SS 10 Part 3

Jeong Hotae finally ended up on the operating table. He wanted to live, no matter what. Even with a less than 10% chance, he wanted to believe in a miracle and entrust his fate to it.

If a miracle happened and he gained a new life, he planned to kneel before Bomin and apologize for hurting him until he was forgiven.

He deliberately didn’t consider the possibility of failure. That’s why he left home without saying a word to Bomin.

…He shouldn’t have done that.

“…Bomin-ah.”

A miracle did happen. However, Bomin wasn’t in the world he woke up to.

He resented and cursed the god who had thrown him into a world without Bomin, without knowing why he had woken up in such a place.

That’s why he didn’t rebel against the man called his father, who treated his children like tools. Because there was no reason to live.

With Bomin gone, what did it matter what happened to this body he had gained?

But then something strange happened.

“Why would Bomin… be with someone like you?”

Someone who knew Bomin was here too. Simply put, it was a different place from the world Jeong Hotae had originally lived in. Monsters existed, and some people used special abilities that could only be seen in movies.

Including himself.

But a guy he had never seen before mentioned Bomin. The guy knew not only Bomin but also him.

From then on, Jeong Hotae frantically searched for traces of Bomin. Wondering if Bomin might be here.

In fact, there was a person with the same name, face, and age as Bomin. But he was definitely not Bomin.

The Bomin that Seok Changmu spoke of could be the Bomin here. However, Jeong Hotae’s intuition couldn’t shake the feeling that the Bomin Seok Changmu mentioned was the one he knew.

“I feel alive again.”

He couldn’t believe it. The face lifting a hamburger as big as his own was so similar to the one in his memories.

The moment he saw the face smiling brightly with cheeks puffed out from eating the hamburger, his dead heart started beating rapidly again.

“…Unbelievable.”

He lingered around Bomin. It seemed like Bomin had entered this Lee Bomin’s body, just as he had entered this world.

However, the reunited Bomin was both the same and different from the one in Jeong Hotae’s memories. Back then, Bomin’s world was filled entirely with Jeong Hotae.

The person who barely made eye contact with others now conversed easily, and even… had s*x.

His heart burned at the sight of Bomin, who was more experienced in s*x than anyone else. …And somehow, it felt like it was his fault.

Bomin didn’t look happy even after having s*x. His empty eyes, seemingly unable to hold anything, looked fragile as if they would shatter at any moment.

Bomin’s appearance was exactly like his own past self. The self before he met Bomin, who lived a life worse than death.

“Whoever you are,… thank you.”

After leaving a bag of porridge and medicine in front of the ailing Bomin’s door, Jeong Hotae went to see the man called his father. He had been obedient to his orders, but Bomin, whom he had dreamed of, had appeared here.

He was going to find the courage to seek Bomin out and ask for forgiveness. He couldn’t just stand by and watch Bomin continue to treat himself harshly, no matter what had happened after he left him.

“Cough…”

“Tsk tsk. You were so obedient until now. What on earth has gotten into you? Since things have turned out this way, fulfill your last purpose.”

He was still this body’s father.

The man who was his father sold Jeong Hotae to Seok Changmu for a price.

“You found out too, didn’t you? That Mr. Bomin is here.”

He wanted to rip the skin off the grinning bastard’s face. But the reality was that he was tied up in a space where he couldn’t even use his strength properly.

“You, what are you doing…”

He understood why the bastard had bought him. Jeong Hotae thrashed as he watched the bastard transform into him before his eyes.

He knew who Seok Changmu would approach in his form.

“I want to kill you, but I need you alive to use this form. It’s a half-baked ability, you see.”

Seok Changmu repeatedly stabbed Jeong Hotae’s chest with the tip of his knife. More than the pain of his flesh being torn, Jeong Hotae was worried about Bomin.

He wished Bomin would forget him. He was afraid that Bomin would be hopelessly swayed if Seok Changmu, in his form, appeared before him.

“…Just wait a little longer. I’ll get you out of here soon.”

His ominous premonition came true without fail. Jeong Hotae gritted his teeth as he saw Bomin, who had been captured by Seok Changmu. Because his main body was bound, he couldn’t save Bomin with his own power.

He gently stroked the painfully furrowed brow. His heart felt like it was breaking as he watched Bomin shed silent tears at his touch.

When Bomin came to Seok Changmu to save him, who was imprisoned, he wanted to kill his incompetent self.

Fortunately, with the help of other Espers, they defeated Seok Changmu. Every moment of reunion with Bomin felt like a dream.

As did the face sleeping soundly in his arms now, breathing softly.

“My world was you, Bomin-ah.”

The moment he first laid eyes on Bomin, his existence left an indelible mark on his heart.

He was the one who made him want to live more than anything in his life of living death. He was truly grateful that Bomin felt the same way, and he was happy about that fact, but it also burned his heart.

