoo Min, of all people.

“I want to.”

But despite Lee Bomin’s protests, Yoo Min lowered his head again. Lee Bomin kept moving back to avoid Yoo Min’s tongue, but soon the top of his head hit the headboard.

In the end, Yoo Min held Lee Bomin’s hips with both hands as if to fix them in place, preventing him from retreating further. Since Lee Bomin had pulled out his fingers in his panic, Yoo Min carefully inserted his own index finger into the hole and slowly made way.

He had never thought that the day would come when he would lick someone’s hole, not with his c*ck. Moreover, it was the body of Kang Yihan, whom he had been friends with for a long time.

A strange sense of transgression tightened his lower abdomen. After inserting his finger to widen the hole that was filled even with just one finger, Yoo Min squeezed his tongue between the opening.

A sensation he had never felt before was transmitted through his tongue. The warm and sticky mucous membrane sucked on his tongue as if to crush it.

It was then that Yoo Min saw Lee Bomin’s p*nis hardening in his field of vision. It was cute how it quickly became erect even though he had tried to hide it out of embarrassment.

The corners of his lips curled up. Now, even without holding his hips in place, Lee Bomin didn’t seem like he would run away.

Yoo Min moved the hand that was on Lee Bomin’s hips down and rubbed the flesh below the hole and his plump testicles with his fingertips.

“Hmm…”

Lee Bomin let out a reflexive moan and then covered his mouth with the back of his hand. Not only his hole, which was being licked, but his entire face was flushed crimson. He could picture how ridiculous he must look without even looking in the mirror.

The hand that was touching his balls slid down and grasped the veiny shaft of his c*ck, stroking it up and down.

Lee Bomin’s white b*ttocks trembled, and his waist arched. Yoo Min inserted another finger into the hole.

The hole was fascinating. At first, it had struggled even with one finger, but after he diligently prepared it, it now pulsed as if asking for something thicker.

“Min-ah, put it in now…”