UPLB Ch 13

Something was wrong.

“Do you have something to say?”

The one who spoke first was the woman who was sitting across from Choi Sungbin. She rolled her eyes, assessing the situation. Choi Sungbin bit on his straw.

He tilted his head to the other side as he drank his coffee. With his annoyed eyes, he didn’t even seem interested. Yang Juwon clutched the plastic bag.

“No, it’s just…….”

He watched the man’s expression. His cold eyes were different from yesterday. Yang Juwon instinctively realized. The man sitting in front of me now was a different person from yesterday.

It was baffling. Why was he suddenly acting like this? Frozen, he could not do anything.

He let out a short breath. I cannot explain. How could I say that I went to a motel with him while he was drunk? Yang Juwon, ah, let out another short exclamation and turned to leave. He could not say anything.

The voices of the two people came from behind his back as he walked away as if fleeing.

“Who was that?”

“I don’t know.”

Yang Juwon stopped in his tracks. He knew he should keep walking, but his feet would not move. He was sure he would not hear anything good.

Was he not remembering, or was he pretending not to? He seemed to have sobered up yesterday, so was I dreaming? Or was it my fantasy?

Was it just something I conjured up in a delusion because so many things had happened? Was my only reality Youngnan, who had been admitted to a closed psychiatric ward?

“Isn’t it someone you know?”

“I don’t know, really.”

“Don’t tell me you hit on another girl who has a boyfriend?”

“When did I ever do that? I don’t do that.”

Choi Sungbin said in a voice mixed with laughter. He didn’t do that? It seems Youngnan, who had floundered in a swamp and eventually drowned, was truly nothing to him.

“Oh, you’re going to say you didn’t hit on her, you just played with her, right? Or hey, don’t tell me he came to get your number?”

The woman giggled. She seemed to have started the conversation as a joke, but what came back was a cold voice.

“Noona. Don’t joke around. I hate that kind of thing.”

“Whyy. Someone likes someone.”

“It’s disgusting and creepy. Do you not know me that well, noona?”

“I know you well. You know me well too. Isn’t that why you called me to come over at dawn? Because you knew I would definitely come?”

Dawn. Choi Sungbin had definitely been with me. After confirming that he was asleep, Yang Juwon had left. He did not know the situation after that.

He was out of his mind because of Youngnan. He took the earliest first bus to go to her parents’ house, and he kept calling her on the way. Since there was no gap, he had no time to take care of Choi Sungbin afterward.

No way…… did he call that person after I left?

Then I am.

“I didn’t even know where I was. Why the hell do those bastards just leave someone in a place like that and go? It’s so annoying.”

I did not remain in Choi Sungbin’s memory. There was a reason he looked at me with cold eyes. Even if I acted like the main character in a cut film, once the film was gone, I would just disappear.

Yang Juwon glanced away.

“Poor Choi Sungbin. Blacked out and can’t even remember.”

The woman placed her hand on Choi Sungbin’s cheek and patted it. Choi Sungbin wrapped his hand around the back of hers and buried his cheek in it.

“I was saved because noona helped me.”

“You better be good to me. Got it?”

“I’m being good right now. Hyena, why can’t you be satisfied?”

“Don’t look at me like that, seriously. It’s so annoying!”

Leaving the two people laughing and getting along, Yang Juwon walked away again. His mind was empty. He could not think of anything.

Choi Sungbin had no memory of me at all. He had not been abandoned at a motel but had been lying on the campus grounds, and even though I was the one who took care of him, nothing remained. Snow White and the dwarf at least had memories together, but I could not even be that.

He had certainly tried not to be anything to him. He had only wanted to watch from afar. But had he been expecting something?

Was it that he actually wanted his attention?

Yang Juwon went into the deepest stall in the restroom. He felt nauseous. He clenched his jaw and shut his mouth tight. His body grew cold with shock.

“…….”

Was this how Youngnan felt? But what did I wish for…….

