SURE 28

My dress shoe hesitated and was pulled forward. The toe of the shoe, which had stepped onto the threshold, tingled. Shin Taeyoon, still leaning against the door, gave me a heated gaze just before I crossed the threshold.

“Mr. Lee Jungwoon. I asked if I should wait longer.”

A thirst arose, and my throat went bone dry. At a distance where our breaths could mingle, he and I were locking gazes fiercely.

“…”

More than any words…

“…!”

The decision was made in a fleeting moment.

The plastic bag in my right hand falls. As a dull thud echoes from the floor, I grab the nape of his damp neck and pull him in. As my dry lips take hold of Shin Taeyoon’s smooth ones and suck them in fully, I am pulled by an overwhelmingly strong force, and the toe of my shoe completely crosses the threshold. Behind me, the front door closes with a wet, sticky sound.

Even I didn’t expect my second visit to be so soon. The one thing in common with the first visit is that then, as now, there’s no time to look at the interior design.

Our lips had barely separated before they were pressed together again. I was the one who had lunged, but the reason my jaw was throbbing was because Shin Taeyoon was moving as if he intended to sweep over each and every one of my teeth with his tongue. Then, he suddenly thrust his tongue deep inside, as if penetrating me. The tip of his tongue rubbed a place that had never been reached while kissing others.

It was a kiss that was as rough as a fight. The only truce was the brief moment our lips parted. Shin Taeyoon’s forehead touched mine, and our noses crossed. Our individual breaths warmed each other’s upper lips.

“I…”

Between breaths, Shin Taeyoon whispered words into the gap.

“I’ve imagined it, to the point of being sick of it. Kissing you.”

Kisses continued in between. Even though my vision was obscured, for some reason, I felt as if he was looking down at my lips. Unable to resist, I sucked on his lips, and a moist sound, like kissing a body, was made. Every time our lips met, our noses brushed against each other as if drawing a line. The distinct, linear sensation made me heavy down below.

“But I never got tired of it. Even though it was just my imagination…”

Shin Taeyoon moves his lips to the corner of my mouth and takes it in. Sucking on the area right next to my lips, instead of my lips themselves, made me thirsty.

“For someone who’s imagined it so much… your kissing habits aren’t very good.”

If you’re going to do it, do it properly. I grabbed the nape of his neck again. We were looking at each other’s lips. Shin Taeyoon’s lips drew an arc.

“Isn’t it the same for everyone, to become a madman when you lose your mind?”

“So are you telling me you’ve lost your mind right now…”

“No, not yet. I’m better at holding back than you’d think. But it’s not like I’ve only undressed Mr. Lee Jungwoon once or twice in my head… It’s thrilling.”

Shin Taeyoon whispered and reached out to pull down my tie. The smooth feel unique to silk slid down my shirt collar, sending a shiver down my spine. The urgent matter wasn’t my shirt, but the situation inside my pants.

“I suppose you also imagined that I would kiss you first.”

Shin Taeyoon smirked and circled a button on my shirt with his finger, as if caressing it.

“To be precise, I was just waiting for it to happen.”

He made it so I had no choice. I had become someone who had willingly surrendered to Shin Taeyoon. A hollow laugh burst out. Why on earth did I bother questioning whether this man was gay or not? The important thing wasn’t Shin Taeyoon’s sexual orientation, but me, who had fallen for him so spectacularly.

“…Do you know you have a really fucking terrible personality?”

“I’ve heard it to death.”

He is a person who is very self-aware. He said he couldn’t even fix his fucking personality. Just last week, I would have been horrified, but the laughter that had burst out once wouldn’t stop, and I laughed foolishly even as Shin Taeyoon unbuttoned my shirt.

“Let’s be clear about this.”

Shin Taeyoon was now caressing my belt. More precisely, the buckle clasped by the belt.

“About what…”

“I’ve never had sex with a man. I don’t have any aversion to it, but I’m telling you this in advance in case there’s any part of you that might wonder, even subconsciously.”

Neither of those things was surprising. Shin Taeyoon seemed gay when framed as gay, and straight when framed as straight. It wouldn’t have been very surprising if he were bi, either.

“And have you kissed a man before?”

“What do you think?”

Interest flickered in Shin Taeyoon’s eyes. The way he undid my belt with just two fingers, unzipped my fly, and touched my front didn’t seem at all, not at all, like someone having sex with a man for the first time.

Hah… Whatever, this is frustrating.

“I’m not obsessed with ‘firsts.’ Do you have condoms at home?”

If he’s never slept with a man, he’ll likely have a strong psychological aversion to being penetrated, so it’s best to end with petting. I don’t want to drag this out with this kind of talk, and I don’t want to dirty someone else’s bedding by not using a condom. Shin Taeyoon, perhaps sensing my proactiveness, lowered his head and bit and pulled on my earlobe.

“Plenty.”

His eyes, as he whispered that, gleamed darkly.

But how did it come to this?

“Ah…”

Lying on Shin Taeyoon’s bed with my legs spread, I’m at a loss as to why I’m receiving his caresses… It wasn’t as rough as his kisses, but the sensation of being ticklishly bitten and sucked on seemed to imply he intended to go all the way to penetration, so I wondered if I should stop him. With the back of my hand on my forehead, I watched Shin Taeyoon as he moved down to my chest and enclosed my areola in his mouth. His eyes, looking up as he sucked on my nipple, were quite lewd.

“Hah…”

To be honest, my only erogenous zone is my genitals, so my chest just felt prickly and itchy. If I had my way, I’d grab the back of Shin Taeyoon’s head and pull it down to my crotch, but worried he might get traumatized, I kept my hand on my forehead, the one that wanted to move down.

