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    He could do it with Woo Chahyeon too! Taegyeong clenched his fists, stood up, and smiled.

    But Chahyeon just sat there, fidgeting with his hands. He looked up at Taegyeong with a displeased expression, his gaze cold enough to send shivers down his spine.

    “Don’t just offer guiding randomly. Schedule it properly.”

    Hik.”

    Taegyeong’s shoulders slumped, his face crestfallen.

    “Yes…”

    ‘Woo Chahyeon’s cock… was delicious.’

    Among the memories that had surfaced recently, there was one where he’d been asked whose cock he’d taken that day, and the five-years-ago Taegyeong had shouted, “Woo Chahyeon, Chahyeon-hyung’s cock, it’s the biggest, d-delicious.”

    “Then, Esper Woo Chahyeon, will you let me know your schedule later? I’ll do it when you’re free.”

    Taegyeong, sulking because he couldn’t immediately taste Chahyeon’s cock, lay back down on the sofa.

    Chahyeon tilted his head, watching Taegyeong sprawled out like a sloth. He occasionally scratched his stomach and shifted his position. His slender, white ankles looked delicate enough to fit in one hand, and his knees and elbows had a healthy, youthful glow.

    “Guide-nim, didn’t you go to work today? It’s a weekday.”

    Ah! I’m on vacation. Three days! I’ll be back at work tomorrow.”

    “Guides are being treated well these days…”

    That was why Taegyeong was so bored.

    He’d pretended to collapse and been thoroughly scolded by Team Leader Choi about managing his condition, which resulted in a three-day vacation. That’s why neither Seo Wooyeol nor Won Seungyu had visited him for two days. He’d spent the two days without his roommate having fun with Squishy.

    ‘I was going to use the new dildo I bought today.’

    Taegyeong, who could easily get off even with a simple vibrator, would moan and touch himself, fucking his ass raw. Ever since Ryu Ilho had first taken his virginity, he couldn’t stand not cumming every day.

    ‘I miss Seo Wooyeol.’

    He longed for Seo Wooyeol and Won Seungyu’s rough fucking.

    Taegyeong curled up and turned on his phone. Seo Wooyeol had sent him a set of herbal supplements, and Won Jeonghyeon had sent him a cake gift certificate, saying he should eat whatever he wanted when he was sick.

    ‘Their concern makes me feel loved.’

    Why, now of all times? This shouldn’t be happening.

    Taegyeong gripped his phone tightly and closed his eyes.

    ‘Do it properly. Can’t you see you’re holding us back?’

    Before his regression, Ryu Ilho would slap and pull his hair, berating and nagging him for not being able to guide properly.

    He felt pathetic for having endured the abuse. He’d willingly offered his ass, becoming their personal toilet. But this time, he would make them desperate. He wouldn’t let them fuck him so easily.

    However, the current Taegyeong welcomed any cock that came his way. They would come crawling back, desperate for a taste of his hole, anyway. He was confident.

    Taegyeong stared intently at Chahyeon.

    ‘He’s perfect for a fuck buddy, but it’ll be difficult for now.’

    It would be nice to have at least one person. Someone he could be completely honest with, without fear of repercussions. A sex partner he could moan freely with. Moreover, since they were roommates, he didn’t want to have to worry about being careful around him.

    ‘I wonder how he’ll react if I ask him for sex.’

    For some reason, Taegyeong wanted to see Chahyeon flustered. However, Woo Chahyeon, who was always mindful of his image, wasn’t the type to casually engage in sex guiding.

    “Esper Woo Chahyeon—”

    Chahyeon was in his room, on the phone. Taegyeong closed his mouth and waited.

    Finally, he came out, wearing his coat.

    “I have an appointment, so I’m going out. I might be late, I’ll let you know my schedule at the office tomorrow.”

    “…Ah! Okay, have a good time.”

    He did seem like a busy person. Among his memories with Ryu Ilho, Seon Hanyeong, Seo Wooyeol, Choi Yoonmin, and Won Seungyu, seeing Woo Chahyeon was as rare as seeing a star in the daytime.

    ‘We’re highly compatible, so we must have had sex at least once. How did I seduce him five years ago?’

    It would be ridiculous to proposition him outright, and he couldn’t bring himself to seduce him with feigned affection. He had no intention of dating him.