He threw the plastic bag he was holding into the trash can. With a heavy thud, he took a deep breath in and then out.

I helped you. I said I would be good to you. I, to you…….

Yang Juwon swallowed the words he could never say to him. Because he had expected something, it came as a greater disappointment. If he had just watched him from a distance as usual, he would not have felt such emotions. Suddenly, he hated Choi Sungbin.

Even if it was because of the alcohol for him, I was sober. I was swayed and caught up in the emotions he offered simply because he was drunk.

But in the end, the arrow turned towards me.

It is because I am a pathetic and foolish human being. Did I think I would become something great with Choi Sungbin? Why am I disappointed after getting my hopes up alone? I’ve seen Youngnan. I knew, and yet I did it. Am I not sorry? To Youngnan, and to myself.

It is a sin to have harbored Choi Sungbin in my heart even while knowing how much Youngnan, who was his girlfriend, struggled to the point of breaking down. It is all my fault for being foolish. This happened because I am foolish. Choi Sungbin was just……, just……, acting that way because he was drunk or lonely. I was a pathetic idiot for being swayed by that.

It was hard to stay sober. Disappointment led to a sense of powerlessness. I was just a pathetic and shabby person.

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[Web Message] [C* D*ehan Tongun_Delivery Complete] Your item has been delivered.

Product Name: Household goods

Recipient: In front of the door

…….

Staring at the message, Yang Juwon let out a sigh. The item he had bought online had arrived. It was an adult toy.

He had bought condoms and gel before, but the problem was something else. He never thought he would buy this with his own money, but he had no choice. He did not have the confidence to do it with his fingers. It would be better to be ashamed……. Is that the same thing? Actually, I don’t really know.

As he was staring blankly at his phone, a small impact touched the back of his knee. For a moment, his weight shifted in that direction. His knees buckled and his body leaned forward. Uht. Letting out a sound, Yang Juwon quickly turned his body.

Choi Sungbin was standing behind him with a playful smile.

“What are you doing standing here?”

Yang Juwon did not answer. The fact that he was dating Choi Sungbin sometimes felt like a dream. There were moments when he wondered if it was a delusion, like that day years ago. Especially when he smiled like this.

Fortunately, he seemed to be in a good mood today. Since he was a man who was very moody, it was not an easy task to match his mood. So whether he seemed to be in a good mood or a bad mood, Yang Juwon tried to maintain his composure.

So that I would not be swayed by his moods. He always maintained a line.

But. Lately, Choi Sungbin generally did not seem to be in a bad mood. He even played pranks on me like this. He would poke me from behind, and yesterday, while I was doing the dishes, he suddenly said my butt was flat, came up behind me, and placed his hands on my buttocks.

When I was doing my homework with the table pulled out, he suddenly sat across from me and yanked the table towards him, spilling the water in the cup. To be honest, they were just low-quality and childish pranks, but it was better than when he was being prickly.

“Sunbae.”

“Yeah.”

“I’m hungry.”

Even though Choi Sungbin was about half a hand taller, he sometimes gave off the feeling that he was looking up at me. He looked cold, but he knew how to bend with his expressions. He used his face well.

Are the people who get swayed by him fools? But in the end, I was the same, getting caught up.

“Want to go eat?”

“I don’t want to eat a meal.”

“Or do you want to eat something else? There’s pasta, or just, uh, we can go to a Chinese restaurant or something.”

“I said I don’t want to eat a meal, didn’t I?”

He says he’s hungry, but he doesn’t want to eat a meal, I don’t know how to interpret that. It’s probably not just him being whiny.

Choi Sungbin always spoke in a difficult way. As if telling me to figure it out on my own. Since I was not the quick-witted type, it was honestly difficult. Yang Juwon stroked his chin with the back of his fingers. Then should we eat something simple?

“Want to go to a cafe and get a sandwich? If you have time. Let’s just eat that for a simple meal.”

“Okay.”

He held his breath. Fortunately, he got this one right.

