PCL Ch 27

“Heung, wait, uh, ah, I want to… ah…”

I could feel Lim Dae-han’s heartbeats behind my back. Dae-han, who was licking my ears, exhaled low and roughly with his penis into my closed thighs and slid back. Because of the throbbing pain, I got an erection again even after ejaculating several times, and his penis touched mine while poking it hard. My whole body was drenched in sweat and semen. My eyes felt like they were about to turn around due to the ejaculation that followed several times.

Honestly, it wasn’t. It really wasn’t.

I ejaculated more quickly than Dae-han. Lim Dae-han ejaculated two times. Even so, Dae-han did not seem to get tired as he was clinging to my back and rubbing his penis into my thighs after ejaculating.

Of course, the perineum, testicles, and genitals were squashed. I was excited to be naked without the t-shirt that had been tossed off, and then to have my body touched made me feel like he was really into me.

Lim Dae-han would grab my chest and pull me towards him when I tilted my head or leaned forward so I wouldn’t run away. My thighs were swept away as he pushed his body forward and pulled me back, and even with the air conditioner on, my body was wet with sweat.

“Hmmm, uhm, ahh… Oh, please… Ugh…”

I ejaculated while clutching Lim Dae-han’s hand over my chest. His rough breath touched the back of my neck. He sucked my skin and squashed it with his teeth. I didn’t want to ejaculate any longer but the stimulation was so intense that a thirst arose from the inside of my neck. A roar of weeping erupted. Haa, haa. I scratched Lim Dae-hand han’s while sobbing and crying.

“Ugh, Ki Young-, hyun, wait, hah, look at me.”

“No…no… Uh, ah, ah…”

Slap, slap. Our bodies clung to each other as if they were only one. Lim Dae-han’s penis crossed between my thighs again. It protruded forward and touched my testicles and penis in the process. I eventually ejaculated again.

“Heung…!”

I stretched my knees out as I poured out semen one after another while moving my legs. My toes were so tight that I thought I’d get cramps on the soles of my feet.

“I, again, ah, now, sto, stop…”

It felt like an hour had passed since I said I needed to stop, and I really need to stop today. Hold on, wait, just a moment. Lim Dae-han pretended to comfort me with these meaningless words. I pushed Lim Dae-han away without even thinking about wiping my wet eyes.

“Ah, ah, ah, why do you keep…hah…!”

“Look at me, hmm, Ki Young-hyun. Look at me.”

Lim Dae-han gasped and begged. He must want to do it all over again.  I just shook my head and remained motionless. I’ll never come back! Never ever come back to this house! I’ll be too stupid if I ever consider returning here.

Slap, slap, slap. Lim Dae-han accelerated his waist move. Lim Dae-han’s hand, which had been wrapped around my chest, slowly climbed up and grabbed my chin, turning it around. At the very least, I was able to lift my head and kiss him. Our tongues and lips had become entangled again. A wet sound was heard. My shoulders were tense. I swallowed my tears.

“Um, uh…”

“Name… Call me by name.”

“Ah, Lim… Dae-, uhmm, Dae-…han.”

My body tightened and I clenched my fists. Lim Dae-han slowed down and hugged me even tighter as if he were about to ejaculate. Lim Dae-han’s eyes were still tinged with excitement. In his current state, he didn’t seem to want to let go until he ejaculated. He wrapped his arms around my back and drew me in a little tighter.

“Dae-, han, ah, ah, ah, get off quickly…!”

Finally, the voice surged at the end. He thrust his penis between my thigh for the last time. Then he rubbed the tip of his penis against the back of my thigh. The inside of my thigh was so hot that it hurt. He poured sperm on my thigh as he slowly drew back.

“Haa…haa…”

The moaning in my ear wasn’t too bad. I pushed him to get away from him. Lim Dae-han, on the other hand, quickly wrapped his arms around my shoulders and turned them to face him. He put his hand on my wet, sweaty eyes.

“Ki Young-hyun.”

“My thigh hurts…”

His other hand was wrapped around my shoulder and patting my thigh. It was hot as if it had been burned. This is how I have become. I asked while making eye contact with Lim Dae-han:

“Aren’t your dick in pain?”

