DI Ch 27

I admitted that I had set my limits too high. My breath caught in my throat for an instant. This, this wasn’t something people would do. It was the kind of thing that couldn’t fit inside a person. Why didn’t anyone tell me this? Neither the theory nor the video told me that this hurts this much. Are you going to be painful? Are you kidding me?

“Ah, agh, hyu-, hyung. Seong-je hyung, wait, I can’t do this. I don’t think this is right, ah, argh! I’m so sorry, heuk.”

I reached out and pushed hard as my flailing hands found his shoulders and chest. When I struggled and resisted with terrible pain in my lower part, Tae Seong-je spat out irritated words.

“Hey. Don’t push me away.”

His savagely crumpled face and the harsh sound that came from nowhere sounded like a beast gurgling, and hiccups escaped my mouth. Hiccup. I was terrified, so I quickly drew my hands away and covered my mouth. Tears trickled down my cheeks and dampened the backs of my hands. Tae Seong-je was more terrifying than the pain I’d never felt before at this point. I felt like he was going to slap my cheeks at any moment.

I was slapped by my father when I was young. I didn’t faint, but I did lose my balance and fell, injuring myself severely. I couldn’t go to school because my bruises were so bad. It was so painful and terrifying that I still can’t forget it.

I was afraid he’d raise his hand at any moment. My eyes welled up with tears as I closed them tightly. I was quietly breathing when I heard a faint voice from above.

“Sorry. I’m a little cranky.”

Tae Seong-je sighed and patted my cheek.

“Do you want me to stop? I can stop now.”

“Ah, no.”

My voice was shaky, so I cleared my throat and opened my mouth.

“Sorry. You can do it, you can do it. Hyung. do it, please do it…”

I nodded, shuddering at the thought of the painful act I hadn’t yet committed. At the time, I had a strong feeling that I didn’t want to look bad in front of him, so I acted obediently. I had the impression that I was insane. But I couldn’t stop myself.

“What are you so sorry for since earlier?”

Tae Seong-je frowned as if he was a little troubled. He narrowed his eyes and wiped away my tears with his palm.

“If you’re very scared, I won’t put all of them in, but only half of them.”

“Uh. Re, really?”

“Yeah. Just half. How about that. You okay with that?”

“Yeah. Okay. Thank you. Hyung, thank you…”

If I were sane, I would have been dumbfounded for not realizing what kind of compromise he was making, but in my slightly stunned state, I frantically said thank you over and over again, like a person who had just lost his way. Tae Seong-je, who had been staring at me, took my hand and touched it without saying anything. Something soft suddenly touched my fingertips. When I realized it was his lips, I felt embarrassed, as he had kissed me suddenly.

“… Put your arms under your knees and I want you to spread them out.”

“Okay.”

I hurriedly spread my legs, afraid Tae Seong-je would change his mind. As he suggested, I placed my arm beneath each knee to stabilize and center my lower body. Even by my standards, this was an extremely erotic scene, but I couldn’t notice it because my face was tear-stained and my head and body were overheated from emotion.

“Don’t let it go. You can do it, right? You are young, but you’re not less mature.”

“Yes, yes. I can.”

I quickly nodded. But maybe I’m just as dumb as my father said. Although only the tip of his penis came in, the strength in my hands suddenly loosened and I trembled. To be honest, it hurt so much that I didn’t want to do it. The pain was terrifying.

If his fingers were like injection needles, Tae Seong-je’s penis was no different from a baobab tree. The pain of being split in half was so overwhelming that even a voice could not come out. ‘Ouch’, ‘Ugh’, and suppressed sounds came out in spurts, but nothing high-pitched. By the time the thick penis was all in, I  was whimpering like a dying patient. With all my strength, I bent my toes with my hands holding my thighs and my feet dangling in the air.

“Ah, ugh, ha…”

“Ugh, relax. Are you going to break my dick?”

Tae Seong-je gasped as he brushed his disheveled hair. His voice was the lowest and most harsh I’d ever heard. Tae Seong-je took a step back, then inserted it very shallowly and stepped back again. It slips in slowly, then out and back in.

He repeated it several times. It must be boring, but pain is pain, and I couldn’t get used to it, but it seemed to be getting tolerable, albeit just a little. However, Tae Seong-je was always an unexpected person who had a way of catching me off guard, so I never knew when he was going to make a move, and that was the case this time.

“…Ah!”