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He felt the clerk’s gaze. But he knew well that he had no time to be self-conscious. Yang Juwon turned his head to Choi Sungbin who was standing behind him.

“The ham sandwich here is the most delicious, want to eat that?”

“Yes.”

“Should I order two?”

“No. Just one.”

I also know that it looks a bit strange for me to be asking one thing at a time in front of the clerk. But I have gotten a little used to this kind of daily life. Choi Sungbin surprisingly liked to be taken care of.

“Ah, one ham sandwich and one iced americano……, and.”

“I’ll have a Frappuccino.”

“Okay, want the green tea one?”

“Yes.”

“Please give me a green tea Frappuccino with whipped cream.”

“The sandwich is made fresh, so we can warm up the bread for you, would you like that?”

“Want to do that?”

“Yes.”

“Please warm up the bread.”

After paying, they went up to the second floor and found a seat. Since it was the morning, there were no people. Yang Juwon naturally sat on the aisle side, and Choi Sungbin sat on the sofa seat.

He looked out the window. The sunlight was already hot. Summer was approaching. Come to think of it, the air conditioner was on too. The air was cool.

Choi Sungbin sat across from him and touched his phone. Who was he contacting? Lately, he mostly commuted from my place, so he didn’t meet anyone separately. The already small place was filled with both of their belongings, and the living expenses had also doubled. I need to find a part-time job.

Since he had some time, Yang Juwon went on a job search site. Since it was a university district with a lot of people and stores, there were many places looking for part-time workers. As he was swiping down with his hand, the vibrating pager went off.

Yang Juwon naturally got up and brought back the drinks and sandwich. He took three straws.

He placed the sandwich and americano in front of Choi Sungbin. Only after he put the straw in for him did Choi Sungbin start to eat. Yang Juwon stirred his green tea Frappuccino. He stealthily watched his expression.

It was nice to see him eating well. It did not matter if the living expenses doubled. I need to find a part-time job quickly. Even if it did not satisfy him, I wanted to buy him a lot of delicious food.

By the way……, should I say it now?

Now was the most optimal timing to say it. He was filling his stomach and seemed to be in a good mood.

“Choi Sungbin.”

“Yes.”

“Today…….”

“Yeah?”

“Today, I think we have to sleep separately.”

He did not have the confidence to open the adult toy that had arrived at home in front of him. But to open it when no one was around was difficult because they were spending an excessive amount of time together these days.

Choi Sungbin naturally became his cohabitant. At first, he grumbled that the bathroom was small, the sink was small, but now he seemed to have adapted.

Since there was no space for a bed, he at least bought a memory foam mattress, and he bought all new blankets. When he bought an air purifier, saying the ventilation was bad, he was worried about the high electricity bill, but he could not return something that had already been bought.

“…….”

Yang Juwon rolled his lips in and raised his gaze. He was looking at me with those eyes again. The eyes of someone who did not like something and was trying to find fault.

“Why?”

“Well, I have something to do.”

“What is it that you have to do?”

“……Do I have to tell you?”

Choi Sungbin hardened his expression and questioned him.

“Yes. Tell me. What is it that you have to do, sunbae.”

“Haah.”

“Don’t sigh and tell me properly.”

“First. Drink this.”

Yang Juwon unwrapped a new straw and put it in the Frappuccino. When he pushed it towards Choi Sungbin, he just stared at it.

“I’m not going to drink it.”

He had ordered it for this purpose, but since he said he would not drink it, he felt anxious. How could he say that an adult toy had arrived and he had to open it?

As he chewed on his lip, Choi Sungbin opened his mouth.

“Why. Am I a bother now?”

“No, it’s not that.”

“Have you gotten tired of me?”

“No. It’s really not that.”

“Then why are you being like this without even telling me? Do you think I like staying at a house like that?”

He said this, but he got along well while grumbling here and there. He slept well, and when he was at home, he did not get annoyed much. When a room is small, a person becomes mentally exhausted, but Choi Sungbin seemed to fit in surprisingly well.

