TGMND 117

Yoon Ji-gu grabbed Yeo-woon’s legs and forced his knees up. Then he grabbed my hand and guided his hand downward. His actions were relentless, even though his neck was as red as a tomato.

“W-What are you talking about? I already did it.”

Yeo-woon stammered instinctively, trying to close his legs. But Ji-gu was quicker, positioning himself between them.

“Why did you do it alone? That’s so unfair. I wanted to see…”

Yoon Ji-gu pressed his now slippery penis against Yeo-woon’s groin, smearing the lotion everywhere. The tip of Ji-gu’s erection pressed firmly against Yeo-woon’s perineum, sliding down to rub against the space between his buttocks. Though Yeo-woon had made some effort to prepare himself, it was still far from the kind of sensitivity the guys in those videos seemed to experience. It didn’t feel good at all—in fact, it felt more like an awkward, foreign intrusion. Yet Ji-gu continued to mutter complaints under his breath.

Ji-gu’s penis rubbed persistently against Yeo-woon’s perineum and entrance, threatening to push in at any moment. Yeo-woon had underestimated his size. If that thing went in, there’d be no surviving it. Feeling a sense of impending doom, Yeo-woon pushed Ji-gu’s shoulder, shifting his body to sit up slightly.

“Okay, okay…!”

“Hurry up.”

“….”

Damn it, if he’d known it would come to this, he should’ve come at night.

The lights were off and it was so bright outside that they could see each other so well. Yeo-woon’s face heated up unnecessarily. Yeo-woon rubbed his lower body where the lotion had smeared, then spread himself open with his fingers. When one finger slid inside, Ji-gu gasped audibly, his eyes red around the edges. He clung tightly to Yeo-woon’s legs, staring intently down at the spot as if mesmerized.

Yeo-woon frowned as he added a second finger, and twirled them inside. o be honest, it just hurt and felt unpleasant. Still, he couldn’t stop, not when Ji-gu was staring without even blinking, his breath growing ragged. He never imagined he’d end up sticking his fingers inside himself in front of someone else. There were so many firsts Yeo-woon would have never known because of him. My first man. The large d1ck between Yeo-woon legs twitched.

“Do it like when you did it alone, I want to see it.”

“…It’s just like that.”

“You’re lying.”

Yoon Ji-gu grabbed Yeo-woon’s legs and pushed them upward. Yeo-woon’s body curled into a more rounded shape. Placing one of Yeo-woon’s legs on his shoulder to keep it from falling down, Ji-gu squeezed one of his thighs to hold it firmly, then covered his hand with his own.

“…!”

Yoon Ji-gu’s fingers fiddled with the puckered finger between the holes, then slowly slid his middle finger inside. Yeo-woon’s eyes widened. Apparently, his own fumbling hadn’t been enough. With just three fingers, he felt like he was going to tear his h0le apart. It hurts, it hurts…. Yet he couldn’t bring himself to ask Ji-gu to stop or push him away. Ji-gu was too focused, wearing the same excited expression he had while Yeo-woon was sucking him off earlier.

Yoon Ji-gu blinked as he poured the remaining lotion onto Yeo-woon’s ass. The slippery liquid lubricated and helped his fingers spread his h0le.Every time his hand moved in and out, there was a vivid squelching sound. The sensation of being stretched back there was overwhelming, leaving Yeo-woon dazed.

Ji-gu’s fingers began twisting inside, entangling with Yeo-woon’s. It wasn’t just his imagination—Ji-gu seemed more interested in playing with Yeo-woon’s hand than in the actual stretching. Ji-gu’s fingers were much longer and thicker than Yeo-woon’s, and the pronounced joints could be felt clearly through the thin layer of flesh. It was uncomfortable. As Ji-gu pulled his fingers out, they scraped against Yeo-woon’s inner walls, making him grit his teeth.

“Ugh….”

A soft groan escaped through Yeo-woon’s tightly pressed lips. Ji-gu was staring at a place even Yeo-woon had never seen himself. Feeling his intense gaze, Yeo-woon quickly pulled his fingers out and hid them behind his back.

“What’s with that? Why’d you stop?”

“Why are you staring at me like that? Are you some kind of pervert?”

