HRDT Ch 12

“…Not it?”

“Yeah. You got the direction completely wrong.”

Far from being turned on, his mood just turned to shit. Your sense really sucks. Of course, what would this bastard know about Choi Taejin, but it was a fact that his arousal had cooled.

“Move.”

Raewon nudged the shoulder pressed against his. But the man didn’t move away and instead pressed his body even closer. The weight bearing down on him made Raewon fall backward. In an instant, lips pressed into his. It was brief, but as their tongues brushed, a shiver ran down his spine.

“Agh, fuck!”

Raewon flared up in anger and pushed the man away. But their entangled bodies wouldn’t separate. Due to the difference in their builds, it wasn’t easy to overcome an opponent who was coming at him with intent. Even though their lips parted, the corners of his mouth and his chin were covered in saliva. The man was slobbering on Raewon like a dog.

“Hey, aren’t you getting off?”

“Fuck, you’re enjoying this.”

The man gently rolled his tongue over Raewon’s earlobe. Ah fuck! He shuddered with disgust. The way he licked someone else’s body without permission, the way his damp breath clung to him. In the past, he would have just laughed it off appropriately, but now it made his skin crawl as if a bug were crawling on him.

Raewon fumbled his hand towards the table. The first thing he grabbed was the angular crystal ashtray. When he swung it wildly, it collided squarely with the man’s temple. BBAK-! He didn’t know if the glass broke or if the head broke, but in any case, there was a heavy cracking sound.

“Heo-euh, ah, fu…ck.”

The man clutched his head and let out a painful groan. Red blood flowed between his bent fingers. Raewon froze in shock as well. He hadn’t intended to go this far….

As he scooted his butt back, the man immediately grabbed Raewon’s neck. His thumb mercilessly pressed down on his Adam’s apple.

“You fucking whore. Hey, how expensive are you to be acting like this.”

Eok, keoheuk. Fading groans leaked from Raewon’s mouth. The force strangling him made his vision start to flicker faintly. Raewon mustered his strength and scratched at the back of his hand. His vision was a complete blur with tears and snot.

“Ha-euh, shii.”

The man let out a rough breath. Even in that state, arousal surged, and he urgently fumbled with his pants with his blood-stained hand. The sound of a belt unbuckling and a zipper being pulled down echoed clearly in the silence.

When his airway was briefly released, Raewon was busy gasping for the air he lacked. As he barely lifted his dizzy head, a shadow fell over his face again.

The man had already taken out his erect penis. He roughly grabbed Raewon’s limp bangs and propped him against the sofa’s backrest, then came closer and pressed his penis right against him.

The darkish piece of flesh poked Raewon’s upper lip. poke, poke. Raewon shook his head as if disgusted. But his hair was caught, and his face was pulled back again. He had no strength to escape, and his limbs hung limply.

“Fuck, open your mouth, quick.”

“…You son of a, bitch. You’re hard even with a cracked skull?”

A metallic sound came from Raewon’s throat. The aftermath was fierce. Perhaps because he had been on the verge of death, his vision was still flickering. When he glared with half-open eyes, the man just grinned as if even that pleased him. He jabbed Raewon’s philtrum with his hard dick.

“Yeah, if you saw yourself right now, you’d understand how I feel.”

“……”

“Suck until I cum, then I’ll pretend this never happened.”

Raewon closed his eyes for a moment and sighed slowly. Fucking hell, really.

His situation, without money or power, was pitiful. Right, it’s already worn out, what’s there to be precious about. The matter would end if he just sucked him off once.

With a feeling of resignation, he wrapped his hand around the darkish penis. Raewon let out a small cough and barely managed to catch his breath. He opened his mouth with a listless expression. Fortunately, the man’s penis was pathetically small for his build, so putting it in his mouth was not much of a struggle.

“Eouh, heu!”

The man let out a strange groan. He wasn’t even being sucked with devotion, just having it in his mouth made him tremble with excitement. Every time he thrashed his hips, like shaking off residual drops after urinating, the tip jabbed the tender flesh beyond his throat from various angles. Raewon furrowed his brow and clenched his fingers. Just staying still would only make him suffer. In order to end it quickly one way or another, he began to tighten his throat.

“Heu-eu, shibaa. You suck so fucking well. You’re really a natural at this, huh?”

The man asked, tilting his head. The Jin Raewon blowjob he had only heard about in rumors was beyond his imagination. Moreover, how pretty he looked with a dick in his mouth; just looking at his face made him feel like he would reach climax soon.

When he felt like he was about to cum, he would pull his dick back for a moment and then put it back in again, repeating the process. He had expected Jin Raewon to get annoyed, but he accepted it more meekly than expected. The way he mechanically moved his tongue and tightened and relaxed his throat made him seem less like he was enjoying the act and more like a doll moving with a single purpose.

“Raewon-ah, is it that delicious?”

“……”

Of course not. Raewon squeezed his eyes shut. Perhaps because being forced to suck was so fucking awful, a ringing sound filled his ears, beeeep. It was hard to breathe. The neck that had been choked once was still sore, and a throbbing dull pain accompanied every entry and exit of the flesh.

He erased unnecessary thoughts and escaped into oblivion. Thinking that what he was sucking belonged to someone else. With his free hand, Raewon fumbled with the man’s open trousers.

