MMBMGAP CH 29

Chapter 29: Wanting to Love

After deciding to stay the night, Sade stepped out of the apartment briefly. He returned just a few minutes later, ringing the doorbell once more for Lin You to open the door.

Lin You let him in, noticing that Sade now had an extra bag of clothes in hand. He didn’t say much and simply told Sade to register his biometric data so that he could unlock the door himself next time.

Lin You had already taken a bath. He urged Sade to go wash up quickly. Looking at his small bed, he sighed to himself. Well, the dorm beds were small too, but they managed to squeeze in together back then. Changing his bed just for the occasional overnight guest? …That idea felt ridiculous. Lin You pushed aside those strange thoughts and lay down on the inner side of the bed, curling onto his side.

Soon enough, Sade came out of the bathroom. The handsome, well-built Alpha was shirtless, droplets of water still clinging to his skin, giving off a faint, salty scent reminiscent of the sea.

“I didn’t bring pajamas, so I’ll just go without,” Sade said with a smile.

“…” Lin You didn’t comment. He glanced at Sade with a calm, half-lidded gaze, then shifted slightly under the blanket to adjust his posture for sleep.

That gaze had a hint of temptation in it. Sade couldn’t resist slipping an arm around him, hugging Lin You from behind. His tall frame completely enveloped him. Warm breath tickled the back of Lin You’s neck, and the faint ocean scent drifted around him—gentle and subtle, just like Sade himself. He was testing the waters with gentlemanly care. And truthfully, there wasn’t an Omega in the world who could resist him—not even Lin You.

Lin You’s body relaxed completely. He leaned back against Sade. Even through the thin fabric of his sleepwear, he could feel the heat radiating from the Alpha’s body, the contours of firm muscles—if he just reached out…

And he did, just briefly. His hand barely brushed over the ridges of muscle before Sade immediately caught it, lacing their fingers tightly together. He held Lin You’s hand with firm strength. And then—Lin You could feel it. The Alpha’s hardened arousal pressed unmistakably against him.

“Yuyou… don’t tease me. I’ve missed you so much,” Sade murmured helplessly, burying his face against Lin You’s ear. He didn’t want to come across as someone only here for sex—but with things escalating like this, if Lin You truly didn’t want it, he’d immediately retreat to the couch and not dare approach the bed again.

Lin You gently squeezed Sade’s hand in return. His body softened further, pressing himself closely against Sade.

Feeling Lin You’s unspoken consent, Sade flipped them over, pressing his entire body against Lin You’s. Their bodies were closely intertwined, and he leaned in, kissing him with intensity. Sade’s scent overwhelmed him—his kiss was urgent and deep, his tongue slipping inside and refusing to retreat.

“S-Sade… aren’t you tired?” Lin You managed to mumble between kisses, his words sticking together, lips entangled with Sade’s.

“What’s wrong, baby…? Seeing you makes me feel much better.” Sade coaxed as he teased Lin You’s tongue, capturing his lips completely.

“Mm… I thought… you looked so… tired…” Lin You murmured breathlessly as Sade’s lips moved down, now nibbling on his vulnerable throat. Lin You held his breath, feeling like he might be devoured whole.

“Then give me a kiss,” Sade coaxed softly. “Just one kiss, and I won’t feel tired anymore.” His voice carried a smile—he could feel that Yuyou was worried about him.

Lin You obediently leaned forward and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips. That kiss, though light and soft, landed heavily in Sade’s heart.

The scent of the ocean burst forth.

Sade stopped talking then. He stripped off Lin You’s clothes, parted his legs, and with one touch, found him already damp. Without another moment’s hesitation, he pushed himself inside.

“Mm…”

Though Lin You’s body was ready as an Omega, the sudden intrusion still made him let out a muffled moan. Realizing that, Sade lowered his head to suck gently on Lin You’s sensitive nipples. The flushed tips bloomed in his mouth, and Lin You arched his chest unconsciously, only prompting Sade to thrust in even deeper and faster.

Sade knew Lin You’s body well—but no matter how many times he entered him, it never dulled the pleasure. Every time, he wanted to go harder.

