CHDY 37

“Hut…!”

Jaeon, who had barely managed to pull his lips away, sharply turned his head. Staring intently at Jaeon, whose eyes were closed, Inha twisted his head. As if to mock him, he caressed Jaeon’s cheek and the nape of his neck with his lips. He gently pressed his lips against the nape of his neck, which was rising and falling with labored breaths, and rubbed it.

“Why. This is what you wanted, is it not, Mr. Jaeon.”

As he spoke, he let out a breath mixed with heat. His lips grazed his jaw, his cheek, and sucked on Jaeon’s thin earlobe. His tongue, which had slipped into his ear canal, licked the inside. Jaeon, who had been fidgeting, flinched and trembled all over. As the tongue entered his ear, he furrowed his brow as if an insect had gotten in.

“Why are you pretending you do not like it. When you were hoping a man would do this to you.”

He deliberately made a wet sucking sound as he taunted him. Every time he rubbed the opening with his tongue and sucked on it, Jaeon twisted his body as if he were about to stop breathing. Inha, who had soaked the surrounding area until it was wet, forcibly grabbed Jaeon’s jaw and devoured his lips again.

Inha kissed him with his eyes open, as if in control. He kissed him while watching his every reaction, but as the act continued, his body grew heated. A deep groan, as if he were enduring pain, rumbled in his throat. He gradually became engrossed in the kiss itself. He passionately changed angles, mixing their lips and tongues. The two eyes that had been tenaciously watching Jaeon closed.

“Eung…”

Even Jaeon’s labored moans made the act more heated. Swallowing a ragged breath that he could not tell whose it was, Inha delved deeper. Before he knew it, a wet sensation touched his cheek and seeped into his lips. Inha, who realized the identity of the moisture, pulled his lips away.

The first thing that came into his sight was Jaeon, whose cheeks and lips were wet.

“…Why, why are you doing this… Just why…”

His resentful eyes wavered here and there. Tears endlessly formed like pearls and fell.

Inha was looking down at him expressionlessly, like a person whose thoughts had stopped.

“…Go.”

Jaeon pushed Inha with a weak force.

“I said get out!”

He shouted in excitement, then his face became like that of a lost child.

“Please, I am begging you, disappear from my sight.”

I do not even want to see your face… A small voice, muttering to himself as he could not overcome his surging emotions, was faintly heard.

Jaeon trembled like an injured person and walked wobbly. Inha watched him, standing stock-still in the spot where he had been rejected.

Jaeon moved away from Inha slowly but steadily. After struggling to get onto the bed, he lay on his side and pulled the covers over himself. He could see the small silhouette under the covers curl up into a ball.

“…”

Until then, Inha’s eyes had not blinked even once. The focus of his pupils blurred. He was looking at Jaeon, but at the same time, his pupils were looking at nothing.

With eyes as black as death, Inha approached Jaeon. The curled silhouette moved minutely, as if it had sensed his presence. Inha’s hand sharply pulled off the covers. The exposed body trembled greatly, as if surprised. Inha grabbed Jaeon’s shoulders and turned him onto his back.

“…!”

Inha leaned down to kiss him just like that. But Jaeon, who had noticed, turned his head. He pressed his lips firmly together, as if he would not allow even the slightest gap.

Inha, who had been looking down at the closed lips, raised his eyes. Approaching slowly while studying Jaeon’s face, he leisurely lowered his gaze. He overlapped their noses first, then rubbed his lips against the firmly closed lips. His hand, with its strong veins, repeatedly stroked his bony side and thigh.

“Hut…”

A sound as if he were holding it in escaped. Jaeon’s face and earlobes, with his eyes squeezed shut, were already flushed with blood. As he slowly kneaded his buttocks, the reaction became even easier to read. Surprisingly, a faint pheromone began to leak from Jaeon’s body.

Jaeon’s pheromone was sudden, sporadic, and excessively faint. But Inha could definitely feel and smell it. It was a terribly good smell. Since Jaeon had presented, the scent had developed into a form that stimulated the instincts even more. It felt as if it were custom-made for him. To the point where he thought he would have no choice but to kill anyone who tried to take this pheromone. This was a scent perfectly for him.

As proof of that, his body immediately showed a change. Awakening and intoxication occurred at the same time. With just this amount, his penis became erect to its maximum. It throbbed hotly, having finished its preparations for reproduction.