“Look who’s talking.”

“…Look who’s talking? You’re really getting comfortable with me now, aren’t you?”

“….”

“Come here.”

Yeo-woon glared at Yoon Ji-gu, who was still fiddling with his h0le, and then pulled him by the neck and kissed him. Yoon Ji-gu naturally parted his lips and stuck his tongue out. But he didn’t stop probing his finger into Yeo-woon’s tight h0le.

‘It hurts so much, and he’s over here having the time of his life. He has no idea how much I’m putting up with.’

Yeo-woon imagined punching Ji-gu in the head repeatedly as he tried to endure the pain.

People say men can feel pleasure from being penetrated too. That was a complete lie. Whoever said that should try it themselves! It just hurts like hell. There’s no way men can enjoy anything back there. Thinking about it, those men in the videos must’ve been on some sort of stimulant or were into pain. That’s the only explanation.

Ji-gu’s finally pulled his fingers out, and the transparent lube stretched between his fingers and Yeo-woon’s skin before breaking. Ji-gu wiped his wet hand on Yeo-woon’s thigh.

“Hey.”

Yeo-woon mumbled in protest, but Ji-gu just blinked at him innocently, as if he didn’t understand what the problem was. His bangs were damp with sweat, and the air was unbearably humid. It was summer, after all.

“Hyung, I… I can’t take it anymore.”

“Hold it. You already came once earlier.”

“…Stop saying dirty stuff like that. It’s really annoying.”

He frowned and stroked Yeo-woon’s d1ck, which was slightly flaccid but quickly regained its turgor at his touch.

Ah… I’m fucked.

Yoon Ji-gu’s d1ck felt even bigger than before. He rubbed the big thing between Yeo-woon’s legs. Ji-gu’s flushed, excited face was beautiful. Yeo-woon liked looking at his face, and he even enjoyed watching his sweaty chest glisten slightly. But this was moving too fast. The thought filled Yeo-woon’s head: I’m screwed. If that thing goes in… I’m dead.

“Wait a minute, Ji-gu, where’s the condom?”

“I don’t know how to use one.”

“…They teach you all about them in s3x ed at school. Didn’t they teach you when you were in school? I heard they even have hands-on practice these days, or something?”

“I don’t know, I think I slept through it.”

“Why are you sleeping in school!”

“Mmm, hmm, …or maybe I’m the only one who didn’t learn. I don’t go to school much.”

“…Well, it’s fine. I know how to use one. I’ll show you.”

“But I don’t have any.”

“….”

Wow, that’s really fvcked up.

The school that gave a diploma to a delinquent like Yoon Ji-gu should be shut down. What did they even teach him!

Yeo-woon’s face turned pale as he realized, despite being mentally prepared, he had forgotten the most crucial item. Something warm and heavy pressed firmly against his entrance. Just the pressure alone made the area throb and feel sore.

“Can I put it in?”

“….”

“Not yet?”

Ji-gu mumbled in disappointment, trailing his fingers over the entrance where his erection was pressing. If Yeo-woon said not yet, Ji-gu would likely just go back to teasing him with his fingers again. Yeo-woon looked down at him with blurry eyes, realizing that three of his fingers were inside. Yeo-woon, still in a daze, glanced down at Ji-gu’s size. He wondered if, in this dazed state, maybe it could go in now.

“…Okay.”

“Really? I can?”

“….”

The words “Jackpot” practically floated over Ji-gu’s head as his eyes sparkled with excitement. His face lit up as if he’d just won something amazing. Yeo-woon chuckled and nodded, which only inflated Ji-gu’s excitement further. He took a sharp breath, leaning his upper body over Yeo-woon. In response, Yeo-woon wrapped one leg around Ji-gu’s waist and lifted his head.

“Can I kiss you…?”

Ji-gu whispered the question, pressing his forehead against Yeo-woon’s. Even though he freely stole kisses whenever he liked, he always sought permission for anything beyond that. It was impossible not to find that endearing. When Yeo-woon chuckled and answered, “Yeah,” Ji-gu pressed a quick, soft kiss to the corner of his mouth..

“Hyung.”

“Was that supposed to be a kiss?”