He was utterly lost in the sensation—the hot, slick channel tightening around him. With every thrust, the passage squeezed and released him, wave after wave of electric pleasure flooding his nerves. As Lin You’s slick grew wetter, Sade’s movements became smoother and more relentless.

He drove in deeper and harder, pulling out entirely only to slam back in again. And then suddenly, he struck something tighter inside.

“Ah—!” Lin You cried out.

It was the innermost chamber—an Omega’s reproductive cavity, the most hidden and sensitive part of their anatomy. Normally nestled safely within the intestinal walls, wrapped in protective folds of flesh, it only revealed itself in heat, when the muscles relaxed enough for an Alpha to reach its entrance—just like now.

Sade, completely lost to his instincts, felt like he had found the most vulnerable part of his prey. He thrust forward again with renewed excitement, pushing insistently until his arousal breached the tight ring.

“Mn… mmhh…” Once his reproductive cavity was entered, Lin You froze completely. His pelvis locked up, and the bitter-sweet olive scent of his pheromones burst uncontrollably into the air. He was like prey caught in the jaws of a predator, completely defenseless.

Tears streamed from Lin You’s sapphire eyes. His face flushed bright red as he cried out again and again, helpless under the fierce rhythm of Sade’s unrelenting thrusts.

Seeing Lin You like this nearly drove Sade insane. His arousal was fully sheathed within Lin You’s reproductive cavity, tightly gripped by warm, soft, pulsing flesh. The inner folds rubbed against him with maddening friction, wrapping around him so tightly he could barely move. Warm fluid continued to coat him, and Lin You’s scent invaded every corner of his mind—every thrust pushed him closer to the edge.

“Ah… ah… nnngh… mmn…”

Lin You came, trembling all over as he climaxed from the intense stimulation. The spasming walls of his cavity clenched tightly, nearly forcing Sade out. But Lin You didn’t care anymore. He shut his eyes tightly and let out quiet sobs, as if he’d been wronged by the whole world.

“Baby… baby… baby…” Sade growled lowly. After thrusting fiercely for so long, he was about to reach his limit.

One hand covered Lin You’s eyes, gently wiping away his tears. His other hand rested firmly over Lin You’s neck, shielding the fragile gland beneath it. With the last bit of control he had, Sade pulled out—just in time—spilling himself across Lin You’s lower abdomen instead. His sharp canines dug into his own hand as he bit down hard, trying to ground himself. As Lin You’s scent filled his lungs, Sade finally reached climax.

“You…”

Blood dripped onto Lin You’s skin. He opened his eyes in surprise.

“Yuyou, I’m sorry. I lost control tonight,” Sade said apologetically.

Ever since their first time, when he had gone too deep and left Lin You bedridden for several days, Sade had made sure not to enter that far again. But stress and exhaustion had worn down his restraint. Thankfully, at the last moment, he had come to his senses—he didn’t knot inside him, nor did he mark him.

Lin You didn’t speak. He reached for Sade’s hand. The bite wound wasn’t large, but it was deep and bleeding. Lin You licked away the blood and quietly channeled his spiritual power to heal the injury.

“It’s just a scratch,” Sade said softly, gently patting Lin You’s head. He truly didn’t care about such a wound.

“It’s okay. It’s not like you haven’t bitten me before,” Lin You whispered.

As Lin You looked at Sade now, his heart ached. That once spirited, carefree young man was slowly being worn down by reality and responsibility—shaped into someone mature, steady, and unbreakable. But Lin You still hoped that Sade could remain the boy he once was—innocent, radiant, pulling him along through the white corridors of the Temple like a burst of light in the darkness.

Perhaps people always yearn for what they lack. Lin You didn’t have that light—but Sade did. And without realizing it, Lin You wanted to protect that part of him.

“Yuyou… we’ll have that someday. But not now,” Sade said gently. He still believed in a little ritual, a little reverence—after all, Lin You was the Empire’s future Queen. Everything should be just right.

After cleaning up, the two squeezed into the small dorm bed—Lin You’s private little world. Sade, now the only outsider allowed in, had already slept here before, and their bodies fit together perfectly. Tonight was no exception. Lin You still didn’t fully understand what love meant, but in that moment, he knew—

He wanted to try loving someone.

(To be continued…)