PSY CH 112

He pressed light kisses, then buried his nose deep beneath Jooyoung’s ear. His scent filled Dohyun’s nose completely.

“Hngh.”

Jooyoung’s legs gave out, and he slid down against the wall. Dohyun followed, kneeling beside him. After toying with Jooyoung’s earlobe for a while, he cautiously asked, “…Can I suck your ear?”

He asked because he figured Jooyoung wouldn’t like it—and just as expected, Jooyoung looked at him as if he’d said something bizarre. They stared at each other like that for a moment, then Jooyoung tilted his head slightly.

“Just the ear?”

Dohyun’s Adam’s apple bobbed. His cheeks twitched from tension and excitement.

“Here too…”

His thumb brushed against Jooyoung’s armpit. Jooyoung lowered his head slightly to check, then asked.

“Anywhere else?”

His hands roamed over Jooyoung’s body, leaving no space untouched. If he could, he would’ve popped Jooyoung into his mouth like a piece of candy and savored every part of him. But he couldn’t, and that frustrated him.

The last place he touched was Jooyoung’s foot. Jooyoung laughed in disbelief, but Dohyun was entirely serious.

“No.”

His hand, which had been gently holding Jooyoung’s ankle, froze. Of all the places Jooyoung had allowed him—his armpits, his groin, even the most intimate parts—he never expected to be refused at the feet.

“Next time.”

“…”

“If you’re only going to do this once and never again, then fine.”

A line formed between Dohyun’s brows. His hand let go of the ankle. Jooyoung chuckled and wrapped his arms around Dohyun’s neck.

“Here.”

He brought his ear to Dohyun’s lips.

Dohyun felt the back of his neck stiffen. His penis, which had been erect for a while, jerked up vigorously inside his pants at a sudden rush of sweet body scent that hit him. At the same time, clear liquid gushed out from his urethra.

“Ugh…”

When a hot, wet tongue touched his ear, Jooyoung flinched and slightly drew his neck back, as if something icy had touched him instead. Dohyun sucked on his earlobe, then slowly traced the cartilage with his tongue. Focusing on the feeling on his tongue, he could sense the soft bone and thin skin clearly.

His lips trailed down Jooyoung’s neck. When the thick clothing got in the way, he pulled Jooyoung’s shirt off and lifted his arms. He pressed his nose into the hollow of Jooyoung’s armpit. A faint heat radiated from the dry skin.

“Haa…”

His vision blurred, as if he’d downed too much alcohol.

With his thumbs, he pressed Jooyoung’s swollen nipples. The feeling of crushing the lump was another pleasure for Dohyun.

He kissed every part of Jooyoung he was allowed. Licked with his tongue, filled his mouth, and nibbled. The mix of Jooyoung’s scent and the smell of the sea felt intoxicating, like alcohol or cigarettes. He never imagined he’d find a smell he once hated to be so pleasant. 

Just then, Jooyoung ran his fingers slowly through Dohyun’s hair.

“…”

Dohyun slowly looked up at him. His reflection was captured in the bright yellow eyes half-lidded above him.

He thought he understood why Jooyoung always stuck himself to him when he felt insecure. He always believed there was an unpassable line between them. But now, with their bodies intertwined, he felt like there was no such line. 

“…Haa.”

Dohyun clenched his jaw. He was holding something back, barely. He focused all his senses on taste and scent, trying to block out any other thoughts.

“Ah… Ha…”

When he came to his senses, Jooyoung was practically lying on the floor. Dohyun had pulled him onto his thigh and wrapped his arms tightly around his waist to keep him from collapsing entirely, but Jooyoung’s head was nearly touching the ground.

“Whew…”

Jooyoung’s body was damp, whether with sweat or saliva, and it looked like it had been coated in melted sugar. Under the bright lights, his skin shone. The folds of his joints were flushed red, and his hair clung to his face, making him look like someone who had just had a long, intense night.

Dohyun supported Jooyoung’s back, pulling him into his arms. Jooyoung, limp like a soaked towel, blinked slowly and let his head fall against Dohyun’s shoulder.

“Have you done… licking?”

With a breathy sigh, Dohyun replied softly, “Yeah.” Then Jooyoung shifted his hips to get more comfortable.

“You can put it in.”

Dohyun clenched his teeth. His jaw tightened, muscles tensing. 

He rubbed the wet folds between Jooyoung’s butt with the tip of his penis. Then, he carefully pushed in while matching up his pace with Jooyoung’s breathing.

“Hngh, ah!”

The entrance that had long become soft after being loosened by Dohyun’s hand swallowed the glans with difficulty. The penis, wrapped in dark red blood vessels, slowly disappeared between the pure white cheekbones.