“…I’m about to do it.”

Ji-gu groaned softly before giving Yeo-woon’s lips another light peck. Yeo-woon brushed back Ji-gu’s sweaty hair, recalling the first time they had met on the street. Ji-gu had been feeding stray cats, and of all the people Yeo-woon had encountered, no one had ever been as wary of him as Ji-gu had been. He’s really handsome, Yeo-woon thought as he stroked Ji-gu’s hair. The tips of Ji-gu’s ears turned bright red.

His face definitely stood out. Still, never in a million years would Yeo-woon have expected they’d end up rolling around in bed together. If he had predicted that, he’d be quite the pervert himself.

“Ah…!”

“Uh, hyung….”

Ah, fvck! Yoon Ji-gu, this asshole started pushing his d1ck in at the same time he was kissing him. The kiss left Yeo-woon speechless. He wanted to curse him out, but he couldn’t speak. He was seriously furious now. He was going to k1ll Ji-gu. He’d rip all his hair out and leave him bald.

Yeo-woon had thought the lube and prep were enough, but it definitely wasn’t. Ji-gu hadn’t even fully gotten the tip in yet, and Yeo-woon already wanted to tap out. The unfamiliar, intense pain made his toes curl involuntarily. It hurt, it hurt so much. He had charged in confidently, but this was way more painful than he had expected. Once again, Yeo-woon realized: men can’t feel pleasure back there.

“Hyung, I really, really like you.”

Yoon Ji-gu spoke, pressing kisses all over Yeo-woon’s face as he rubbed his cheek against the pillow, shaking his head in distress. Kisses or whatever, it was all pointless. The pain was overwhelming, and Yeo-woon felt like he was losing his mind.

“Hmph, that hurts….”

Like I care, I’m in more pain, you bastard!

“…What about you, hyung?”

It hurts!

“I love you. Really…”

Don’t lie! How can you hurt someone you love this much!

Yeo-woon yanked Yoon Ji-gu’s hair as he spouted nonsense and bit his lip. He was in so much pain, it made him furious. At least during a colonoscopy, they’d give you anesthesia, but Ji-gu hadn’t even thought of giving him any. After lightly sucking on Ji-gu’s lips, Yeo-woon let out the unfiltered thoughts that had been racing through his head.

“…I love you too.”

“…!”

It was that moment. Yoon Ji-gu’s already flushed body froze solid, and then an uncomfortable sensation flooded into Yeo-woon from below. Yeo-woon looked up at him, startled. Ji-gu, more flustered than Yeo-woon, quickly pulled back.

“….”

“….”

What just happened? Yeo-woon burst out laughing in disbelief. Ji-gu had ejaculated inside him before even getting the tip fully in. Whether it was because Yeo-woon had said he loved him, or for some other reason, Yeo-woon couldn’t tell. Before he could even process the fluid spilling from inside him, Ji-gu turned as red as a tomato—more so than ever before.

“Ah, no, this is, I’ll do better next time! Damn it! I can do better!”

Yeo-woon wasn’t about to let this opportunity slip away.

“No, it’s fine. Let’s do it another time.”

This was a strategic retreat.

“No, hyung!”

“You seem a little …tired today.”

Yeo-woon furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. And then he blamed Yoon Ji-gu for all this trouble.

“I, I, I’m not premature ejaculating!”

“….”

“Wait, hyung? Hyung, don’t you believe me? Look at me! Hyung!”

“Let’s wash up.”

Though Ji-gu was stammering now in his flustered state, Yeo-woon knew how quickly he could flip. It was best to escape while he still had the chance. Pulling his legs together, Yeo-woon got up first to head to the bathroom. He let out a sigh of relief.

‘Wow, I almost kissed my life goodbye.’

Oddly enough, the sensation of the semen trickling from him felt like a blessing. It had saved his life, in a way.

***

Life should always be lived with caution. Through this incident, Yeo-woon realized that rushing to judgment and haste would lead to bloodshed. He also realized that people are quick to learn through physical experience. His eagerness to jump into things with Yoon Ji-gu had melted away, like snow in the sun.

No one likes to be in pain, but the pain Yeo-woon felt that day was on a different level, making him even more reluctant.

