NFS 3.14

After staring at the three words for a moment, he headed to the parking lot. He walked through the humid air unique to the underground and muttered dryly. It was time to repay the debt again.

‘I’m tired.’

That was the reason Seung-ha gave when Seo Ahn-jae first expressed what he wanted about sex. He was really tired. He’d been doing it for years, and he didn’t know why he felt that way on this particular day, but he knew he’d be sore if he took Seo Ahn-jae’s rough body in this state. So he looked him in the eye and asked, “How gentle can you be?”

He didn’t realize then that it was a question he would regret for the rest of the night.

“Haa…ha, ah….”

Joo Seung-ha spat out a sharp intake of breath into his mouth and lowered his head. He was lying on his stomach like a dog, but at some point, his upper body had almost collapsed, and it looked like his head had hit the bed. But he was unaware of his position or how loud his breathing had become.

Other sounds dominated Joo Seung-ha’s hearing. Suk, suk, suk. The wet sound of sucking flesh. It was coming from Seo Ahn-jae’s lips clinging to his body. The problem was where those lips touched. A large hand had spread Joo Seung-ha’s ass cheeks hard, and Seo Ahn-jae’s lips were sucking on them.

He had never felt so much humiliation in his life. Naturally, Joo Seung-ha’s first reaction was to squirm and struggle against the hand that was technically flipping him over and subduing him, but when he came to his senses, a wet tongue was touching the back of his head. This is crazy, this is ridiculous. A few more struggles were subdued by Seo Ahn-jae’s grip and lips.

Sluurp.

The sucking sounded again, spreading irritation across his backside. In my tense state, he couldn’t focus on the sensation in his backside because he was too focused on getting him off, but Seo Ahn-jae sucked long and slow, like he was going to do it until Joo Seung-ha accepted things, and suddenly the sensation in his backside started to take over.

It wasn’t much of a stimulus, but the shame of the act magnified it. Funnily enough, he wanted to feel this stimulation as much as he wanted to get out of this situation. Of course, his unwillingness to admit it made him speak again.

“Haa…Fuck, stop sucking, it’s dirty.”

Despite the harshness of the words, Joo Seung-ha’s voice was barely above a whisper. His lips parted for a moment, and a small laugh escaped from his mouth. Joo Seung-ha clutched at the blanket, his entire attention focused on the back of his head. He seemed to finally lift his head, but Joo Seung-ha couldn’t shift his position to catch his breath. He didn’t want to show his arousal through his ragged breathing, even if it did cause him to wince and jerk at one point during the other man’s sucking.

“Dirty?”

The question came back with a laugh, and Seo Ahn-jae flipped Joo Seung-ha over. Joo Seung-ha tried to use the opportunity to pull away, but Seo Ahn-jae spread his legs and pulled him closer. Joo Seung-ha slipped quickly on the futon. Seo Ahn-jae knelt down and positioned himself between Joo Seung-ha’s legs, pulling the struggling Joo Seung-ha closer to him.

“Me or you?”

The affection in his voice didn’t match the strength in his hands as he spread his legs. Joo Seung-ha looked up at him as he laid there fully on the bed. “The only thing soft is your voice,” he grumbled to himself, his eyes glowing with need.

“Both.”

Seo Ahn-jae’s lips curved again. Then he grabbed Joo Seung-ha’s calf and lifted it, pressing his lips to his ankle. It was a soft kiss. He wrapped one arm around Joo Seung-ha’s leg and moved his lips slowly, his eyes fixed on Joo Seung-ha’s. Joo Seung-ha forgot about the uncomfortable position and stared at Seo Ahn-jae, totally mesmerized.

Instead of lust, another emotion filled his eyes: affection, which Joo Seung-ha could not deny. Love, mixed with a spoonful of pleasure, poured out of him. His heart leaped in his chest. But it also left him breathless, like he was drowning in deep water.

Joo Seung-ha had thought he was doing something dirty just a moment ago, but now it seemed hilariously innocent. Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes deepened as he watched Joo Seung-ha’s expression. He ran his tongue over Joo Seung-ha’s ankle, flicking it tantalizingly, and then moved up to his foot. He felt himself cringe. Joo Seung-ha sucked in a breath at the sensation he felt at his feet.

“Is it dirty here too?”

“Yes.”

The answer came quickly, as if to excuse his earlier reaction, but his voice was raspy. Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes twisted into a smile as he grabbed Joo Seung-ha’s ankles, folded his knees, and brought his feet to his mouth. Joo Seung-ha’s eyes widened. Before he could stop him, Seo Ahn-jae took one of Joo Seung-ha’s toes and sucked it into his mouth.

“What the…?!”

Joo Seung-ha tried to pull his leg out of his hand, but Seo Ahn-jae beat him to the punch, pressing his hand to his stomach. Joo Seung-ha tried to get up, but when he lay back down, he heard a soothing voice.

“It’s okay, it’s not dirty.”

