NFS 4.4

When he first realized he was in love, he thought love was like a storm. But because those intense emotions suited him, they weren’t burdensome. Yet now, the love he felt could be fierce and cold one moment and melt away like a gentle spring breeze the next. Seo Ahn-jae decided to willingly accept the many emotions he was feeling for the first time.

With such sweet rewards, what did it matter if they were negative or positive? As long as Joo Seung-ha was beside him, that was enough. He couldn’t let go of the hand he held. Before his dark desire to confine him showed, he wanted to put invisible shackles on him. Slowly, carefully, wearing a mask of gentle deception. Seo Ahn-jae built up his greed while watching his lover now fast asleep.

What he thought was a light doze must have turned into a deep sleep. Fortunately, some part of Joo Seung-ha’s mind seemed to retain the awareness that this wasn’t a proper place to sleep, and his reason surfaced like being pulled up by the cool air and faint movements near his ear.

“Awake?”

Thinking ‘Where am I?’, Joo Seung-ha turned his head toward the sound of the voice. The car door was open, and Seo Ahn-jae was standing outside, unbuckling Joo Seung-ha’s seatbelt.

“…Ah, did I fall asleep?”

He cleared his throat with a late “hem-hem” while looking around, his voice coming out hoarse.

“You can sleep more.”

“Why? Are you planning to let me sleep in the car?”

Seo Ahn-jae put his hands under Joo Seung-ha’s shoulder and knees, his eyes filled with laughter. When he moved to lift him out of the car, Joo Seung-ha twisted his body in alarm.

“W-What are you doing?!”

“Going to carry you.”

“M-Me?”

Though annoyed at his own stuttering, Joo Seung-ha, fresh from sleep, was acting uncharacteristically flustered in his confusion. Worried about being carried, he pushed 

Seo Ahn-jae away and quickly got out of the car.

“I can get out myself. I have legs, you know. Besides, I’m too heavy for you to carry.”

Standing on the ground, he finally remembered why he was in Seo Ahn-jae’s car and checked the time. 1:45 a.m. They’d left the company almost at midnight?

“Did we stop somewhere on the way?”

“No.” Seo Ahn-jae shook his head and naturally took his hand, leading him to the elevator.

“You were sleeping so peacefully, I didn’t want to wake you up, so I waited.”

“…”

“What?”

“Just thinking the word ‘peacefully’ doesn’t suit me at all.”

Honestly, he was embarrassed. So caught up in his embarrassment, Joo Seung-ha didn’t resist Seo Ahn-jae’s hand, nor did he take note of how happy this made the other man. Instead, when they reached Seo Ahn-jae’s front door, he remembered something he’d forgotten.

“Did you not sleep at all?”

But his voice was drowned out by the electronic door lock’s beeping sound, and he got no answer. He was about to ask again as soon as they entered, but this time he was stopped by the large body suddenly embracing him. Seo Ahn-jae buried his face in Joo Seung-ha’s nape and took a deep breath. His expanding chest pressed against Joo Seung-ha so much it felt constricting. But Seo Ahn-jae’s arms were holding him too tightly to escape the stuffiness. Not that he wanted to escape.

“Ahh, I feel alive now.”

Like a fish returning to the sea after being out of the water, Seo Ahn-jae’s voice carried a desperate quality. This time, Joo Seung-ha had no witty comeback. Usually, he could easily deflect whenever Seo Ahn-jae was being affectionate, dismissing it as playful teasing, but today his mouth wouldn’t open. Still nuzzling Joo Seung-ha’s nape, Seo Ahn-jae exhaled several more times before speaking in a low, rough voice.

“I thought I was about to go crazy wanting to hold you.”

Again, Joo Seung-ha couldn’t find words to respond and simply felt the other’s heartbeat transmitted through his whole body. Being held like a child by a larger man should have hurt his pride, but instead, he felt like he was the one holding the other man, despite being the one being embraced. So Joo Seung-ha slowly raised his hands to wrap around Seo Ahn-jae’s waist.

“I’m fine since I got some sleep, but what about you?”

He slowly raised his head. Any sense of superiority Joo Seung-ha felt from comforting him vanished as soon as he met the other man’s eyes sticky with desire.

“What if I’m fine?”

“…”

“If I’m fine, are you fine?”

Pushing away the chilling feeling of having fallen into a trap, Joo Seung-ha quietly looked up at him.

“Yes.”

The moment the word ended, eager lips met his. The hot flesh pressing down parted Joo Seung-ha’s lips and stole his breath away. Joo Seung-ha let go of his remaining hesitant reasoning skills. Today, he didn’t mind being drawn to the other man’s strength.