If there was one person he was a little worried about, it was Yoon Ji-gu. He couldn’t quite figure out how to deal with Ji-gu if he decided to use his body as a weapon to make up for their unfinished business. If he refused him outright, he feared Ji-gu might get hurt, given how sensitive he could be.

Yeo-woon had finally decided to admit that he was weak to Yoon Ji-gu, and while that didn’t mean he would grant his every request, it would at least make him think twice about it.

‘But….’

Things didn’t go as Yeo-woon had expected. Yoon Ji-gu only looked at his face and blushed furiously for the rest of the day, and never spoke to him about it afterward. Yeo-woon was greatly relieved. He was glad that he didn’t have to confront his partner and say something like, “Maybe we rushed things too much, let’s take a break for a while.” It was a huge relief.

Yoon Ji-gu said that his workload at the cafe suddenly increased tremendously, so he took the entire next week off from swimming. When he would naturally come to Cafe Earth after work, Ji-gu would greet him by pursing his lips tightly and smile nervously. It didn’t seem any different from the way he treated other customers, but the corners of his mouth twitched faintly each time. Yeo-woon figured this was Ji-gu’s way of giving him special treatment. And he liked it.

He thought that, just like him, Ji-gu had decided to move on from that day’s incident. That was until an event made Yeo-woon rethink everything.

It happened one evening. He and Yoon Ji-gu were farming materials to add options to their weapons when CatMeowMeowMeow suddenly whispered to him that he wanted to join the party. Feeling a bit sorry for him, Yeo-woon immediately invited him to the party.

“CatMeowMeowMeow has joined the party.

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: Ugh, I’m so freaking pissed off these days, lol

As soon as he entered the party, he started complaining. Recently, strange things had begun happening around CatMeowMeowMeow. Someone persistent, like Earth Star when they first met, had started following him around.

[Party] neutaaaa: Why? Because of someone like Earth Star? lol

[Party] Ji9star: Are you suddenly criticizing me?

[Party] neutaaaa: What?ㅡㅡ

[Party] Ji9star: What do you mean by “someone like me”?

[Party] Ji9star: Why are you comparing me to some other guy?

[Party] Ji9star: What do you mean by that?ㅡㅡ

He started rambling without even giving time for a response. Yeo-woon was sure that even if Ji-gu was typing with one hand tied behind his back, he’d still type faster than he could talk.

[Party] neutaaaa: I’m saying it’s cute lol

[Party] Ji9star: Ah haha ♡

[Party] Ji9star: Okay!! >_< lol

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: I’m getting sick of this… seriously

[Party]CatMeowMeowMeow: Ah really… I can’t handle this act anymore. Neuta, please stop taking whatever you’re on;;;;;

[Party] Ji9star: Huh? ㅇㅅㅇ?

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: Damn, I’m getting PTSD;;

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: I picked the wrong party. Should’ve gone to a party without you, Earth Star ㅠ

[Party] Ji9star: lol ㅠ You can still go, I won’t stop you! ><

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: No, I’m definitely not going ^^

Yeo-woon used informal speech when playing in a party with Yoon Ji-gu, but would switch to formal speech when other guild members or strangers joined. Guild members often complained that “Neuta has become like Earth Star,” but Yeo-woon didn’t mind. It was fun, and thanks to it, he could slip in the occasional nickname, which everyone took as a joke.

It felt like he was in a secret relationship with Earth Star. Well… if you think about it, they kind of were.

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: No

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: That guy, yesterday

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: He posted a bounty on the bulletin board and offered money, you know?

[Party] neutaaaa: That newbie? I heard he hasn’t even done his first job advancement

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: That’s what I’m saying!!!!!!!!!

[Party] neutaaaa: He must be really rich…ㅠㅠ I’m jealous

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: Neuta, are you poor?

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: Want me to give you some? Poor thing…

[Party] CatMeowMeowMeow: Being jealous of a noob, it breaks my heart

[Party] neutaaaa: No, I have money. Lots of it lol

Of course, there was no way Yeo-woon could take money from a kid. CatMeowMeowMeow had a tendency to be overly generous. He should focus more on his own affairs, but sometimes he had this pushover side.