Tae Seong-je suddenly made an unexpected move. He literally folded me up like a folder and pushed me down with his weight so I couldn’t move. Before I could assess the situation, Tae Seong-je was thrusting inside me.

“W-wait, ah, ah!”

“Haa…”

After the penis was completely in, the thick, long shaft slammed into me. Beneath his shadow, I raised my head and opened my mouth. Ack, ack. I let out a scream-like sound, but nothing came out of my throat. My body was pierced, and I couldn’t breathe. Tae Seong-je caressed my face with a wrinkled face just as I was drooling and trembling like an idiot.

“Seo Seung-won. Everything is good, everything is good, but relax a bit.”

“Ugh… Hyung, it hurts…”

“Yeah, sorry.”

It was also a time when I was saddened by his insincere apology. Suddenly something soft touched my cheek. While I was busy breathing out and relaxing, I heard a small kissing sound. I stopped crying in bewilderment and looked at him. Although he was smiling leisurely, his face was more flushed than usual, and his excited eyes caught my eye.

That… Did Tae Seong-je kiss me just now? On my cheek too?

He didn’t look like the guy who had teased me for kissing like a kid. I thought it must have been an illusion that he kissed the tip of my hand earlier, but it wasn’t. Tae Seong-je gave me a really cute kiss.

Had he ever kissed me on the cheek before? Why am I used to it? Had he ever kissed me before? No, had he ever kissed me this cute and casually? I couldn’t get over the shock easily, but the vulgar words that came out of his mouth quickly brought me back to my senses.

“The back hole, whoa, turn out it’s like this, fuck. I haven’t even gotten all the way in yet and I’m already going to cum.”

“Haa, don’t say that, ugh.”

“Yeah. Okay.”

He spoke as if he were calming and soothing, and he put his lips on my forehead again.

“Just relax a little more, it’s fucking tight.”

The words he said were not cute at all, but he kept kissing my face or shoulder whenever he had a chance. But as soft as his lips were, Tae Seong-je’s hands were inescapable, and his lower body moved slowly but steadily, thrusting inside me.

The unfamiliar and intense thrusts of his waist seemed to naturally make me raise my waist. He couldn’t even fight because of Tae Seong-je’s overwhelming power. Sweat poured down my face like rain from the painful sensation that intensified with each movement. My hair was wet and stuck to my forehead.

Eventually, I broke down in sobs and pleaded.

“Hyung, half, just put in half…”

You said you would only put it in half. I barely swallowed the words I wanted to say. Tae Seong-je, on the other hand, burst into laughter after noticing what I was saying and swallowing his excitement. Tae Seong-je, who preoccupied me in front of my teary eyes, looked like the incarnation of the devil.

“Oh, of course. I haven’t even put half of it in yet.”

Tae Seong-je smiled crookedly and sped up his slow waist movements.

“But really, it’s too good inside you to only put half in, ha, right?”

“Ah, ha, but about, you promised…”

“I know. I was bad. I changed my mind and… ha… but baby.”

“Ah, heuk, haa… Ah!”

“Didn’t somebody tell you that you shouldn’t believe anything that’s said in bed, except for pillow talk?”

“Euh… Hhm…”

Tae Seong-je spoke crookedly like an atheist advising a lamb who had chosen the wrong path.

“Take this as a lesson and don’t be fooled next time.”

“Ah, hyung, no, it’s too deep…”

“Ha, I’m going crazy. What is this, why is this so good?”

Tae Seong-je lowered his hand and fumbled with the connected part. Then he inserted his fingers into the narrow gap. It was already overwhelming, but I hated the forcibly thrusting hand, and I burst into tears again. However, my body trembled as a result of Tae Seong-je’s penis, which gradually but steadily penetrated deeper, and I couldn’t cry properly and had to clench my teeth.

“If I were a fucking king, I would have given you all of that palace. I’d have rolled up the whole country for you.”

“Ah, ah, that, stop, hyung, ah, haa…”

“Haa… Why are you covering your face?”

His eyes scanned me thoroughly, pretending to be relaxed but tinged with excitement and nervousness. Tae Seong-je smiled as I stared at him with tears in my eyes, pressed his lips over my eyes, and muttered:

“Look at me. That’s right. You’re good… Haa… I’m glad you listen to me well. You’re good, aren’t you? Seung-won is so good…”

“Heut. Ah, hyung, wait, wait a minute, s-slowly, it’s too fast now… Ah, ah!”