LS Ch 47

As Yiwon gathered both of theirs in his hand, he furrowed his brows and let out a short moan. Jewoo’s hand was covered by Yiwon’s. Just the touch of their heated parts against each other felt strange, causing a constant twitching below. Yiwon, holding Jewoo’s hand, moved it rapidly up and down. As their parts rubbed together in Jewoo’s hand, his vision flickered white.

“Wait, ugh…!”

Jewoo tried to twist his hips to escape from under Yiwon. It seemed like Yiwon wasn’t ready yet, but Jewoo felt like he was about to come first. He needed a moment, but Yiwon wouldn’t allow it. Instead, he applied more pressure with his hand. Jewoo also tried to stop the movement, but Yiwon started moving his own hips. Even though Jewoo’s hand wasn’t moving, Yiwon’s part slid up and down, rubbing against Jewoo’s.

“Kang Yiwon, you, ugh!”

The sensation surging up to the top of his head made Jewoo grit his teeth and turn his head away. Yiwon then kissed Jewoo’s exposed earlobe and sucked on it. The pleasure from both above and below was too much to resist. As Jewoo gripped the sheet tightly, blood rushed below, and a hot liquid spilled out, soaking Jewoo’s hand. But Yiwon didn’t stop moving.

“I just came, ah…”

The continuous stimulation while coming made Jewoo feel like his head was going to explode. He wanted to pull his hand away, but Yiwon was holding it tightly, not letting him move. Yiwon kept moving his hips until his body finally tensed, and another wave of heat spilled onto Jewoo’s already wet hand.

Yiwon let out a long sigh and lay down next to Jewoo.

“Ah…”

Jewoo looked at his hand and frowned. It was a mess from both his and Yiwon’s release. Not just his hand, but his pubic hair and abdomen were sticky too. Yiwon, who had been on top, was relatively clean.

“I don’t want to move…”

After coming, even the thought of going to clean up felt like too much effort, but he knew he had to wash his hands and body.

“Later.”

Yiwon, who had caught his breath, climbed back on top of Jewoo. He rubbed his sticky abdomen with his hand, making Jewoo scowl. Yiwon just smiled. Even in this situation, his smile was beautiful.

“What are you doing?”

“I never said we were done.”

“But you came too.”

“Who said we stop after one time?”

Jewoo glanced down. Yiwon’s erection was still firm, as if he hadn’t come at all.

“You’re so young…”

“Don’t talk like an old man. We’re only three years apart.”

Yiwon grabbed Jewoo’s thighs and spread his legs apart.

“What are you… hey!”

Yiwon grabbed Jewoo’s penis and rubbed it briefly before moving down to fondle his testicles. Jewoo glared at him, but Yiwon just smiled and moved his hand even lower. When he touched Jewoo’s entrance, Jewoo jolted up in surprise.

“Can’t I?”

Yiwon asked with a puppy-dog expression, but his eyes were filled with desire.

Realizing what Yiwon wanted, Jewoo’s mind went blank. They had been intimate many times, but he had never thought about this. Plus…

“Why do you assume you’ll be the one doing it?”

Jewoo was also a man. He had even dated women before. Or maybe he was bisexual now, but either way, he had never considered being the one to receive. He hadn’t thought about being the one to penetrate Yiwon either.

“Don’t you want to?”

Yiwon asked, looking straight at him.

“It’s not about wanting to or not. I just never thought about it.”

Jewoo pushed Yiwon away with his forearm as he tried to close the distance between them. Seeing Yiwon’s sad puppy act almost made him give in, but this was not something he could easily agree to.

“I want to be inside you.”

Yiwon looked straight into Jewoo’s eyes with an intense gaze. His stare was overwhelmingly intense, more so than usual. It felt like he could devour Jewoo whole.

Jewoo frowned at the thought and bit his lip, running his tongue over it. His lips and mouth felt parched.

