Special Ch 2: If Lee Yeo-woon Had Amnesia

• Cause: While hiding in front of the door to surprise Ji-gu, he got hit in the head by the suddenly opened door and fell, hitting his head on the floor (not fatal).
• Symptoms: Temporary amnesia accompanied by mild concussion symptoms.
• Perpetrator: Yoon Ji-gu
• Victim: Lee Yeo-woon
• Person who cried, “Hyung, please don’t die,” while sobbing: Yoon Ji-gu
• Witness Cat: Yoon Bbosong

As soon as he woke up, a strange man was holding his hand and crying his eyes out.

“Hyung, please open your eyes…”

Huh?

“It’s, it’s because of me. Sob…”

Who is this guy?

“Damn it… I’ll tear down the whole door. Sob, it’s my fault.”

He’s handsome.

“Just open your eyes. Please…”

He’s really handsome?

His face was so pitiful that he couldn’t just throw his hand away.

“Excuse me.”

When Yeo-woon asked cautiously, Yoon-ji-gu lifted his head and swallowed his breath, shedding even bigger tears.

“Why are you crying?”

“Pardon?”

“You were crying, so.”

He even gave him a small smile, thinking he might be embarrassed to be crying while holding a stranger’s hand, but the man’s pupils started to tremble.

“Did something really sad happen to you today?”

Yeo-woon didn’t even know why he was in the hospital, but he thought calming down the sobbing man was the priority. But the man became even more anxious at his words of reassurance, his face turning pale and even starting to stutter.

“Hyu, hyung. What’s wrong?”

“…Pardon?”

“Don’t, sob, don’t joke around, seriously. I don’t find this funny at all…”

Seeing the thick tears falling as he spoke, Yeo-woon didn’t know the story, but he seemed to be in a lot of pain.

‘Did someone die or something?’

Yoon Ji-gu forcibly hugged the bewildered Lee Yeo-woon, burying his face in Yeo-woon’s shoulder and sobbing, saying that if he was joking, he wouldn’t let it go. After hearing about the partial amnesia, Lee Yeo-woon shifted his gaze to the tear-stained man who was holding his hand tightly. As soon as he heard the word amnesia, the man seemed to lose strength in his legs and staggered slightly, muttering, “How could he forget me?” giving Lee Yeo-woon a taste of an omniscient trash perspective.

‘My hands are sweating…’

Yeo-woon belatedly asked the man, who hadn’t let go of his hand throughout the discharge process.

“How do we know each other?”

“…Hngh.”

“Do, don’t cry.”

He ended up patting the back of a grown man, trying to soothe him. The two sat on a bench in front of the hospital for a long time, waiting for Yoon Ji-gu, who was even more surprised than he was, to calm down.

Yoon Ji-gu, who had finally stopped crying, looked down at their clasped hands and muttered.

“Hyung said he liked me first and kept chasing me around…”

…Me? Even so, he’s a guy, why would I?

“…What?”

He hadn’t said anything, but Yoon Ji-gu suddenly turned his head and looked at him, asking bluntly.

“Pardon? I didn’t say anything…”

“Yes! Actually, you did!”

His eyes were red and his voice was full of tears, his ears were flushed red as he confessed that he was the one who had been chasing after him, and that his previous words were a lie.

“I like hyung so much…”

Yoon Ji-gu lied and revealed the truth with his own mouth. Still, he started listing all the gifts he had received, the things Yeo-woon had said, and the memories they had made, asking if he knew how much hyung liked him, and then he choked up again.

“But why are you using honorifics?”

“…”

“Don’t treat me like a stranger.”

“…Should I use informal speech?”

“Please do.”

“Okay…”

Yeo-woon couldn’t immediately accept the fact that he was in a relationship with the man who had suddenly appeared before him, but he immediately sensed that he would regret it if he let him go like this, since he was someone he liked. What he was saying didn’t seem like a lie, and the way Yoon Ji-gu talked in the KakaoTalk conversation was his own.

‘Me with a guy…’

It was such an unbelievable fact that he was half in doubt. He felt more embarrassed.

“What’s your name?”

“…Ji-gu. Yoon Ji-gu.”

“That’s a pretty name.”

“Hmph, I know.”

He was dumbfounded that he was dating a guy, but seeing what the guy sitting next to him was doing, he was a little cute, so Yeo-woon accepted it by a tiny bit.

***

Yoon Ji-gu stuck to Yeo-woon all day, being as sentimental as he could be. He even had to stop him from buying a tool set online, saying he was going to tear down the door. He was horrified when he tried to lie down on the bed with him, and Ji-gu grumbled, “We’ve done worse, this is ridiculous.”

Yoon Ji-gu, who he didn’t know was living next door, brought a blanket from his house and lay down on the floor of Yeo-woon’s room. And the next morning, he didn’t wake up no matter what Yeo-woon did, and slept very well.

“Did you sleep well?”

“…Yeah.”

He belatedly staggered out and said good morning, but it seemed like Yoon Ji-gu was the one who had slept well.