Lim Dae-han laughed as if he had passed out.

“I wonder why you keep asking about my dick.”

My eyes trembled. Even though no one was listening, I whispered into Lim Dae-han’s ear:

“Aren’t yours in pain?”

“You are crazy, really.”

I changed the word ‘dick’ because he laughed at it, but Lim Dae-han gave me a serious look. It was a joke, but the reaction was not good. I pouted my lips, feeling embarrassed. I was already close to him, but he kept pulling me closer to him. Lim Dae-han’s lips brushed up against my cheek. The light breathing made my body feel drowsy. As I wrapped my arms around Lim Dae-han’s thick waist, I said.

“I’m not coming to your house anymore…”

“Come again.”

“If I come again, I will change my last name to Ka.”

“Ka Yeong-hyun, don’t do late night self study and study at my house.”

“Oh, stop messing around…”

Lim Dae-han’s strong legs were tied to mine. It was natural to play around after one touch or another.  I took a look at Lim Dae-han’s face. I’m guessing he was so skilled because he’d done it so many times before. I remained silent because I knew asking now would ruin the mood. But I figured I’d ask someday. I’m not sure if Lim Dae-han will give me complete answers. But, whether he responds or not, I have this feeling… Let’s just not ask.  When I was dating someone, I gave it a lot of thought, but it turned out to be more complicated than I had expected.

Lim Dae-han was wearing only one piece of underwear when he returned inside after washing his body. In one hand, he held a plastic bottle of water, and in the other, a delivery brochure.

“Let’s have dinner.”

I was wearing Lim Dae-han’s short sleeves and pants that were the right size for me. I grabbed my phone that I had thrown on the bed. It was already seven o’clock in the evening. I met Lim Dae-han early in the morning, went to the library, ate lunch at the cafe, and then it was already at this time.

Dae-han sat on the bed. He handed me the water he had just opened while wearing only one pair of underwear without feeling embarrassed. I shook my head and went down to the floor after locking the water bottle. I looked through the delivery booklet. I moved like a caterpillar on the bed and looked over Lim Dae-han’s shoulder into the booklet together.

Chicken, hamburger, black bean noodles, steamed fish…there was a lot.

“Let’s eat black bean noodles.”

I pointed my finger at the Chinese restaurant. Lim Dae-han nodded and glanced through the menu.

“This.”

I pointed to the set again. It had two black bean noodles and sweet and sour pork. Lim Dae-han placed his hand on the bed, reached for his phone, and dialed. He began placing the order as soon as the phone call connected.

“Two double portions of black bean noodles and medium-sized sweet and sour pork. No. Not a set, but a single one.”

He also added an address and card payment. I felt like he was eating too much. I jumped up as I stared at Lim Dae-han with my mouth wide open. Lim Dae-han sat still after the call, his arms on the bed, and the air conditioner blowing.

“Don’t do that with your card.”

I said a word from Lim Dae-han’s back. However, he did not even pretend to listen.

“Really… It’s unfair that you keep buying it for me. It’s also a bit burdensome, especially since we’re both students. You bought me lunch and paid for it at the cafe today. Today I didn’t spend any money. You keep doing that…”

“I’m doing this because I like you.”

“No, really, no, but…”

Lim Dae-han, who was sitting still, slightly tilted his head. Then he turned around and climbed onto the bed. Lim Dae-han’s head, which was sitting in front of me, approached me in an instant.

“Let’s kiss once for five hundred won at a time.”

I saw Lim Dae-han’s excited eyes. I wanted to play pranks again. I stared at him and covered my mouth with my palm.

“Are my lips that cheap?”

Lim Dae-han’s eyes panicked.

“No, that’s not what I meant.”

I kept silent. I haven’t crossed the line yet, but how far will Lim Dae-han accept my pranks? I suddenly became curious. I won’t cross the line in the future.

I was lost in my own thoughts as I examined Lim Dae-han’s face. But Lim Dae-han seemed to think I was really hurt. The corners of his eyes, which were always fierce, were a little down. After a brief moment of silence, while looking at me he belatedly added.

