TCOR CH52

Chapter 52 Why Do You Always Do This To Me?

During the day outside the villa, the wind and sunshine, surrounded by greenery, seemed to be the warmest sunshine in the world. But at night, when I look out of the window, there is only blackness.

It was so dark, so dark that I felt like I was back in that narrow and stuffy container calling out to the sky and the earth.

I turned on all the lights in the bedroom, even the bathroom light, until there was not a trace of darkness in the whole room, and then I climbed into bed to sleep peacefully.

Although today’s situation is also not very clear, but it is always better than in the container. And …… since Shen Wunian took the trouble to get me out, he should not just take my life. As long as I am alive, then other problems are not big, I do not …… believe that he can lock me up for life.

Turned around, the chain followed the clinking sound, heard this movement, my heart a burst of weakness. Can not lock me up for life, right …… I still have to go back to school, still have to fulfill my dreams, and still have to let more people see the pictures I took it …… Besides, no one found out that I was missing for a week and two weeks, and no one could find out for a month and two months? …… won t, Xie Yunze and Peng Dai will soon find out, and then call the police, and then …… then ……

As he thought about it, his breathing gradually calmed down, and his collected consciousness, like a disrupted billiard ball, scattered in all directions. scattered in all directions, one after another to fall into the dark bag.

I don’t know if I was too worried before going to bed, so I dreamed of being rescued by the police.

Xie Yunze and Peng Dai were the pioneers who led the search and rescue team into the villa. Shen Wunian dragged me wildly through the forest and ran to a cliff by the sea. As the dogs barked closer and closer behind him, he looked at me and said, “I can’t escape anymore, so let’s cut the connection here.

Before I could understand what he meant, he grabbed the chain around his heart and began to pull it out, bit by bit, until he pulled out a bloody, still-beating heart.

Black blood spurted out, and I opened my mouth, hissing and screaming, but no sound came out of my dreams.

Don’t, don’t, don’t!

Trembling, I held the heart and tried to stuff it back into the big hole in Shen Wunian’s heart, but the flesh there was as if it had grown dead and refused to accept the heart’s return in any way.

“It can’t be put back in, it’s not my heart.” Shen Wunian pushed the heart towards me, “It’s yours.”

I froze and looked down, only to see a fist-sized hole in my left heart, with the other end of the chain stuck in it, surrounded by nothing but a circle of red flesh.

This turned out to be my heart. I felt that piece of flesh in my heart jump, slightly at a loss for words, and just then, a dozen or so black-clad SWAT officers with dogs swarmed up.

These people didn’t give Shen Wunian a chance to explain and raised their guns to aim at him.

“Don’t! Although he …… is an asshole, but his crime is not to die …… ” I blocked in front of Shen Wunian and walked step by step towards the SWAT police, muttering, “I, I’m fine, you guys don’t shoot. “

About two or three meters away, ears suddenly rang “whoosh” sound, I know, or dream I know what it is, horrified to turn back to look, only to see the forehead of Shen Wunian shot backward smiling, fell down the towering cliff.

He didn’t struggle at all, didn’t hold any grudges, seemed to have waited for this moment for a long time, his expression even carried a certain peace of mind that he could finally be relieved.

The piece of flesh in his hand stopped beating at that moment and turned into cold stone. That is when I woke up.

As soon as I opened my eyes, my mood hadn’t even calmed down when I saw Shen Wunian appear at the head of my bed, holding a bag of milky-white unidentified liquid, with an infusion tube protruding from the bottom end that was connected to my infusion needle.

“How did you get in here?” I sat up quickly to remove the needle from my hand, “What are you giving me?”

Guilty as charged what? The crime deserves death, right?

Shen Wunian’s expression was one of sincerity, “I have a key, of course I could get in.” He pressed my hand, “Don’t move, this is a nutritional injection to help you regain your strength.

The action of tearing the tape stopped, but my suspicion didn’t diminish.