“Ha…”

Letting out a low moan, Inha rubbed the closed lips with his tongue. The wet tongue went back and forth over Jaeon’s lips and the area around them. Due to the tongue that moved as if tasting, Jaeon’s nose tip, philtrum, and chin were all soaked wet. Inha’s mouth lightly bit Jaeon’s jaw. Ah, Jaeon’s lips parted as he let out a surprised gasp. As if he had been waiting, Inha inserted his tongue into the opened mouth.

“Haeu…!”

As they rubbed together forcefully as if in coitus, Jaeon grabbed Inha’s shoulders. As Inha put his weight on him, their lips were crushed together without a single gap. Their touching noses also brushed and were squashed together. After pulling his lips away from the struggling Jaeon, he dug into the nape of his neck. He inhaled Jaeon’s scent until his nose was crushed. Jaeon, who realized what he was doing, squeezed his eyes shut and veins stood out on his neck.

“No, don’t…!”

His struggling body was pressed down by Inha and could not move properly. Inha held Jaeon down and moved one hand to his center. As he brushed his lower body, Jaeon lifted his hips. Jaeon’s was also clearly erect and already wet. Inha’s hand, which had confirmed it by touching, quickened with excitement. Jaeon resisted like a madman against the urgent hand that was trying to pull down his hospital gown pants.

“No, I do not want to—!”

Inha released his pheromones. He slowly, little by little, released the pheromones that were about to burst out according to his instincts. It was a very small amount, but the effect was immediate. The strength drained from Jaeon’s body, which had been pushing Inha away and struggling. But he soon realized that it was not simply that his strength had drained, but that it was accompanied by convulsions.

“…”

Jaeon, when he looked down at him, was terrified. He was trembling, staring up at Inha blankly with fully dilated pupils. A moment later, Jaeon’s hospital gown pants became wet. Inha, who realized that he had urinated out of extreme fear, froze in shock.

“…No… I do not want to… I do not want to…”

Jaeon muttered like a person who had lost his mind. His lips, which muttered that he did not want to several times, turned pale and trembled. Watching that, Inha finally realized what he had been trying to do.

A wave of nausea washed over him, and he could no longer stay in that place. He turned around, thinking that if he stayed any longer, the situation would become irreversible.

Not long after he pressed the call bell, a nurse came in. Inha explained Jaeon’s condition to the nurse. He revealed that he had been exposed to his own alpha pheromones that he had forcibly released, and that he was in a state of shock as a result. After confirming over his shoulder that Jaeon was calming down to some extent, he hurriedly left the hospital room.

Inha left the hospital in a daze. As he came outside, as if running away past people, a cold wind brushed against the nape of his neck. But his body was burning with a heat that made him unable to feel the cold, and with his hot body as if he were suffering from a fever, he walked aimlessly down the street.

In a back alley, he urgently took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, like a person whose drug had worn off. Just before he lit it, he felt a strange presence and turned around. Where he looked, a stranger was standing with a strange expression.

It was an omega who had smelled the lingering scent of the pheromones Inha had released and had followed him, bewitched.

“…”

He had a dazed, blind look in his eyes. Surprisingly, he was already wet below, and he was panting with a breath so rapid it seemed suspicious.

The person’s lips parted. Before any sound could come out, Inha threw away the cigarette he was holding and left the place.

Crossing the street, the place Inha returned to was the hospital parking lot. He found his parked car and got in without delay. Without starting the engine, he lay face down on the driver’s seat. A long time later, he tilted his head back and let out a long sigh as if it were bursting out.

He fumbled in the inner pocket of his jumper, took out a cigarette, and put it in his mouth. With his eyes closed, he took out a lighter with a familiar motion and lit the cigarette. He had kept it as a personal rule not to smoke in the car, but that was no longer of any use. He felt like it did not matter anyway.

In the enclosed space, he chain-smoked the cigarettes he had not been able to smoke just before. When he was not smoking, he pressed his forehead and the corners of his eyes. Feeling an unpleasant headache and pain in his face, he covered his face with his large hands.

Smoke, sighs, pain, in between them, one hour, two hours, meaningless time flowed by. Inha did not come out of the car until it was deep into the night.

He sat in the driver’s seat with the seat reclined all through the early morning. In the morning, he bought water and cigarettes from a nearby convenience store and immediately chain-smoked two right in front of it. After finishing a bottle of water, he went into the hospital building and washed his face with cold water.

It was when he returned to the hospital room with a cold dampness. Jaeon was sitting with his knees drawn up, leaning against the head of the bed. His side profile, looking out the window, looked much calmer than he had expected.

“…”

Inha stood near the door and quietly watched him. His mouth did not open easily, and it was only after a long time that he approached and called his name.