“……Did you arrange for someone to sleep over?”

Choi Sungbin pondered for a moment before opening his mouth. No way. Yang Juwon was so surprised he waved his hands. No. It’s not that. At that reaction, Choi Sungbin frowned.

“Why are you overreacting like this?”

“No, because it’s really not that.”

“Then what is it?”

“Ha.”

“I told you not to sigh, it’s annoying.”

“…….”

“If you’re tired of me, just end it. Why are you being like this?”

Again. It was happening again. Even when they were getting along well, if the situation went slightly awry, he would act as if he was going to end it. He knows it has become a weapon for him. Because he knows I cannot break up with him. The one who liked someone is at fault. Choi Sungbin is probably just dating me because he is comfortable.

Yang Juwon hardened his expression.

“It’s not that.”

“Yes.”

“You said it.”

Yang Juwon looked around. Fortunately, there was no one. It was a good thing they came up to the second floor. If it had been the first floor, he would have been conscious of the clerk’s eyes. He clenched and unclenched his fist repeatedly. It was embarrassing to even say it out loud. But he had to say it. He did not like Choi Sungbin glaring at him like that.

“To…… relieve myself alone.”

“…….”

“So I bought it and it came. It’s embarrassing, so I too…….”

“What did you buy?”

“…….”

What did you buy? Choi Sungbin urged.

“……A dildo.”

Yang Juwon answered in a voice that seemed like it would crawl into the ground.

Even though it was a dildo, it was not a large size. It was something he had diligently searched for and chosen next to a sleeping Choi Sungbin the day before yesterday. It said it was for beginners. But since he could not give such an additional explanation, he lowered his head.

It was shameful and embarrassing. If he said it like this, it would make him seem like a highly promiscuous person, but he was definitely not like that. Really. He really was not. Yang Juwon looked up, watching his expression.

Choi Sungbin was still expressionless.

Then he nodded his head. Ahh, a dildo. Unlike me who had lowered my voice as much as possible, Choi Sungbin spoke in his usual tone. He squeezed his eyes shut and then opened them, raising his head. Choi Sungbin was smiling by then.

“Show it to me.”

This is even worse.

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Choi Sungbin was in a good mood. Just. He decided to call it a good day. Most days were like that lately. Because he had been sleeping well. He rationalized it by making up excuses no one had asked for.

By the way, a dildo. He was surprised when the word dildo came out of Yang Juwon’s mouth.

A friend he had spent the night with had shown him one before, but he had never seen someone else use it. He had taken it out at his place, saying he masturbated with it.

At that time, Choi Sungbin had just stared at the small, vibrating dildo in his hand. He did not even ask his friend to try it. Because instead of filling the inside with that, you could just do it.

But he was curious about Yang Juwon using it. Even if he were to call him a pervert or whatever, Yang Juwon was a plain type. Whether it was because he had no experience, he was always clumsy and easily flustered.

How would such a person play with a dildo? How could he just pass up this amusing situation?

Choi Sungbin stroked his chin and looked at the screen in front of him. Just then, the professor changed the presentation slide. He could not focus on the lecture.

He was not some adolescent boy who had just awakened to sexuality. Was there a reason to think of Yang Juwon during a lecture? He wiped his eyes. He rested his chin on his hand and casually lowered his gaze to the desk.

Light filled the phone screen, which had been dimmed. He checked the message content.

What are you doing today? Can I go to the hotel around 10?

It’s been a while since we hung out.

It was Hyena. Come to think of it, it had been quite a while since he had gone to a hotel. Since he had spent almost every day at the man’s place. He would occasionally stop by his own house, but it was only as a stopover to pick up his things.

When was the last time he had slept at his own house or a hotel? It must have been over a week at least.

Normally, he would have gladly accepted Hyena’s proposal, but not today. He had to go see Yang Juwon do his bizarre act, and he could not cancel it for some nightlife.