“I didn’t mean that.”

“…”

“…I mean I want to do it a lot.”

The food has arrived. I had opened the table ahead of time and had forgotten the sweets, but I had followed Lim Dae-han, who had gone out first. After the calculation, Lim Dae-han looked at me and made an expression asking why I had followed him. I took a look at the card and receipt he was holding. He shoved the card and receipt into his wallet, as if he wasn’t interested.

“I’m going to help you hold it.”

“I can hold it by myself.”

“There are so many bowls.”

The spicy seafood noodle soup was provided as a service. I figured it would be suitable to eat it when it was greasy, so I piled two black bean noodles on top of sweet and sour pork. I entered the room quickly before Lim Dae-han opened his mouth. Lim Dae-han, who brought the leftovers, placed them next to the foods I had placed.

“Are you going to use wooden chopsticks?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you have any other chopsticks?”

“I don’t eat at home.”

As I sat by the door, I slowly turned my head. I could see the sink through the open door. There was nothing to clean up because there was nothing there. At the very least, I realized I was drinking water when I noticed a large bundle of plastic bottles between the sink and the bathroom.

“Don’t you have a pot?”

“I have it, but I don’t use it.”

Why do you have a pot when you don’t even cook? A house without chopsticks? I looked at Dae-han as I scraped the plastic from the black bean noodles with my wooden chopsticks.

Did he originally cook?

Perhaps… The one he dated before?

I glanced at him, but he wasn’t interested in me. Lim Dae-han, who was holding and shaking the bowl, quickly inserted his chopsticks into the plastic. Instead of delicately scratching it like me, he peeled it off and handed me a bowl of perfectly mixed black bean noodles.

“Eat this.”

I can’t believe that was mine.

I didn’t say anything as I stared at the bowl of black bean noodles in his hand.

“Take it.”

Lim Dae-han urged with his hand. I can’t believe I have to get this instead of the plastic I’ve already peeled. It was unfair, but for the time being, I said, “Thank you,” and carefully took it with both hands.

“…”

“…”

Instead, Lim Dae-han took what was in my hand. He took off the plastic that I had half removed. Then, he split the wooden chopsticks in half and began mixing the noodles. Meanwhile, I removed the plastic wrap from the bowl of sweet and sour pork, and Dae-han poured the sauce. The spicy seafood noodle soup also showed its shape without sincerity in the hand of Lim Dae-han.

“Ki Young-hyun.”

“What?”

Lim Dae-han was staring at me. As I wrapped the noodles with chopsticks to eat black bean noodles, I turned my head to meet his gaze. Lim Dae-han said while lightly scanning my lips.

“Earlier…”

“Yeah.”

“Do what I said earlier.”

What? I rolled up the noodles and put them down in a bowl. Lim Dae-han held his breath for a while and scratched his nose.

“You decided to pay five hundred won with a kiss at a time.”

“…”

There was silence. “Um…” I said. I crawled towards the desk on my knees. I could feel Lim Dae-han’s staring at me from behind, but I pretended not to know.  Instead, I took out his wallet from a bag organized under his desk. I returned to my seat and took out a 50,000 won paycheck and handed it out to Lim Dae-han.

“…”

Lim Dae-han’s face flushed red. He was staring at me with his eyes wide open. Then I quickly tapped his hand. His reaction was hilarious. My lips drew an arc as a playful sense of humor arose once more.

“Please fill me with this.”

Lim Dae-han removed the table without an answer and suddenly grabbed my waist. The squirming hand landed. He grabbed my ass tightly with his large hand. We got close as if we were going to kiss right away.

“Th-the food…?”

“Eat later.”

Lim Dae-han compromised in low voices. Then he rubbed my lips and firmly fixed my back neck. Oh, I have to eat the black bean noodles. However, it was not black bean noodles or sweet and sour pork that entered my mouth, but Dae-han’s tongue.

In the end, I sucked Lim Dae-han’s tongue for a long time before eating the bloated black bean noodles. That was the saddest thing of the day.

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