Joo Seung-ha froze and stopped moving, but when Seo Ahn-jae stuck out his tongue and licked between Joo Seung-ha’s toes, he flinched and swallowed hard. The sensation against his skin was strangely loud and irritating. Aside from the unfamiliarity of being caressed in places he’d never been before in his life, he was embarrassed because he hadn’t expected to be so sensitive to stimulation.

“Sunbae.”

Joo Seung-ha called out as if to stop him, and Seo Ahn-jae ran his hand down the inside of his leg. It slid down his thighs to the wet spot between his buttocks. Trying to ignore his touch, Joo Seung-ha swallowed again.

“You’re not dirty at all.”

Seo Ahn-jae repeated in a low, slow voice as if to confirm, his words so sweet that Joo Seung-ha involuntarily turned his head to the side as if to avert his gaze. He didn’t want to look like he was avoiding the other man, but he felt like his wavering eyes would give him away. He didn’t know why he felt so relieved by his words.

Joo Seung-ha couldn’t get out of this feeling easily, even though he wasn’t the same person he was seven years ago, the one who felt insignificant in front of the other man. Still, he knew he had to cut it out. Joo Seung-ha squeezed his eyes shut and opened them, looking up at him again.

“I know, I wash thoroughly. But that doesn’t mean the Sunbae has to use his mouth.”

Joo Seung-ha stopped talking, unable to get his words out. Seo Ahn-jae’s fingers suddenly hooked into the back of his mouth where he had released it. The coldness of the gel on his fingers made Joo Seung-ha freeze up. He swallowed the words he was about to say in one breath.

“With my mouth?”

Seo Ahn-jae asked slowly, moving his fingers. He slowly stroked the inside with his fingertips, repeatedly going in and out. He always used his fingers to loosen him up before sex, so it wasn’t unfamiliar, but this time it was different. Before, perhaps because he tensed up from the feeling of something entering, the foreign sensation was greater.

But now, his body felt as if it had been waiting, with no pain or discomfort. Rather, he found this slow pace to be quite frustrating. Thanks to the long and elaborate foreplay he had given him with his mouth, Joo Seung-ha hated to admit it, but his rear was already waiting for stimulation.

Joo Seung-ha kept holding his breath because of the moans that were trying to leak out. Seo Ahn-jae fixed his gaze as if trying to avoid missing even one of Joo Seung-ha’s expressions. Joo Seung-ha’s chest rose and fell slightly faster. Seo Ahn-jae repeated the slow movement of his fingers, muttering.

“This isn’t bad either. No, it’s much better.”

“What is?”

Joo Seung-ha asked, opening his eyes. The laughter had now disappeared from Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes as he looked at Joo Seung-ha.

“Looking at you.”

“I asked you to be gentle, not to watch leisurely…Hiss, haa…I didn’t.”

The extended finger barely brushed past the sensitive spot. It was there. If only he would press a little harder on the inside. Joo Seung-ha unconsciously twitched his rear and closed his eyes again for a long time before opening them. As soon as their eyes met, his finger pressed firmly around the sensitive spot. Ah, really. He’s doing this on purpose. Joo Seung-ha complained inwardly but managed not to let it slip out. He didn’t want to be caught being impatient.

“Just do it, Sunbae.”

“I can’t. It’s a waste.”

At the unexpected answer, Joo Seung-ha furrowed his brow and then held his breath again. Three fingers, creaking, entered and filled his inside. The feeling of being more full only heightened his expectations. A body that knew pleasure reacted arbitrarily, defying Joo Seung-ha’s reason.

“Isn’t this time, haa, more of a waste?”

“Shouldn’t you be fucking and cumming at least once more?” 

It was a cynical question, but the hot breath mixed with his voice and the slightly flushed face had the opposite effect. To Seo Ahn-jae, all of Joo Seung-ha’s rebuttals sounded like cute protests. He felt like he could only laugh even if he insulted him with harsh words right now.

“I never said our time together was a waste.”

Then what is a waste? Joo Seung-ha asked with his eyes only. The fingers that filled his bottom moved back and forth, repeatedly going in and out. Joo Seung-ha’s body began to heat up at a steady pace, as if he were having sex.

Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes sensitively noticed Joo Seung-ha’s changes. His chest rising and falling faster, his jaw twitching as he strained his lips to avoid moaning, his skin flushed pink. The visual stimulation was amazing. What was a waste was Joo Seung-ha. Everything about Joo Seung-ha was a waste.

“Seung-ha, make some noise.”

Seo Ahn-jae whispered. Joo Seung-ha’s eyes narrowed slightly in protest, but he soon tilted his head back and swallowed. The hand moving in and out of Joo Seung-ha’s inside sped up, pistoning like a cock. His body, which had begun to heat up, easily amplified the excitement even with this stimulation. Still, he had enough reason left to refuse Seo Ahn-jae’s request.

“Haa, should I swear or something?”

Seo Ahn-jae’s lips automatically curved. Joo Seung-ha thought that he was smiling too much today. From the moment he uttered the request to be gentle, he had revealed his improved mood without hiding it.