Being with Yang Juwon was better. Physically and mentally. Because being comfortable is the best.

Noona, I can’t today, I have plans.

Since he could not say that he had to go watch Yang Juwon masturbate, Choi Sungbin offered a brief refusal. Who do you have plans with? A question came back, determined to get an answer no matter what. Choi Sungbin, as always, tapped the keypad with an indifferent expression.

I got a girlfriend.

So I don’t think I can hang out with you for a while.

Though I don’t know how long it’ll last.

After the last message, no reply came back.

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He met the man in the parking lot. It was the first time Choi Sungbin had seen Yang Juwon so hesitant. Wasn’t he a man who always acted calm?

He had trembled a little when he confessed that he liked me, but even then, for someone confessing to a person of the same sex, he was composed. Except for that one time he blubbered, he always acted so calmly that he seemed indifferent.

Did he say he drank six bottles of soju that time? Is he a beast, what’s the point of chugging so much alcohol? As someone who did not enjoy drinking parties, I could not understand.

Choi Sungbin got into the car first. The man who got into the passenger seat afterward let out a long breath, phew, without even fastening his seatbelt. Choi Sungbin suddenly felt annoyed by that sight, but he decided to just let it be. It was not the first or second day he had been frustrating.

“Stop sighing so much. It’s annoying for the person listening next to you too.”

“Choi Sungbin.”

“Yes.”

“Do you really have to watch?”

What’s the problem? Weren’t they a couple who had seen everything there was to see? He had even put his fingers in last time, so he wondered what the difference was between fingers and a dildo.

Choi Sungbin raised an eyebrow and turned to look at the man. The man, who had his eyes squeezed shut, rolled his lips in and then finally fastened his seatbelt.

He seemed to have given up. Well, what could he do in this situation?

He did not care if it was shameful, he was just curious. What he would do. Judging by how he was acting, it seemed like he would be so stiff that it would be worse than not doing it. That in itself would be fun.

Why does it feel fun?

Choi Sungbin tilted his head for a moment and then gripped the steering wheel. It seemed better to go before his thoughts deepened. To that alley that had now become familiar.

Sometimes, he wondered if it was something created by the man’s indifferent behavior. Seeing him tremble before a mere dildo made it even more plausible.

The dildo was small. So much so that it could not even be compared to his own. It was even smaller than Yang Juwon’s.

It was about the size of two fingers put together, and for what it’s worth, it even had testicles, but since it was flesh-colored, it looked like the dick of a guy who couldn’t get it up had been cut off and placed there. The pink dildo his friend had shown him was less repulsive.

Something he occasionally felt was that Yang Juwon was eccentric. How could he think of buying a shape like this?

“Wouldn’t it be better to just use your fingers?”

He chided Yang Juwon, who was squatting in a corner, looking at the instruction manual. There was nothing that could be called an instruction manual.

Because it said to wash it clean, Yang Juwon stood in front of the sink for a long time. Choi Sungbin, who was watching him scrub it clean with warm water, finally said a word.

“If you’re going to hold it and shake it that well, you should do it well normally.”

It seemed like Yang Juwon suddenly glared at him.

Phew, Yang Juwon let out another sigh. Choi Sungbin was gradually getting frustrated. They had been sitting like this for 30 minutes. The dildo had already been washed and was placed in the middle of the room like a sacrificial offering for a ritual. Since the bottom had a suction cup, it was in the shape of a lone dick standing up.

No matter how he thought about it, it was ridiculous. There were so many different shapes, but he had to buy a dickhead like this. A hollow laugh was about to escape, so he called the man to a halt.

“Sunbae.”

“Yeah.”

“Stop and take off your pants. Don’t drag it out.”

“…….”

In the end, he decided to help him first.

While the man took off his pants and underwear, Choi Sungbin tore open the condom they had bought together and put it on the dildo. He held the ring and gently rolled it down. Because the dildo was so small, there was empty space inside.