…Should I just suck him off myself?

“Ah!”

My body jerked as his lips moved to an unexpected place. Shin Taeyoon had suddenly scraped his teeth under my armpit. It was a place that had never been touched by a mouth during sex, so I was quite surprised and tried to push him away, but Shin Taeyoon held my arm firmly and continued to scratch and bite the same spot.

“Ah, don’t… ngh, stop.”

“Why.”

“It, it tickles… I said stop.”

The nipple he had sucked on stood erect, and even the other one, which he hadn’t touched, pebbled. It’s because it tickles. On top of that, blood was rushing down, and my penis was getting heavy and erect.

“Are you ticklish?”

Shin Taeyoon pulls his lips away and climbs on top of me, laughing as if surprised. I’d been feeling uneasy about that smile for a while now.

“…I just found out now, thanks to you, Team Leader Shin, that I’m ticklish.”

To cut him off before he did anything stranger, I lowered my posture and pulled him down into a kiss, wrapping my arms around his back. Our lower bodies, pressed together without a gap, slowly began to rub against each other through the fabric.

“Hah…”

“Ngh, hah, that’s good…”

I can tell that Shin Taeyoon’s front, grinding against me, is large even without looking. We’re both hard, but his feels a finger’s-width longer and thicker than mine. The density of our overlapping lips gradually turns sticky. We both let out hot breaths.

“Mmph… Hn…”

The inside of my underwear was slick with precum. I want to take off my pants. Shin Taeyoon didn’t take his eyes off me for a second. His eyes were filled with a deep lust that said he would contain and control everything. The friction was happening at our cocks, but I felt trapped in the prison of his gaze, so when I turned my head, Shin Taeyoon immediately pressed his lips to mine.

“Look at me. Don’t look away.”

“I think I’m going to come like this… It’s wet inside… Mmph…!”

The kissing intensified again. Shin Taeyoon’s hands moved busily. My pants, which had been confining me uncomfortably, were pulled off and tossed carelessly to the floor below the bed, and Shin Taeyoon, as if devouring my lips, kissed me ravenously before throwing off his shirt as well. Before his disheveled hair could even settle down, I pulled him in for another kiss.

…Damn it, why is his body so nice too?

I admit it. I’m a total sucker for appearances. If I hadn’t found Shin Taeyoon’s looks to be my type, I wouldn’t have kissed him so impulsively earlier.

I reach my hand down and grasp Shin Taeyoon’s penis. It fills my hand tightly and then escapes. Just as I had felt when he was clothed, it’s bigger and thicker than mine. I can tell it’s a pretty shape even without seeing the head.

“Hoo… Your grip, hah, is good, you know?”

Shin Taeyoon was thrusting into my hand. The shaft brushing against the calluses on my palm, contrary to his pretty face, had quite prominent, bumpy veins.

“Ngh, mmm… Hn…”

He also gripped my penis and stroked it with a similar pressure. Our cocks, trapped in each other’s hands, raced towards the peak, and I, not wanting to dirty the bedding, suppressed my rapidly rising breaths. Condom, I need to put on a condom now so I don’t make a mess, but it feels so good… that…!

“Ah, wait, hold on, condom, the con…dom, put it on…”

Even though it wasn’t my house, I fumbled around the nightstand next to the bed as if it were. I was that desperate. …But.

“Ha, fuck.”

My eyes meet Shin Taeyoon’s, who grits out a curse, the corners of his eyes flushed red, and my vision whitens and recedes.

“Ugh…!”

Shin Taeyoon, who claimed to have good self-control, also grimaces and laughs. For a moment, his grip on my cock tightens so much that I tense my lower abdomen, and my breath catches in my throat.

Ah, hah… How long has it been since I last came? It feels like at least three months… There’s been so much going on in that short time that I’ve pushed my sex drive to the very back, so this orgasm after so long is that much more intense. My thigh muscles are taut, and even though I came once, my cock hasn’t gone soft. And above all, because the person who spurred my instincts was Shin Taeyoon, I couldn’t hold back.

I want to kiss him, but where is Shin Taeyoon…

“What are you do…”

Shin Taeyoon, moving, comes into my faintly flickering vision.

Click, snap.

Shin Taeyoon, who had taken out lube and condoms from the nightstand drawer and thrown them on the bed, climbs on top of me and traps me between his legs. As my vision slowly comes back into focus, I see him opening a box of condoms and shaking it upside down.

It was definitely a satisfying ejaculation. I can tell by the hoarseness of his voice. After wiping his dry face, his hands a mess with my semen, he picks up one of the spilled condoms.

“…Don’t tell me you’re planning to go all the way.”

“Yes.”

Shin Taeyoon is no longer smiling. On the contrary, a warning alarm was going off in my head.

“I prefer to be the one who penetrates.”

“Yeah. Unfortunately, I’ve only ever topped too.”

“I’m saying that being on the bottom isn’t my thing.”

I answered urgently, but Shin Taeyoon, paying me no mind, tried to tear open the condom wrapper with his hands. It kept slipping because of the semen, so he tore it with his teeth. As if it were nothing that the semen got on his tongue. Rather, he looks at me and licks his own hand, which I had messed up completely. Watching his Adam’s apple bob, I felt as if something in me was being conquered.

…Fuck, I’m hard again.

“I said I’ve never had sex with a man, not that I can’t.”

Shin Taeyoon, who let out a small curse through his teeth, as if the condom was too tight, looks down at me.

“Rather, hearing that no one has used your ass, Jungwoon…”

He lifts up his erect penis, trapped in the transparent vinyl, with his semen-covered hand, and smears the results of my orgasm all over his own cock.

“I’m getting greedy.”