Of course, he knew that what pleased him was not the word ‘gentle.’ It was because he had asked for something first. It was a really thoughtless remark. He thought Seo Ahn-jae knew that better than anyone else, but he was smiling like a child who had received an unexpected Christmas present. His smile made Joo Seung-ha uncomfortable, but it was too late to turn back. The desire aroused by that tantalizing touch was pushing away his reason.

“Swearing is fine too. Begging would be even better.”

“Ha, what begging would I have to do…” Joo Seung-ha tried to let out a ridiculous laugh but inhaled instead. Seo Ahn-jae suddenly pulled his fingers out. Then, as if moving on to the next stage, the bubbles of excitement that had been gathering in his abdomen began to subside in an instant. Why? Joo Seung-ha raised his eyes in confusion.

Seo Ahn-jae held Joo Seung-ha’s gaze and pushed Joo Seung-ha’s thighs apart even wider. Joo Seung-ha unconsciously swallowed, expecting his cock to enter now. The hot, hard flesh filling his inside spread the tingling excitement to his abdomen again. But Seo Ahn-jae only lowered his gaze between Joo Seung-ha’s opened legs, not pushing his body into the space between them.

Joo Seung-ha licked his lips, feeling parched, and raised his upper body with his elbows, lifting his head. Without realizing it, his eyes first checked his thing. His cock, hard and erect almost to his belly, was so frighteningly large that he would readily admit that the other man was a stud. But why? Unable to bear the frustration, Joo Seung-ha raised his eyes to Seo Ahn-jae’s face. He was still looking at Joo Seung-ha’s bottom. A low command reached Joo Seung-ha.

“Do it.”

“Ha, do you swear on it?”

Seo Ahn-jae’s hand gripped Joo Seung-ha’s thigh tightly and pushed it further to the side, spreading it open. Joo Seung-ha’s body, remembering that it was always suppressed by force, followed his touch without resistance. Realizing this, he tried to put strength into his legs belatedly but was distracted by the soft voice that followed.

“Beg. You want to.”

Seo Ahn-jae stroked Joo Seung-ha’s leg with his hand and grabbed his half-erect cock. Joo Seung-ha’s chest swelled greatly. But he managed to hold back a moan and threw out a request instead of a plea.

“Just do it, hyung.”

This was also the word that came out of Joo Seung-ha’s mouth the most when they had sex for the first time in seven years under a new contract. As if giving up or pushing away. Seo Ahn-jae raised his face, which was not smiling, looked at Joo Seung-ha’s face once, and then lowered his head. Before he could realize what he was doing, Joo Seung-ha’s cock was in Seo Ahn-jae’s mouth.

“Huh! What are you…Ugh, wait…”

As soon as his cock was sucked by Seo Ahn-jae’s lips, an electric-like stimulation spread through the area. Jo Seung-ha’s lower abdomen twitched at the tingling sensation. But Joo Seung-ha was more surprised by Seo Ahn-jae’s actions than by the stimulation. He hurriedly reached out to push him away, but in his confusion, he grabbed hold of Seo Ahn-jae’s hair. He was surprised for a moment and opened his hand again, but froze at Seo Ahn-jae’s next words.

“Grab it.”

“Y-Your hair?”

Joo Seung-ha stuttered in surprise. Seo Ahn-jae still had his head lowered toward Joo Seung-ha’s cock, only raising his eyes.

“Yeah. Grab it if you need something to hold on to.”

Joo Seung-ha pulled his hand away instead. The cool feeling of the thick black hair slipping through his fingers lingered on his hand.

“It’s okay. I was trying to stop sunbae…Ugh, why again…”

As if to show off, Seo Ahn-jae put Joo Seung-ha’s cock in his mouth again and sucked it hard. His body, which had already heated up to some extent, crumbled easily like a sandcastle at the first stimulation. Joo Seung-ha swallowed a moan and couldn’t help but lower his head. He was too embarrassed to look him in the face properly.

In the meantime, he pushed Seo Ahn-jae’s shoulder with his hand, but the other person didn’t budge at all. The lips that had been sucking his rear now sucked his cock again, making obscene wet noises. 

“Stop it,” he muttered several times, but his resistance was weak in the face of the stimulation Seo Ahn-jae’s mouth gave him.

His lower abdomen, which was wriggling because he didn’t know what to do, took its place. He barely managed to resist the urge to shake his hips without even realizing it. But he couldn’t help but tighten his rear, which was waiting for other stimulation. Haa, haa, rough breaths that Joo Seung-ha couldn’t hold back burst from his mouth.

Chup, chup, Seo Ahn-jae put more than half of Joo Seung-ha’s cock in his mouth and took it out, and then began to rub the lower shaft quickly with his hand. Joo Seung-ha grabbed his shoulder with the hand that had been pushing his shoulder. His body was trembling from the stimulation, so he needed something to hold on to, just like Seo Ahn-jae had said.

“Haa, ha…Stop, heuk, ah, wait a minute.”

Joo Seung-ha pressed his fingernails into Seo Ahn-jae’s skin and gave strength until there were marks. Confusion and stimulation were mixed together, and he quickly reached the stage of ejaculation without even having time to awaken his reason.