Sex was the best way to satisfy the desire to be physically close to someone, but even so, Seo Ahn-jae sometimes felt it wasn’t enough. Especially when he was with Joo Seung-ha. He often felt like he couldn’t control himself when he held him before, but this was a different kind of impatience. Even when he covered the lying Joo Seung-ha and trapped him with his whole body, the anxiety that he would run away didn’t disappear.

At the same time, the bare skin of his body touching his was maddeningly electrifying. The heat that grew hotter and hotter in his arms, and the wriggling that was vividly felt in his embrace, were overwhelmingly joyful and heartbreaking at the same time. With these conflicting emotions, Seo Ahn-jae clung to Joo Seung-ha’s lips even more. He parted the open lips and inserted his tongue deep inside. The parted lips that didn’t reject him were so welcome that it felt like his heart was being squeezed tightly.

“Haa, Seung-ha.”

The low, cracked call permeated through Joo Seung-ha’s tongue, past his mouth, and into his insides. Joo Seung-ha shivered slightly. It was just a twitch, but the large body crushed Joo Seung-ha with rough gestures. The force pushing down was almost violent, but strangely, Joo Seung-ha felt like he just wanted to touch him all the more and didn’t know what to do.

The hands caressing his waist, pelvis, and buttocks were not gentle at all, but Joo Seung-ha was excited by the impatience. So, even though he felt suffocated by the weight covering his chest, he couldn’t push him away. This stuffy weight that covered him so that he couldn’t see the world around him was comforting.

“Euhm.”

A sigh that came out with his mouth blocked by a kiss flowed like a nasal sound. Seo Ahn-jae’s flushed tongue stirred in Joo Seung-ha’s mouth as if reacting. At the same time, he touched Joo Seung-ha’s stiff tongue, which couldn’t keep up with his movements, as if wanting to entangle it. Kissing him was always suffocating. It was just a simple act of licking and sucking each other’s lips and mixing saliva, but it was always a new and exciting act.

“Haa, haa…”

With a long breath, Seo Ahn-jae’s lips parted for a moment, and he murmured as if in admiration.

“You know what? Being with you always feels like the first kiss.”

As if his excited feelings were contagious, Joo Seung-ha’s chest was filled with a ticklish sensation. He was embarrassed by the other man’s straightforward reveal. Those cheesy words must be still awkward in his mouth. Instead, he decided to retort playfully.

“Hello. My name is Joo Seung-ha.”

A small laugh flowed from Seo Ahn-jae’s lips, which had moved to his ear. Then, he soon pushed a hot breath into the inside of his ear.

“Ah!”

As Joo Seung-ha shrugged his shoulders in response, Seo Ahn-jae clasped Joo Seung-ha’s hands and pressed them down as if suppressing the other man’s resistance. Then, he lowered his lips and buried his face in his neck. Even though his lips had left his ear, it felt like his rough breathing was even clearer.

“Joo Seung-ha, shall we do a dick job?”

Instead of answering Seo Ahn-jae’s lewd question, Joo Seung-ha tilted his head back. Seo Ahn-jae was forcefully spreading Joo Seung-ha’s thighs with his hands, making room between them. The uncomfortably wide-open legs raised expectations. The gesture of stroking the inside of his thighs and heading toward the center made him breathless again.

“Heuht…”

All his nerves were focused on where that hand touched. The inside of his thighs, where his hand was rubbing, tickled. But his hand only hovered around the periphery of his genitals, as if deliberately teasing him. Ah, I wish he would touch my insides more. As Joo Seung-ha twisted his body, Seo Ahn-jae, who had been sucking on Joo Seung-ha’s collarbone, asked in a cruel tone.

“I’m asking if you want  a dick job.”

“Euh, do it, do it.”

“Haa, do what?”

Even with the tenderness gone from his voice, Joo Seung-ha reached out. With a few experiences, his arms moved on their own and hugged him as if clinging to him.

“Dick job, do it.”

Seo Ahn-jae’s satisfied laughter flowed out mixed with excited breathing. A large hand tightly gripped Joo Seung-ha’s genitals, which were already dripping with clear fluid due to excitement. The pressure of the hand felt on the genitals, which had already become extremely sensitive, was closer to pain than stimulation.

Joo Seung-ha barely swallowed a scream. He couldn’t express his dissatisfaction now. Once he mixed bodies with Seo Ahn-jae, he had no other choice but to move according to the other man’s will. It was the only time Joo Seung-ha couldn’t resist him, and Joo Seung-ha had only one countermeasure.