Yang Juwon, who had only taken off his bottoms, squatted down again. Annoyingly, Choi Sungbin felt a heaviness in his lower region. It was shitty to react to a man like that.

He tore open a disposable gel packet and squeezed it onto the condom-covered dildo. With the oil from the condom and the gel on top, it looked about right. Choi Sungbin lifted his chin. Now it was Yang Juwon’s turn.

Realizing he had nowhere to retreat, Yang Juwon slowly crawled over and positioned himself in front of the dildo.

“Are you really going to watch?”

“Yes.”

“Haaah.”

“I told you not to sigh.”

“Okay. ……Sorry.”

Yang Juwon straightened his knees and stood up from his spot. He wiggled his hips and settled himself on top of the dildo.

“It’s cold…….”

He muttered to himself.

“Spread your legs wider. Do you think it’ll go in like that?”

At my words, he obediently spread his knees. He placed both hands on the floor and then held the dildo steady with one hand.

“Ah.”

He let out a low breath and frowned. Choi Sungbin watched him silently.

The dildo dug into the space between his buttocks. He let out pained groans as it was not easy to push it in.

Slowly, very slowly, the dildo began to disappear from view. Choi Sungbin reached for the bottom of the shirt Yang Juwon was wearing.

“Take off your clothes.”

When he said it while pulling at the T-shirt, he shrugged his shoulders and took off the shirt he was wearing.

Unlike me, who was fully clothed, Yang Juwon sat naked on the dildo. He struggled from time to time, but because the size was so small, once it went in, it penetrated surprisingly easily.

Phew, the man who had let out a breath raised his flushed face. He bit his lip.

“It hurts…….”

“Of course it hurts. You’re not a woman, sunbae, so there’s no way you’d get turned on by being fucked.”

“…….”

“Get used to it. Then I might fuck you.”

Although he said that, Choi Sungbin reached for the man’s genitals. Wouldn’t he get a little excited if I touched his front? It would be better than him just screaming in pain.

His penis was not stiffly erect, but its shape was bent. He grabbed the underside of the shaft and gently shook it back and forth, and he let out a short sound and lowered his upper body.

“Ah…….”

He placed both hands on the floor and let out a deep breath. He could feel the hot breath all the way to where he was.

Choi Sungbin caressed the man’s penis and, with his other hand, lifted his chin. The man with the flushed face came into view.

“…….”

I thought he would not be able to enjoy it at all. Choi Sungbin kneaded the penis in his hand. It grew hard in his hand. When he stroked the top with his thumb, sticky precum oozed out.

He stared intently at the man’s face. He squeezed his eyes shut and let out a shallow breath. He suddenly wondered if he was excited because he was being touched or because of the thing stuck between his legs, but he did not ask.

He placed the penis on his palm. The man, who had barely opened his eyes, had pupils that trembled faintly.

“Move your hips. You’re not just going to keep it in, are you?”

“…….”

“I’m telling you to rub your dick on my palm. You can do that, right?”

He cupped his hand over the penis. He decided to act as a male masturbatory aid. Since he probably had no experience, how ridiculous would his hip movements be?

Yang Juwon, with his hands on the floor, slowly moved his hips.

“Ha, haat, ah.”

He let out short, broken breaths and rubbed his penis in his hand. Precum trickled out.

He would also unconsciously wiggle his hips. Sometimes he would let out a groan, hheut, and sit down. Every time he did, his chest would heave greatly and then deflate.

Choi Sungbin was gradually getting annoyed. No matter how he looked at it, it did not seem like he would get this excited just from being rubbed.

So.

“Sunbae.”

“Euk, eu, hheut…….”

“Don’t tell me you’re getting excited with a dildo shoved up your ass?”

Yang Juwon snapped his head up. With a bright red face, he bit his lip and shook his head from side to side.

“No. It’s not that.”

He denied it a couple of times. A strong denial was originally a strong affirmation.

Choi Sungbin scrunched one eyebrow and removed the hand that had been gripping the penis. He messily wiped the precum on his hand all over his chest.