…It seemed to be working. Perhaps because of the unique rustling texture of suit pants, he could easily recall a specific person. With his eyes closed, Raewon moved his tongue with even more devotion. Groans of “heok heok” poured from above his head, but Raewon, detached from the real world, couldn’t hear a thing.

Not only that. He also didn’t hear someone open the door and walk in. Suddenly, there was a familiar scent of perfume. The deep musk scent that Choi Taejin always wore. Even though it couldn’t possibly be.

Am I going crazy? The absurdity of it made a hollow laugh escape him. But that was also brief, as he felt the seat next to him sink down. It wasn’t a delusion.

Following that, the sound of a lighter’s flint striking echoed. With a long breath, hazy cigarette smoke dominated the space. Raewon spat out the dick and coughed briefly. His wide-open eyes were fixed on the person sitting next to him, unable to move.

Taejin’s gaze, too, wouldn’t leave Raewon’s face for anything. His long index and middle fingers held a white cigarette. As his smooth lips parted, a thick plume of smoke flowed out.

“Jin Raewon sure can suck a dick well.”

“Ho, w did you……”

Raewon let out a voice like a groan. But he didn’t give a single word of reply. Not a single change of expression was visible on his face. It was a stark contrast to Raewon’s pale, frightened face.

“Why don’t you continue. That guy over there doesn’t seem to have cum yet. You should at least finish it.”

A thinned gaze constricted around Raewon. Choi Taejin himself was like a snare that captured animals. It felt as if his skin would be torn by the sharp gaze.

“Who are you, how did you get in here… Aack!”

KWANG-! The man’s head slammed onto the table. The Yurim gang members who had followed in crushed the man as if to annihilate him. The man flapped his limbs like a crushed bug and then quickly went limp. There was no way to know if he had fainted or died.

Familiar faces entered Raewon’s sight. Yeo Huido… Manager Goo, and other gang members. And then Choi Taejin again.

Dressed in black like the grim reaper, he was surreal. He exuded an intimidating pressure that made the brief thought that they looked alike seem ridiculous.

Raewon’s ten fingers trembled. He couldn’t control his body because of the fear that arose from instinct. He tried hard to curl his fingers, but the trembling wouldn’t subside, and instead, his tightly clenched fist shook unsightly.

Taejin’s gaze slowly fell. He lethargically exhaled smoke and then broke the half-remaining cigarette. His loosely leaning body sank into the plush linen sofa. He stared at Raewon as if he were quite pitiful.

“To think the only thing you do after running away is suck some guy’s dick.”

“……”

“I knew you were a slut… but seeing it in person is even more disappointing. If you wanted it that badly, you should have said so. The house is overflowing with dicks.”

His tongue felt paralyzed and wouldn’t move. More than the carelessly thrown words, his icy gaze pressured him. The last time he saw Choi Taejin, he had at least looked at him warmly. He was a man who would stroke his hair and kiss him while he slept.

But now, his eyes were filled only with disgust. Far from warmth, not even a hint of hatred could be seen. A troublesome and pathetic being. The eyes staring at Raewon were just like when they first met.

“I…… I’m not going with you.”

Raewon forced his voice out. Even to his own ears, it was a frightened voice, but he couldn’t just remain silent.

At that, Taejin let out a bland laugh.

“I never gave you a choice.”

“……”

“Where do I even begin to fix this again.”

The smile that had been on Taejin’s lips completely vanished. As if he had never smiled at all.

Raewon lamented. Now that he was caught in the trap again, escaping Choi Taejin was a distant prospect. His gaze briefly swept past the open door. There had been so many people, but despite this commotion, not a single spectator was in sight. It was assessed that Taejin’s people had already taken over the establishment.

Raewon forced himself to swallow his ragged breath. He was trembling and scared, but he had to find a way to live somehow.

He managed to uncurl his fingers and grabbed Taejin’s sleeve. The trembling fingers looked hopelessly shabby.

“I was… wrong.”

“……”

“I was wrong. It’s not that I ran away because I hate you.”

“Jin Raewon.”

A cold voice mercilessly cut off the end of Raewon’s sentence. When he slowly lifted his head, he came face to face with an emotionless expression. A face as if elaborately crafted, but no different from a cold plaster statue.

“I don’t believe you anymore.”

He wrapped his hand around Raewon’s nape. The large hand covered and pressed down on the exact same spot on the skin where reddish handprints remained. Squeeze. The pressure made Raewon’s face distort wretchedly. His eyes rolled back, filled only with the whites. Raewon couldn’t even last 30 seconds before he lost consciousness.

Catching the limp body, Taejin slowly let his hand fall. On the white nape, two handprints of different sizes remained. He scraped at the mark that wasn’t his with his fingertip. There was no way it would erase.

It only left an unnecessarily red scratch. Taejin stared at the nape for a long while more before gathering Raewon into his arms and standing up. A habitual sigh followed like a tail.

“Let’s go.”

“Yes, Director.”

It was time to end the tiresome game of hide-and-seek and go home. The men in black, led by Manager Goo, cleared a path in perfect order. Taejin leisurely walked through the middle. The weight on his shoulders pressed down on his anxiety. He hated him enough to want to kill him, but having him in his hands felt like he could finally live.

Today, for the first time, it seems I’ll get a proper night’s sleep.