“Really, you can’t?” Yiwon asked, pleading openly. At times like this, he fully utilized the fact that he was younger, which Jewoo found a bit annoying. Still, he couldn’t bring himself to push Yiwon away coldly. He was definitely weak when it came to Kang Yiwon.

“It’s not about whether it can be done or not…” Jewoo started to explain.

“Then what is it?” Yiwon interrupted before Jewoo could finish.

Jewoo sighed and looked down, only to see Yiwon’s erection still prominent. A chill ran down his spine.

“It’s not something that can be done so easily,” Jewoo said.

Yiwon remained silent, just staring at Jewoo, who wasn’t sure if Yiwon understood or was pretending not to.

“Don’t we need to prepare for something like this?” Jewoo asked, though he wasn’t entirely sure himself. He had only picked up bits of information from the internet. He never imagined he’d be in a relationship with a man, let alone considering being on the receiving end.

“It’s not that I don’t want to… it’s just…” Jewoo trailed off, glancing at Yiwon. He didn’t want to reject Yiwon, especially since they had just started dating. He worried that refusing might hurt Yiwon’s pride or make him feel rejected.

“You don’t dislike it?” Yiwon asked.

Jewoo looked away, unsure of how to explain. “I guess I need to study up on it… I don’t want to rush into it and end up bleeding or something.”

Even if Jewoo were to receive, he couldn’t imagine Yiwon’s size fitting into such a small space. Plus, Yiwon had mentioned he had no experience with women either. The risk seemed too high. Maybe it would be better if Jewoo were the one to penetrate Yiwon instead.

“I’ve studied up on it. I know what to do,” Yiwon said, moving closer to Jewoo, who instinctively backed away until he hit the headboard. There was nowhere left to retreat.

“I won’t hurt you,” Yiwon said, his hand moving towards Jewoo’s groin. He cupped Jewoo’s testicles and gently massaged them, causing Jewoo to suppress a moan. Then, Yiwon’s middle finger brushed against Jewoo’s entrance.

“Wait, wait, Kang Yiwon!” Jewoo exclaimed, pushing Yiwon’s shoulders to stop him. The sensation of someone else touching him there was overwhelming. But Yiwon didn’t budge and instead kissed Jewoo’s exposed shoulder, sucking and biting gently.

“That hurts…” Jewoo winced, but Yiwon licked the spot he had bitten, sending a strange sensation through Jewoo’s body. Meanwhile, Yiwon’s finger continued to tease Jewoo’s entrance. Jewoo felt like he was about to be swept away completely.

It wasn’t that he disliked it. Since it was Yiwon, he wanted to accept him. There was even a slight anticipation for the unfamiliar act.

But…

“I can’t do it. I need mental preparation,” Jewoo finally said, pushing Yiwon away with all his strength.

“Mental preparation?” Yiwon asked, puzzled.

Jewoo nodded vigorously. He was desperate. He knew he couldn’t overpower Yiwon physically.

“When will that be?” Yiwon asked.

“Uh… well…” Jewoo hesitated, not knowing the answer himself. He had never been with a man before.

“Not today, at least,” Jewoo finally said.

Yiwon sighed in frustration but backed off. As he brushed his hair back, his gaze drifted downwards. Jewoo quickly closed his legs, but Yiwon’s gaze moved to Jewoo’s groin. Jewoo stifled a groan.

Yiwon was still fully erect. Jewoo knew how uncomfortable it must be to be left in that state.

“Um…” Jewoo hesitated, not sure what to do. He couldn’t just tell Yiwon to endure it.

“Should I… use my mouth?” Jewoo offered, immediately regretting it. The thought of it made him feel incredibly embarrassed.

Yiwon looked at Jewoo intensely. “Maybe later. If you do that now, I won’t be able to stop,” Yiwon said, breathing heavily.

Jewoo laughed awkwardly, but inside, he was burning with embarrassment. He realized he had made a hasty decision in his attempt to avoid penetration.

“Lie on your stomach?” Yiwon suggested.