BOREDOM 5

When I froze like a block of wood, he revealed his teeth and smiled.

“Why are you so stiff? Relax a little.”

“Ah…”

“Take a few deep breaths, too.”

Cowering on Kwon Taeshin’s chest, I did as he said, relaxing my body and taking deep breaths. As I did, I could faintly hear the sound of his heart beating. For some reason, hearing that sound and feeling that he was a person just like me brought a faint sense of relief. At the same time, I could smell Kwon Taeshin’s body odor, which had been diluted from his shower, just like mine. As I silently breathed it in, he chuckled.

“You’re breathing so softly.”

After murmuring that, Kwon Taeshin grabbed my chin and lifted it. Then, smack, he bit my lips with his and pushed his tongue between them. The moment I parted my teeth, his tongue pushed inside as if it were the most natural thing in the world, roaming and exploring every corner of my mouth. Like a bird exploring a new nest, like a snake checking a new cave, it moved about freely as it pleased, and then it propped up my tongue and began to play with it in earnest.

“Hheub, eub…”

I squeezed my eyes shut and groaned at the tip of his tongue as it pulled and sucked on mine. His tongue alone was making my mind go blank, but then he kneaded my exposed bare buttocks with both hands before forcefully spreading them. Then he repeatedly stroked and prodded the exposed crotch and private parts with his fingers. The sensation was strange, and as I shifted my body, he broke the kiss and pushed me to lie on my side.

By the time I opened my eyes, which I had squeezed shut so tightly my eyelids throbbed, I was pinned beneath him. On top of me, he reached his hand to the side and took something from the nightstand. It looked like gel. He paid no mind to the sheets getting wet as he poured the gel generously on my front and back. Then he rubbed it with his palms, slathering it all over my crotch. And then he began to properly poke at my hole.

“Euhk…”

Lying there with my legs spread for Kwon Taeshin was so strange and embarrassing. I had never been in this position in front of anyone before. No, I didn’t even have a memory of being like this in front of my parents.

Overwhelmed by a rush of shame, I pulled the sheet up to cover my face. And I turned my head as far as I could and buried it in the pillow. As I was avoiding the shame like that, the pleasure strangely intensified. When Kwon Taeshin stroked my penis with his slippery, gel-covered hand, the urge to cum rushed over me in an instant.

“Aheuk, aht, at, at…!”

It wasn’t long before I came. Just as I felt my root throb, my shaft quivered and spewed semen from its needle-eye-sized opening. Splat, splat. As the hot semen scattered over my stomach, he spread it on his palm and folded my body in half.

“Eok.”

My back bent, I made a sound like a crushed frog and looked up at Kwon Taeshin. Then, not missing the opportunity, he pushed my penis and balls to the side as if to show me. No wonder the sensation of him probing my rear felt so overwhelming; at some point, two of his fingers had entered. He used them to thrust against my inner walls like a pump, and with each thrust, my legs, lifted high in the air, jerked and trembled. It wasn’t of my own will, so it was a little scary.

I clenched and unclenched my teeth and said.

“Eu, qu, quickly…”

The sense of disharmony and powerlessness, as if my body wasn’t my own, was hard to bear. Wishing for this moment to pass quickly, I rashly made a request.

“Put it in quickly.”

Seeing me, pale-faced, asking for insertion, his eyes curved. It looked like a smile, but his eyes were cold, unblinking.

“Hmm… I think three fingers should be able to go in first.”

“Aheu… I can’t take it, so just, just…”

Perhaps misinterpreting my words that I couldn’t take it, he grinned and raised one knee. In that position, he placed his erect penis between my legs, which were spread open toward the ceiling. Just the touch of it, thud, resting on my crotch, made me feel its warmth and an unusual weight. He put a condom on it and aligned the tip with my hole.

“I was going to go slow since you said it’s your first time with a man…”

“Euuueuu…”

“You’re the one who told me to put it in.”

After saying that, he leaned his body forward, putting his weight into it. Then his penis began to push inside me.

“Eu…!”

In that moment, I knew. Just what an absurd thing I was doing.

The words I had said to Jaeyoung, who had claimed he would spread his legs if Kwon Taeshin asked, echoed in my ears.

‘They say Kwon Taeshin’s is huge.’

“Aheu…!”

‘What if something terrible happens from putting something like that inside you.’

“Aheuuueuut…!”

Just him putting the tip in made it feel like my hole was stretching to its limit and tearing. My narrow hips screamed, and the tips of my feet, suspended in the air, trembled violently. My stomach grew cold in anticipation of the impending disaster. Just the weight of his lower body pressing down on me already felt like my back would break. I flailed my hands and said.

“W-wait a minute. Just a moment…”

Barely managing to prop myself up on my elbows, I tried to pull my hips back.

“I don’t think this is right.”

Ignoring my words, he held my waist firmly. My propped-up body slid down, and the sheet behind my back crumpled haphazardly. I thrashed my arms and legs and cried out desperately.

“N-no, this isn’t right! I can’t, I can’t do it.”

After repeatedly trying to sit up and failing, I pushed against his shoulder with my palms and shook my head. Holding me down, he readjusted his position and stared at me as my eyelids fluttered with frightened eyes.

“Why can’t you?”

“S-something bad will happen.”

“What will.”

“I’m telling you, something bad will happen if I put something like that inside my body.”

At those words, he snorted.

“Everyone else was fine even with this inside them.”

Then he smiled with what could only be described as a cruel confidence.

“In fact, they were begging for more…?”

It was the moment I felt his face get closer. Leaning his upper body toward me and tensing his lower abdomen, he looked me in the eye and thrust his hips upward.

Thwack!

I was so shocked that my mouth flew open and I screamed.

“Aaaah—!”

He slammed his body into me with all his might, thrusting his penis in, but it couldn’t go all the way in. Nevertheless, it felt as if my body was being torn in half. I flailed wildly, hitting his shoulders and chest.

“Aaaah…! Ah! No, no! I can’t, I can’t do it!”

As if annoyed by it, he frowned and pinned both of my wrists to the bed. In an instant, I was pinned beneath him, utterly terrified. My legs were trapped between his sides, and my groin was impaled on his penis, making it impossible to move. I could only move my lips, staring up at him in horror.

Looking down at me, he frowned slightly. It seemed that for him, too, inserting into such a tight hole was a painful affair. And yet, he didn’t pull back. More like a grimace than a smile, he wrinkled his nose and spoke as if the sound came from the tip of his nose.

“What do you keep saying you can’t do, you took the money.”

“Ah… eu…”

His eyes, so dark that the pupil and iris were indistinguishable, looked amused.

“Upfront, no less.”

“Aheuk!”

He put his weight into it and thrusted his hips up one more time, and my insides were pierced through. Like someone stabbed with a knife, I gasped, my mouth open, and arched my back. As I did so, exposing my chest, he lowered his lips to it and let out a moan, “Heut.” Then he let out a long sigh over my pointed, erect nipple, hoooo…, and chuckled.

“I was going to ask if I could get a refund…”

“…”

“What to do, I’ve already opened the packaging.”

He was right. Now that I had been pierced by him, it was too late to take it back.

Instead of answering, I squeezed my eyes shut. I could feel tears seeping from between my eyelids, but he paid no mind. It seemed difficult for him to thrust into the tightly clenched inner walls with not an inch of space, and he faltered several times but didn’t stop. He waited patiently for my forcibly stretched insides to adjust to him, and the moment there was some leeway, he began to move his hips. It was the signal flare announcing a long and painful night.