    ‘We’ll become close as we live together.’

    Taegyeong thought naively.

    * * *

    “Guide Lee. Review these files within a week and plan the guiding schedule for the next six months.”

    “Yes, Team Leader!”

    The files Choi Yoonmin had thrown at him were the guiding records for Woo Chahyeon and the other Field Team Z espers. With many espers returning from overseas assignments, the dedicated guide’s workload had increased.

    That meant Taegyeong, the team guide assisting the dedicated guide, also had a mountain of work.

    ‘…This is too much.’

    Looking at Woo Chahyeon’s records, he’d only received guiding once right before he almost died.

    Drag, the employee next to him pulled his chair closer.

    “Esper Woo Chahyeon is unusual, isn’t he?”

    “Yes. It’s difficult to schedule him because of his severe aftereffects.”

    “That’s because of his PTSD. Post-traumatic stress disorder.”

    The employee glanced around and pointed to the break room. The quiet break room was chilly without the heater on. This employee was Field Team Z’s dedicated counselor.

    “Don’t worry, I’m telling you this with Esper Woo’s consent.”

    He poured a cup of hot coffee, setting a serious tone, saying it was something a team guide needed to know.

    It was when he was nine, I think? Shortly after Esper Woo Chahyeon manifested. A very sensitive age. He was on his way to school when he got into a traffic accident.

    Esper Woo Chahyeon’s ability is telekinesis, right? He tried to prevent a collision with an oncoming truck by twisting the entire body of his car, but he ended up hitting the car next to him instead. The car was completely crushed against the truck and even scraped against a building.

    But he knew who the driver of that car was. His homeroom teacher at the time. He’d just been waving at him through the window, laughing…

    That teacher was also the one who regularly guided Esper Woo at the time… It’s unbelievable. Because of that incident, he seems to have a hard time receiving guiding, as it triggers nightmares. He even said he could endure without guiding because of it.

    But three years ago, the guides who guided Esper Woo became ill and were hospitalized. One fell into a coma and woke up a month later, and the other’s health deteriorated to the point where they’ll need lifelong treatment.

    Taegyeong, listening to his long explanation, asked,

    “…Their health deteriorated?”

    “Yes. It seems that guiding Esper Woo causes a backlash of wavelengths, putting a huge strain on the guide’s body. Ah, don’t worry. Esper Woo has been taking medication since then. That’s why he avoids guiding as much as possible. So, Guide-nim, you don’t have to force guiding on him.”

    “Okay. This was very helpful.”

    Knock, knock.

    Someone knocked on the break room door. Taegyeong recognized who it was from the intense surge of wavelengths without even looking.

    It was Woo Chahyeon. After the employee left, Chahyeon peeked his head in.

    “Guide-nim. Have you scheduled my guiding yet?”

    “Not yet. Were you going to tell me your schedule?”

    “I have to go on a field assignment now, and my count is high.”

    Oh, it was fine 10 minutes ago. Just a moment.”

    Taegyeong always kept an eye on Field Team Z’s counts.

    A surge risk count of 9 required emergency guiding. 5 to 8 was at the discretion of the assigned guide. Below 4, guiding was provided only at the esper’s request. And Seo Wooyeol and Won Seungyu, despite usually having a count of 1, would often visit Taegyeong for sex guiding.

    [Woo Chahyeon: 3]

    “…Hmm?”

    A count of 3 was low enough for him to relax and sleep comfortably. But Taegyeong maintained his smile and pointed to an empty chair.

    “I can do it here for now.”

    “In the break room?”

    “Yes. By holding hands…”

    “I was hoping for a kiss.”

    Chahyeon took a step closer. His large frame cast a shadow over Taegyeong, blocking the bright office lights.

    Taegyeong flinched and gripped the back of the chair tightly. He knew many people wanted to rape him. Moreover, he was a high-ranking guide. There were plenty of espers who would force themselves on him if he refused guiding.

    He knew that, but why did his heart sink when Chahyeon said he wanted a kiss? He wasn’t sure, since he had no clear memories, but perhaps it was a mixture of anticipation and excitement, just like with the other espers.

    “Guide-nim, please have a seat. I’m late.”

    “…Ah, yes!”

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