The nipple brushed against the side of his hand. It was standing hard.

“I’m not doing it.”

Choi Sungbin trapped the man’s nipple between his fingers and pressed it firmly. For what it’s worth, he even has his nipple erect. This bastard, didn’t he want to get fucked by a dildo himself?

“……Why?”

“Just because.”

“Ah…….”

When he twisted the nipple, the man let out another pained breath. He likes this too, the perverted bastard. Choi Sungbin silently pinched and twisted only the nipple. It went from being hard to rock-solid in his hand.

Goosebumps had formed on the small-surfaced areola. When he gently rubbed it with his fingers in a V-shape, he sobbed in pleasure.

The man wiggled his hips. He was depending on my hand with the dildo inside him.

I’m telling you, this feels fucking shitty.

Choi Sungbin removed his hand.

“Let’s stop now. You too, sunbae, end it at this. You’ve relieved yourself enough, haven’t you?”

He said to the man who was leaking precum so much that it was dripping to the floor. The man fidgeted and watched his expression. Choi Sungbin got up. He was going to go to the bathroom, wash his hands, and even take a shower. The shower was scheduled to be longer than usual.

But as soon as he got up, Yang Juwon grabbed his thigh. Choi Sungbin looked down at him as usual.

Seeing the man overcome with excitement was surprisingly…… not bad.

“Choi Sungbin.”

“Yes.”

“……I’ll suck you.”

“Why?”

“So, just a little…….”

“…….”

“Touch me just a little more.”

See. He’s the one clinging to me first.

Choi Sungbin burst out into a hollow laugh, dumbfounded. Touch you?

He silently watched the man who was struggling to move his body. He finally dropped his gaze. Unlike me, who was neatly dressed, the naked man was flushed and excited.

“Why should I touch you?”

“Hnng, please…….”

“Hmm.”

When he pretended to think about it, Yang Juwon fumbled and moved his hands. He unbuckled my pants and, now familiarly, pulled my bottoms down. At first, he would even tremble while taking them off, but now he had become quite skilled.

Yang Juwon took the tip of the erect penis, which had precum beaded on it, into his mouth.

‘Is this bastard crazy.’

Choi Sungbin was a little annoyed. Unlike when he used to suck clumsily and awkwardly, this time he was drawing out my excitement. He laid his tongue flat and licked the urethral opening repeatedly. He made sucking sounds with his lips, stimulating the base of the shaft.

He gripped the root with both hands and tightened and widened his mouth.

“Sseub, hheut…….”

When he rolled his tongue over the glans, his philtrum puffed up and then deflated. He moved his head back and forth and rolled his lips in. He moved only his lips without using his teeth.

“Keuht…….”

Choi Sungbin let out a short, broken breath. He finally grabbed the man’s hair and tilted his head back.

What is this bastard doing?

“Ah…….”

A long string of saliva stretched out. Choi Sungbin, who was looking down at the man panting with a flushed face, tilted his head back a little more.

“What are you doing?”

“Eut…….”

“You’re crazy to suck a dick.”

The man closed his eyes deeply and then opened them. Choi Sungbin stared for a moment at the lips glistening with saliva.

“Say ah—.”

Yang Juwon obediently opened his mouth. Choi Sungbin gathered saliva in his mouth and spat it into his. Yang Juwon, after a blank moment, squeezed his eyes shut and swallowed it.

Choi Sungbin, who had watched even his Adam’s apple bob, finally sat down at an angle beside him. He reached between the man’s legs. He gripped the penis tightly. The wet dick was frighteningly erect. It was hot and moist.

As soon as he touched it, Yang Juwon flinched his shoulders.

“You said you wanted me to touch you.”

“Eu, hheut.”

“Should I not touch you?”

“Ah, no…….”

“Keep doing what you were doing.”

Yang Juwon lowered his head again. With the dildo inside him, he sucked the penis again. Choi Sungbin’s hands felt sticky, but he gripped the shaft and shook it.