He saw it and said, “Don’t worry, I won’t drug you anymore. If you don’t believe me, you can always pull it out. But all your future water and drink will pass through my hands, are you sure you want to be so vigilant every time?

Who the hell did this to me?

Pulling my hand back, I reluctantly accepted the nutritional shot and moved to the other side of the bed, as far away from him as possible.

Showing no displeasure at my behavior, he adjusted his drip rate, picked up a book that had been left on the bed, and walked back over to the other side of the couch area to sit down again.

He sat facing the bed so that when he looked up he could see how much fluid was left in the bag. I’m afraid that’s how he’s been taking care of me for the last few days.

I lay back down and tried to fall asleep again, I don’t know if it’s because of the nightmare or because of Shen Wunian’s presence, I can’t sleep at all.

There was a cell phone and I could still swipe it, nothing, I could only stare at the ceiling and stare.

First of all, memorize the text, from the “Red Cliff Fugue” back to the “Teacher’s Commentary” and then “Tengwangge Preface”, think it is not challenging enough, change to memorize the formula of micro-economics, what is the “marginal rate of substitution”, “average cost”, “consumer equilibrium conditions” …… memorized for a while, really dizzy.

Closing my eyes, I renewed my efforts to brew sleep. However, as soon as there was a slight movement on Shen Wunian’s side, even as small as the slight sound of a book turning, the little drowsiness I had accumulated would instantly disappear.

After waiting ten minutes for the nutritional injection to finish and for Shen Wunian to get up and walk over to the bed, I still couldn’t fall asleep.

With my back to Shen Wunian, I used my ears to feel what he was doing. First he removed the IV tubes for me, then he took the empty bags off the wall and put them aside, then …… he didn’t move. For maybe a minute or two, he stood by the bedside, not talking, not moving, as if he had suddenly turned into an inanimate wooden statue and stood still.

It made me even more anxious than if he had been sitting there reading a book. I couldn’t help but open my eyes and before I could turn around to ask him how much longer he was going to read, the mattress moved slightly and he actually climbed onto the bed and lay down behind me.

All of a sudden, the too painful memory of that night at the hotel came back to life in my mind, and I gripped the blanket in front of me so tightly that my whole body stiffened there, and I couldn’t even blink.

“Are you afraid of me?” Shen Wunian leaned over and hugged me gently from behind, his warm breath spitting on the back of my neck, making me shiver involuntarily.

“…… Shouldn’t I be afraid of you?” Closing my eyes, I asked him in a low voice.

The person behind me seemed stunned by my question and didn’t make a sound for half a day.

Obviously, the indoor temperature is suitable and does not make people feel hot, but I because of this embrace of his, palms, back are out of a thin layer of sweat.

After a long time he let go.

“Sleep.”

Along with the words, Shen Wunian sat up, did not stay in the room for more than a few moments, got off the bed and stepped directly outside.

The door of the room closed with a click, and I blinked, softened my body, rubbed my face on the pillow, and after a while, pulled the covers up to cover my head and face.

The next day, I woke up in my room after washing up, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw a plate on the floor containing vegetable porridge, boiled white eggs, and two buns.

I picked it up and finished eating, carrying the tray downstairs, and there was no sign of Shen Wunian anywhere.

“Shen Wunian?” I pretended to call out a few times, but no one came back.

This time I expanded my search, opening every door on the first floor to take a look.

A door by the kitchen led directly to the garage, and now that there wasn’t a single car inside, I guessed that Shen Wunian must have gone on a temporary errand and was temporarily gone.

This was a good opportunity.

I stopped being careful and dragged the chain further down, trying to find something to break it.

The basement was just as open and not at all dim because of a lighted patio.

Half of the room is a gym, with lots of exercise equipment, I tried to lift a ten kilogram barbell, wanting to rely on it to break the chain, tried a few times, the chain did not even get a scratch.