How could Bomin, who had accepted him without properly hating him for leaving him alone, not be his world?

“I truly love you. Even my life wouldn’t be enough to repay you.”

Jeong Hotae could die hundreds of times for Bomin. Even now, if Bomin asked him for his heart, he would tear open his chest with his own hands and take out his beating heart without hesitation.

“…I like the first part, but not the last.”

“…You’re awake.”

He held Bomin and didn’t let go until dawn. Even now, Jeong Hotae’s c*ck was still nestled between Bomin’s b*ttocks.

Bomin grumbled with his eyes still closed.

“Why would you give your life? Don’t tell me… you’re thinking of leaving me again first?”

Bomin’s eyes, which he struggled to open, narrowed. His breathing, which had been even, grew rough as if he was getting angry just imagining it.

“Then I really won’t let you go.”

He wanted to find the harshest words in the world and say them out loud. But all that came to mind were the clichéd words that he wouldn’t let him go.

“We’ll close our eyes together on the same day, at the same time. We’ll die together.”

His anger instantly melted into a different emotion. Jeong Hotae was startled by Bomin’s pouting lips and cupped his face in his hands.

“I’m sorry. I misspoke. So don’t cry, okay?”

Bomin still occasionally talked about how lonely and sad he was after he left. Every time, Jeong Hotae felt like going back in time and strangling himself.

Bomin’s black eyes shimmered with transparent tears. Guilty, Jeong Hotae could only wipe away Bomin’s tears without hurting him.

“Do you hate me crying?”

“…It’s not that I hate it, it’s that it hurts my heart.”

He loved everything Bomin did. It was just agonizing to see him cry from sadness. But the sight of him whimpering in the throes of pleasure during s*x was something he wanted to see over and over again.

“Then say what you said before again.”

At Bomin’s request, Jeong Hotae tried to recall what he had said. He had not only misspoken and woken Bomin from his deep sleep, but he had also made him cry.

He probably didn’t mean the part about loving him enough to give his life.

“You mean the part about my world being you, Bomin?”

“Yes.”

It seemed like that was the right answer.

Bomin’s tear-stained eyes curved slightly. Although tears still lingered, the fact that Bomin had stopped crying calmed his frantically beating heart.

“It’s literally true. A world without you, Bomin, has no meaning to me.”

Jeong Hotae gently stroked Bomin’s hair. When he pressed his lips to Bomin’s smooth forehead, he felt Bomin fidget in his arms.

“Even if it’s a desolate world with nothing, if I can be there with you, Bomin, it would be heaven to me.”

Bomin silently placed his hand on Jeong Hotae’s chest as he watched him smoothly utter embarrassing words without changing his expression.

They were still naked. Bomin gently caressed the area around Jeong Hotae’s n*pple, where his teeth marks faintly remained.

“Me too. That’s why the world without you was so cold and lonely.”

Whenever Bomin brought up the past, Jeong Hotae felt like a sinner.

However, he could endure it because Bomin’s eyes, looking up at him, now held only sparkling happiness instead of sadness and pain.

“So, about that…”

Bomin snuggled closer to Jeong Hotae. As he tightened his muscles, Jeong Hotae’s slightly softened c*ck hardened.

“Shall we do it one more time before the others come?”

Dawn hadn’t fully broken yet. Jeong Hotae’s sensitive hearing already picked up the stirrings of those who had woken up.

They all seemed to be waiting for Bomin to come out of Jeong Hotae’s room.

But he had to understand them. Because if Bomin, with his eyes playfully gleaming like now, deliberately pressed his body against him, he wouldn’t be able to resist.

“Hss…”

Jeong Hotae lifted his body and placed Bomin beneath him. Even when he first held Bomin, he had wanted to make love while looking into his eyes like this.

“Ah, it’s too deep…”

Interlocking Bomin’s hands and pinning them beside his face, Jeong Hotae slowly moved inside him.

Bomin wrinkled his nose as he pressed hard on his sensitive spot and pushed deep inside.

He never got tired of looking at the flushed face looking up at him, breathing raggedly.

He felt like he could die happy now.

It was a dangerous thought that would make Bomin burst into tears if he knew. Jeong Hotae slowly lowered his head to hide his thoughts.

He lightly licked Bomin’s plump lower lip with the tip of his tongue, and a small tongue peeked out between his lips.

Their flesh met in the air with a wet sound. Then Jeong Hotae let Bomin suck on his tongue deeply.

A smile spread across his face as he watched Bomin suck on his tongue as if he were eating a sweet candy.

‘Thank you for becoming my world.’

Swallowing the words Bomin wouldn’t hear, Jeong Hotae gradually increased the speed of his hips. The heat emanating from Bomin’s body, swaying with his movements, made his mind hazy.

<I Possessed A Promiscuous Villain – Side Stories> End.