“Euh! Hyung, it hurts…”

Joo Seung-ha called him as if pleading and grabbed his arm with his hand. Seo Ahn-jae felt a thrilling satisfaction building up from each of Joo Seung-ha’s gestures and trembling voice. Whenever Joo Seung-ha was under him and called him in a disheveled voice, his lower abdomen tingled as if he was about to cum.

Seo Ahn-jae lifted his eyes, clouded with lust, and looked down at Joo Seung-ha. As his upper body fell, Joo Seung-ha puffed up his chest and took a breath of the stuffy air. A decadent heat flared in Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes at that trivial movement. Then, he grabbed Joo Seung-ha’s genitals and started shaking them.

“Ah! Heuht…”

Joo Seung-ha swallowed a moan and shook his body at the direct stimulation of his genitals. Seo Ahn-jae did not take his eyes off Joo Seung-ha’s face, as if observing the prey placed at his feet. He was met with a frowning brow, tightly closed eyes, skin reddened with heat, and parted lips exhaling hot breath. It wasn’t just the kiss that was like the first time.

The way Joo Seung-ha reacted always made Seo Ahn-jae’s desires flutter, as if he were experiencing the scene for the first time. When he was with Joo Seung-ha, he felt like he had always been a childish boy who had just become aware of his sexual desires. As Joo Seung-ha tried to close his legs at Seo Ahn-jae’s rapidly continuous hand movements, Seo Ahn-jae pushed his lower body between his legs and ordered.

“Open them.”

“Euh, heuht…Haa, haa…”

“Haa, damn it, open wider.”

Joo Seung-ha tried to open his legs as Seo Ahn-jae had instructed, but his head was filled with heat from the cruel hand gestures that shook him quickly only for ejaculation, and he didn’t know if he had moved properly. As he felt himself about to come, he unknowingly arched his back and moved. His body, remembering the greater stimulation, wriggled around the split between his buttocks, putting strength into his backside.

So, he didn’t realize that he was already lifting his legs into the air and showing everything in front of Seo Ahn-jae. Only Seo Ahn-jae’s disheveled breathing told him how excited he was. A little more, just a little more. Not satisfied with the hand gestures shaking his genitals, he shook his waist for the final pitch. Desire spread like sparks flying in Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes at the sight of his lewd gestures.

“I haven’t even done a dick job yet, phew, and you’re already making me hard.”

“Haht! Ah!”

Seo Ahn-jae’s vulgar voice was mixed with Joo Seung-ha’s moans as he convulsed from ejaculation. After trembling several times, a cloudy fluid dripped from the tip of his genitals, wetting Seo Ahn-jae’s hands and Joo Seung-ha’s lower abdomen. The body, which had been squeezed tightly, relaxed in an instant, and Joo Seung-ha barely managed to breathe. Then, he barely raised his head at the rough touch that strongly grabbed and spread his buttocks.

Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes met his immediately. Even though he had experienced the eyes staring as if to devour him several times, he was frightened every time he faced the other man’s stares. At this moment when Seo Ahn-jae revealed his true nature, he felt like he had to hold his breath and lie prostrate under him. But Joo Seung-ha didn’t. He reached out his arms and held them out to him as if asking to be hugged.

“Quickly, haa, give me a dick job.”

Seo Ahn-jae smiled, revealing all of his teeth. As if unable to hide his instincts, he didn’t even try to hide his pleasure at this moment. That was why Joo Seung-ha was scared, though he liked what he was doing at this moment. Seo Ahn-jae’s wet fingers came deep into Joo Seung-ha’s rear as if plunging in. At the foreign sensation, Joo Seung-ha unknowingly tensed up his back and inhaled. At that moment, Seo Ahn-jae slapped Joo Seung-ha’s buttocks with a loud smack. As Joo Seung-ha flinched in surprise and twitched his back once before releasing it, Seo Ahn-jae shoved another finger in.

“You can’t eat my dick if you clench like that.”

Seo Ahn-jae’s stern voice was mixed with hot breaths. Seo Ahn-jae lowered his gaze and stared at Joo Seung-ha’s lower part, where his fingers were moving quickly. The coldness of the gel, which was cold at first, disappeared as it mixed with body temperature, and it made a watery, splashing sound. As soon as Seo Ahn-jae realized that the pain was gradually disappearing from Joo Seung-ha’s breathing each time his finger entered, he pulled out his finger. He grabbed his genitals with that hand and rubbed his glans against the twitching entrance.

“Aaa…”

The swollen tip of his genitals, touching as if rubbing, made the entrance tingle. Joo Seung-ha couldn’t help but gasp at that alone. Knowing the pleasure that the hard, hot flesh would give, a tingling electricity was already stirring in his lower abdomen.

“Seung-ha, haa, don’t be impatient.”