This must be smashed to the monkey years and months ……

I put the barbell back, rubbed my aching shoulders, and surveyed what other tools I could use, and suddenly my eyes lit up, and I saw a large table on the other side.

This was probably Shen Wunian’s office area, with an entire wall of bookshelves behind the wide desk, and a screen on the desk.

If there is a screen, there is a computer, if there is a computer, there is a network, although he probably has a password, but what if, what if the password is exactly eight “8” or from “12345678”!

I was excited to run over, open the screen switch, look down to find the keyboard, only to find that there is no keyboard, only a mouse, and then looked up, the screen neatly playing nine images, where is the computer, clearly is the villa monitoring.

One of them is actually facing my bed!

“Pervert ……” No wonder he knew as soon as I woke up, so he saw it here.

I found nothing in the basement, I can only go back up to the first floor.

There is a knife rack in the kitchen, but the knives are all western style chef’s knives, thin and narrow, not to mention cutting the chain, I don’t know if I can cut my bones.

I chose the sharpest one, crouched down and slashed twice, slashing to the point where sparks came out, the chain didn’t break, and the blade of the knife was undoubtedly cut out by me.

“How can you be so useless ah ……” I sighed, some do not know what to do with the open-mouthed knife in my hand.

Put it back, Shen Wunian, if you use it, will definitely be strange about the gap, a look at the monitor, found that it is I am ready to escape, and then give me a good look; do not put it back, Shen Wunian can not find it, strange how it disappeared, a look at the monitor, found that it is I am ready to escape, and then give me a good look ……

Just at this time, the garage came from the sound of the shutter rising. Shen Wunian is back.

I stood up in a flash, not thinking carefully, grabbed the knife, picked up the chains on the floor all the way, and ran like the wind back to the room on the second floor.

How can he know that I will escape, then just don t do it …… I looked at the sharp knife in my hand and swallowed my saliva.

Yesterday were able to smash him, he should …… not be very powerful.

I hid by the door, my hands gripping the handle of the knife, closed my eyes and continued to breathe deeply.

Footsteps sounded on the stairs, from bottom to top, from far to near, and finally stopped outside the door.

Back against the wall, I slowly raised the knife in my hand and silently recited “321” in my heart, and at the end of the countdown, I rushed in front of Shen Wunian with the knife in my hand.

“Hand over the …… key!” Since my hand couldn’t stop fighting, it also made the tip of the knife move up and down his neck.

Something fell to the ground, and I looked down to see a box of puzzles on the floor, apparently sent by Shen Wunian to relieve my boredom.

“Again?”

A light and cold voice rang in my ears, I shivered, Shen Wunian had already raised his arms and grabbed my cowering hands without fear.

“Good, if you can kill me, I won’t have to worry.” He stared straight at me and smiled as he moved the tip of the knife to his heart, “But your blade isn’t sharp enough to cut through my jugular vein. Change it, stick it here ……”

He grabbed my hand, and as I struggled, he stabbed the tip of the knife firmly into his own heart.

I backed away, stunned.

I just wanted to threaten him to let me go, I didn’t think about actually killing someone ……

“Stop ……” I stopped him with a trembling voice.

He was hell bent on not listening to me at all, and for the first time I knew that the touch of the tip of the knife breaking through my skin would be so bone-chilling.

The blood flowed more and more and it was like I was back in last night’s dream.

He is always like this …… he is always like this …… never giving me the right to choose.

I’ve been played by him, posed so badly that I’m too lazy to think deeply about what he’s really up to, and he still has a way of breaking me.

Dreams, memories, mixed together like a volcano at the bottom of the sea, pushing those blocked emotions to erupt completely.

“Stop …… stop!” Tears fell one by one and I felt like I was going crazy, “Why do you always do this to me! I said stop, Galatea! Galatea!!!”

Roaring, a myriad of emotions tore and burned through me, eventually condensing into an unquenchable, intense hatred that overwhelmed me like a tsunami.

I hated him.

I’ve never hated anyone so much in my life.

I hated him so much.