It was early lunch time. Yoon Ji-gu woke up while Yeo-woon was watching a soap opera after eating breakfast. Yeo-woon awkwardly looked down at the hand that naturally came to hug him, thinking, ‘I guess we were really dating.’

What was strange was that he felt awkward about this kind of skinship, but he didn’t feel any strong aversion to it. And so, a strange cohabitation began. He was forcibly dragged to the house next door by Yoon Ji-gu and even saw a cat, and the cat rubbed its body against Yeo-woon’s leg and acted cute. If even a strange cat was like this, then the game was over…

This relationship was real.

***

Yeo-woon tried to act natural, but it was obvious that he was awkward whenever Yoon Ji-gu got close. It was noticeable that his expression would stiffen and he would look away even when their eyes met.

He allowed him to be next to him and even hold his hand, but Yoon Ji-gu gradually became dissatisfied with his actions of drawing a line beyond that.

He was enduring it, thinking that his memories would naturally return over time. Because it was his fault. Yoon Ji-gu, who had been enduring it with that thought, became very sad less than a minute after he started worrying.

‘Damn it, this is pissing me off?’

He was definitely feeling sad.

He knew that Lee Yeo-woon was trying his best, but his heart ached so much when he thought that the Yeo-woon who loved him had disappeared. So he kept sizing him up, and as soon as Yeo-woon, who had noticed something strange, asked, “What, again?” he blurted out everything.

“Even if you don’t have your memories right now, does that mean that the time we’ve spent together has disappeared?”

“Huh?”

“Why do you keep making weird faces at me?”

“Is my face weird?”

“No, it’s pretty… No! That’s not what I mean, are you uncomfortable when you’re with me? Then should I just go home?”

“Are you going?”

“…Can’t I stay?”

“Should you?”

Seeing Lee Yeo-woon say that so nonchalantly, he got angry again. No matter how yoon Ji-gu looked at it, the Lee Yeo-woon who had lost his memory seemed to see him as just a cute and handsome younger brother living next door rather than a lover… So he strode up to Lee Yeo-woon, who was taking out water from the refrigerator and gulping it down, and did a refrigerator slam(like kabedon).

He trapped Yeo-woon between his arms and looked down at him, and Yeo-woon, who had been nonchalant the whole time, finally looked up at Yoon Ji-gu in embarrassment.

“What?”

“Can I kiss you?”

“…What?”

“Maybe if we do what we always used to do, your memories will come back.”

It was a valid point, but Yeo-woon felt his mouth dry up and slightly turned his head. Yoon Ji-gu didn’t miss the opportunity and lowered his head, following Yeo-woon and giving him a peck on the lips.

Yeo-woon, who had stiffened at the sudden kiss, raised his eyes to meet his gaze, and Yoon Ji-gu’s eyes were glistening. He figured it wasn’t the first time anyway, and he would probably cry again, so he sighed and nodded.

The kiss was short. It wasn’t even a real kiss, and when he thought about it, he felt strangely familiar, which was amazing. And a short memory flashed through his mind. It was a scene of Yoon Ji-gu trembling and kissing him while he was pretending to sleep.

‘What is this?’

Ji-gu gained courage because Yeo-woon’s reaction was surprisingly calm, and he slyly placed two fingers on Yeo-woon’s waist.

“What are you doing?”

“…”

He seemed to have mustered up the courage, but he was trembling so much that he felt sorry for him, so he took his hand and moved it directly onto his waist, and Yoon Ji-gu watched Yeo-woon’s actions with bated breath.

“…Ca, can I touch you?”

He shouldn’t… But Yeo-woon couldn’t bring himself to say no to his face right away. He didn’t know where to look, so he just rolled his eyes around, and Yoon Ji-gu’s thing came into view…

“Whoa.”

What did he even do to make it stand up like that?

‘But that hyung’s dick is really big!’

“…?”

What was this again? He couldn’t understand why he only had these kinds of memories. He was embarrassed that it stood up like that from just one kiss, but he didn’t find it disgusting at all that Yoon Ji-gu was trembling like this. And seeing that the memories that hadn’t returned at all during the past few days were coming back one by one, Yoon Ji-gu’s suggestion seemed to be quite effective.

As he gradually became more greedy, he had already arrived at the bed…

***

And so, memories slowly returned on the bed… It was the first time for the hyung who had lost his memory. Yoon Ji-gu was filled with a sense of superiority and was very considerate of Yeo-woon in his own way. But Lee Yeo-woon had already regained half of his memories… And because Yeo-woon was feeling it so well and clinging to him that day, Ji-gu was practically about to faint.

“Ji-gu, I don’t like that.”

“That’s not true. Hyung usually likes getting sucked off. I know better than you do. You really don’t know anything.”

Yeo-woon stroked Ji-gu’s head, who was trying to lie while looking at him, then grabbed his hair and whispered in his ear.

“Ji-gu, do you really want to die?”

“…”

Yoon Ji-gu belatedly realized that Yeo-woon had become the Lee Yeo-woon who loved him again, and he became very happy while being grabbed by the hair.