“Ah, ahh…….”

The man let out sounds, his throat tightening with the penis in his mouth.

He felt a vibration. Choi Sungbin frowned slightly. He squeezed the shaft in his hand tightly. Kkeut, scratching his throat, the man finally came. Semen, which had been ejaculated between his fingers, stained them. Choi Sungbin lifted his removed hand into the air.

Yang Juwon looked up with the glans in his mouth. Choi Sungbin showed him his hand.

“There’s cum on it.”

“I’m orry.”

I’m sorry, the pronunciation came out muffled. Instead of saying sorry.

Choi Sungbin smeared the semen all over both of his cheeks. Yang Juwon accepted it silently. Perhaps he had already expected it.

Choi Sungbin, with his still messy hands, pressed down on the man’s waist. The half-raised buttocks were pressed down, taking the dildo in deeper. Yang Juwon showed an ugly expression.

“Keep moving your ass.”

A moment ago he was sucking like a person possessed by a hungry ghost, but this time he could not even suck properly and just held the glans in his mouth with his eyes wide open. Quickly. When he urged him, he slowly wiggled his hips. A squelching sound echoed repeatedly.

Choi Sungbin leaned back, supporting himself with both arms behind him. The man, with cum on his cheeks, his lower parts in his mouth, and wiggling his ass…….

It was a bit. A bit of a sight.

“…….”

Choi Sungbin finally corrected his posture. He reached for the man’s ass. He gently stroked the buttocks with his palm and then pulled out the precariously placed dildo and casually tossed it aside.

“Stop sucking.”

He could not even suck properly like before. Choi Sungbin thought the reason was probably that dildo. Because he had not been able to do it properly since he told him to wiggle his ass.

Is he crazy to want a dick up his ass?

Yang Juwon watched him blankly, and Choi Sungbin got up.

“It seems like you’ve loosened up enough.”

“…….”

“I’ll fuck you.”

Choi Sungbin handled the man as he pleased. He forcefully grabbed the nape of his neck and slammed him onto the floor, ignoring the gaze that followed him. He climbed on top of his struggling body. He grabbed his buttocks and spread them apart. The glistening wet hole pulsed. Despite having held a dildo, it was quite tight.

Will it go in?

It has to go in.

“……Choi Sungbin.”

Yang Juwon called him. Choi Sungbin ignored even the glance he gave him. He grabbed the root of his penis, held one buttock open, and brought his own against it. He forcefully pushed the glans into the tightly closed, twitching hole. Yang Juwon finally slammed his head onto the floor.

“It hurts, it hurts…….”

He ignored the muttering voice.

It was difficult for me as well. He slapped his ass telling him to relax, but he only became more tense. He opened the cap of the gel and squeezed it onto the point of contact. He pulled back slightly and then forced his way in. The area being rubbed by the gel squelched.

“Hut, eeuk…….”

“Relax. Just, I can’t put it in otherwise.”

“Ah, because it hurts……, ha, eeut.”

Choi Sungbin wet his lips with his tongue. He swept his hair back with his hand and then put his strength into it. Duduk, he forcefully tore the flesh apart and pushed in mercilessly. Yang Juwon gasped and sobbed.

Blood beaded at the point of contact. He, who had pulled back, put his strength into it once more and thrust in. Uk. The man exhaled as if dry heaving. Choi Sungbin grabbed his waist and pulled him closer.

“Ah……!”

“Lower your voice. Haa, are you trying to announce to the whole neighborhood that you’re having sex?”

“……Heueb…….”

“The room next door will hear everything.”

“Hnngg…….”

When he rebuked him, the sound lessened. Choi Sungbin grabbed the man’s waist, pulled him closer, and then pushed him away. Since he was bulky, he moved with a heavy weight. He let out a long breath at the insertion after a long time.

Because it had torn during the insertion process, blood had beaded on my penis as well. I should wear a condom next time. I forgot, and it felt unpleasant.