“F…uck…” 

When he finally took in everything, Jooyoung’s body buckled backward. His shoulder blades protruded as if they would burst through his skin at any moment.

“Hng… ngh!” 

Even though it was deeper than usual, it still wasn’t enough for Dohyun. He wanted more, to reach further. That’s why he kept pushing Jooyoung down and thrusting up. 

“Ah, ah!” 

Once he finally penetrated his dick to the point where Jooyoung’s inside were folded, he quickly thrust without mercy. It was a rough insertion that made the outline of his penis stand out on Jooyoung’s skinny stomach.

“Haa, haa.”

“Wai— ugh… hngh…”

Unable to bear the pain mixed with pleasure, Jooyoung grabbed Dohyun’s shoulder and got up. However, Dohyun grabbed his waist and he collapsed back down.

“Ah…!”

The large, hard glans crushed his tender flesh, causing pleasure to explode like a firecracker. Jooyoung let out a short scream and shook helplessly with his mouth half open.

“Hnh, nhg!” 

“Gasp, kek…”

Even though he knew Jooyoung was struggling to keep up, Dohyun couldn’t stop. Something still felt missing. It was as if he could never quite reach the place he truly wanted to touch. They were so close—pressed together—but it felt like a thin, invisible film still clung to Jooyoung’s skin, keeping him just out of reach.

Perhaps the place he truly longed to reach was one that he couldn’t physically touch at all. That’s why even though he pushed his glans into Jooyoung’s most vulnerable and deepest part, he still felt like it wasn’t enough. It made him felt nervous and anxious.

“Haa, haa.”

Dohyun obsessively breathed in Jooyoung’s scent. When the faint smell of the sea mixed in and flowed through his nose, filling his lungs, a small sense of calm would return to him.

“Ah, ah, ah!”

“Huk, hoo…….”

“Eung.”

Of course, even that couldn’t completely drive out the emptiness that resembled a ravenous hunger.

Since he didn’t use a condom, his dick felt like they were melting every time Jooyoung’s plump, moist insides tightened. He held one hand behind him and wrapped the other around Jooyoung’s waist. Then he clenched his teeth and lifted his own waist.

The folds at the entrance rolled inward from the rough insertion and the inner walls spasmed. The pleasure seemed to increase as the pain mixed in, and Jooyoung’s moans leaking out through his teeth also grew louder.

Before long, semen gushed out from the pink genitals rubbing against his abdomen. At the same time, his insides trembled and clenched tightly around Dohyun’s penis without any gaps. Dohyun couldn’t hold back from the clench, and ejaculated. The hot semen soaked into Jooyoung’s inside.

“Ha, hngh…”

Jooyoung, who had been trembling with small jolts, soon collapsed helplessly. The damp, heady scent of his body still carried traces of arousal. Dohyun inhaled it deeply, taking it all in.

“Haah, ha.”

His frowning eyes trembled. The afterglow of ejaculation was so intense that it didn’t seem to subside. Eventually, his dick, which had been slightly loose, began to gain strength again. Jooyoung, who noticed this, slowly straightened up his body, which he had been leaning against.

“…”

“…”

While they were quietly staring at each other, Dohyun’s penis steadily grew in volume, eventually stretching Jooyoung’s narrow stomach open. A faint crack appeared between Jooyoung’s brows, perhaps because he felt uncomfortable with the feeling of his stomach being stretched open. It would be even more so if he took all the genitals to the base.

Dohyun rested his forehead on Jooyoung’s shoulder.

“…I’m sorry.”

“…”

“I’ll take it out.”

He hugged Jooyoung and carefully pulled his penis out. The genitals bounced out with a thud and shook heavily in the air.

He pushed Jooyoung away to fill the emptiness inside himself. Yet even as he did, his arms around Jooyoung’s waist never let go. This contradiction always existed within him.

He had longed for affection but had feared receiving it. He had warned others not to do anything, not to give him hope—yet he had always ended up hoping, on his own terms. He had built high walls, then constantly imagined what might lie beyond them.

Jooyoung absentmindedly toyed with the strands of hair that slightly covered the back of Dohyun’s neck.

“You know…”

His calm voice was slightly hoarse. It was because of the moan he had let out just moments before.

“Are you not going to receive anything from me for the rest of your life?”

Dohyun’s brow faintly creased. It was a subject he could never truly ignore.

After a long pause, Dohyun hesitated before speaking.

“…I want to.”

At his honest answer, Jooyoung’s eyes widened slightly. In his bright yellow gaze, a quiet, affectionate interest began to bloom. But neither Dohyun, who had slightly bowed his head to avoid meeting Jooyoung’s eyes, nor Jooyoung himself noticed the fleeting change.

Emotions, at times, had a way of arriving without a sound.