Seo Ahn-jae was so desperate to hold back from just shoving it in that the blood vessels on his whole body were bulging. With his whole body tensed up from simply enduring it, he slowly pushed his glans, which was as taut as if it would burst, into Joo Seung-ha’s insides. The first time was always tight, so he had to push through with force. But he knew that the first time was the beginning of him dipping his toes into direct pleasure. It was always so thrilling that Seo Ahn-jae’s mouth opened and he burst out with an exclamation he couldn’t hold back.

“Haa, fuck, that’s amazing.”

With those words, he put strength into his waist and pushed.

“Haht! Hyung, ah, wait…”

As Joo Seung-ha inhaled and stiffened his body at the overwhelming size, Seo Ahn-jae pushed Joo Seung-ha’s legs up and put a pillow under his buttocks. Then, he lowered his prone body and completely covered Joo Seung-ha like a conqueror.

“Haa, don’t struggle.”

Unlike the heartless words, Seo Ahn-jae’s lips searched for Joo Seung-ha’s lips and carefully sucked on them.

“Eum, euheum…Heuht!”

Joo Seung-ha gasped as he struggled against the genitals slowly pushing into him. The tightly opened entrance felt like it was about to tear. When Seo Ahn-jae pushed all the way in until his groin pressed against Joo Seung-ha’s buttocks, it felt like his intestines were being pierced. Seo Ahn-jae’s hard flesh, which had stopped for a moment, throbbed in Joo Seung-ha’s body.

“Haa, Seung-ha, Seung-ha.”

Seo Ahn-jae called his name affectionately and gasped for breath. As if he had never been ruthless, he asked gently.

“Shall we do a dick job? Huh?”

“Haa, slow…Slowly, heuht, haa, Hyung, gently.”

Joo Seung-ha, unable to breathe properly due to the pressure, did not know how lewd his wet, cracked voice sounded to the other man’s ears. The moment Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes, which had already become blurred, glistened with desire, he began to move. At first, he shook his waist with only half of it buried shallowly.

“Gently, like this?”

Seo Ahn-jae asked and sucked on Joo Seung-ha’s lower lip. Joo Seung-ha, who was still not used to his movements, still showed pain in his eyes, but rather, a strange pleasure spread in Seo Ahn-jae’s eyes.

“Or like this?”

Seo Ahn-jae urged and pushed his waist up with all his might.

“Heuht!”

The hot flesh pushing in was as hard as a club, violently occupying Joo Seung-ha’s insides even with slow movements.

“Ah, heuht, ha-euhk.”

Joo Seung-ha’s body shook each time his genitals were pounded in more forcefully than before. As Joo Seung-ha spread his legs wide in an attempt to reduce the pain, Seo Ahn-jae dug in even deeper as if he had been waiting for it. As if trying to satisfy his desire to stay inside Joo Seung-ha a little longer, Seo Ahn-jae still covered Seung-ha with his upper body and buried his lips on his forehead, caressing him. Haa, haa, Seo Ahn-jae’s rough breathing, which quickened with the waist movements, made Joo Seung-ha feel dizzy like the sound in a noisy movie theater.

“Joo Seung-ha, haa, you have to tell me how it is.”

The genitals that were pushing in violently tormented Joo Seung-ha as they were buried to the root inside of him. But Joo Seung-ha knew. He was barely able to withstand Seo Ahn-jae’s strength now, but he would soon inevitably break like a weak glass bottle. The genitals that retreated and pulled out brushed against the inner walls and spread a tickling pleasure. Joo Seung-ha’s body was already shaking as if it would collapse at that sensation.

Seo Ahn-jae’s movements, which were thrusting at a constant speed, seemed relaxed at first glance, but he could not help but raise his upper body at the stickiness of the inside that gripped his genitals each time he pushed them into Joo Seung-ha. The stimulation was so strong that the sense of ejaculation increased rapidly. Seo Ahn-jae tensed his jaw to hold back his ejaculation and repositioned himself between Joo Seung-ha’s legs. Then, he hooked his legs over his arms and pulled him close.

“How’s my dick job, huh?”

Looking down at the now panting Joo Seung-ha, Seo Ahn-jae moved his waist in a circle with his genitals buried inside Joo Seung-ha. The searing pleasure spread like electricity inside Joo Seung-ha as Seo Ahn-jae’s genitals, which were already full, brushed against the inside as they moved sideways according to his waist movements.

“Euh, ah, that, good…Heueung…Euh.”

A moan flowed from Joo Seung-ha’s mouth. 

“It was really good.” 

When the flesh that was pounding in roughly moved as if stirring the inside like this, the hot sensation spurred on another pleasure.

“Good? Ha, haa, fucking good?”