PIA 87

After  Jeong Hee-seo left with all the guests, Ji-an was overcome with a strange feeling. Outside, darkness had already fallen, and sensor lights in the garden were starting to come on one by one.

The sudden encounter with Jeong Hee-young hadn’t been unpleasant at all. The initial bewilderment, surprise, and fear had evaporated without him realizing it. This was partly due to her appearance being so similar to  Jeong Hee-seo’s, but also because of the goodwill and warmth she showed him from the first moment.

That feeling intensified when  Jeong Hee-seo intervened. The atmosphere created by those three who looked so alike…

Family. Yes, it felt like family.

Ji-an realized the nature of the strange emotion he was feeling. It was a kind of interest and curiosity, a desire to belong among them. As much as he liked  Jeong Hee-seo, he wanted to know those who formed his foundation.

‘It’s greedy.’

Jeong Hee-seo’s gaze towards them was so warm. Even when he was frowning.

Ji-an cleaned up the living room and dining room. He put back the book Ye-seo had taken out from the study, tidied up the messy bed, and when he came back down to the living room, his gaze was drawn to the dark garden visible through the window.

He felt a sudden onset of fear. Ji-an turned on all the lights in the living room brightly and gulped down some juice in an ice cup. He stood still, wondering if the baby in his belly would bubble up like before from the sweetness, but it remained quiet as if asleep.

“…”

Ji-an wandered around the living room for a while, leaned against the glass window looking outside for a long time, and needlessly opened the door to check outside the gate before coming back in.

How many minutes had passed? Ji-an, crouched near the entrance, jumped up and ran as soon as he heard the door open.

“You’re back.”

“…Ji-an.”

Ji-an, who had come running out, suddenly hugged  Jeong Hee-seo. With his free hand, Jeong Hee-seo held Ji-an’s head. Reflexively, he kissed his forehead and let out a laugh.

“You must have been very surprised earlier. Because of my older sister.”

When Jeong Hee-seo tried to pull away to see Ji-an’s face, Ji-an stubbornly burrowed closer. Ji-an shook his head, insisting he wasn’t surprised, but his chest pressed against Jeong Hee-seo’s was pounding.  Jeong Hee-seo exhaled a long breath.

“Really, why did you open the door? You should have said ‘We’re not buying anything—'”

“When the doorbell first rang, I did consider that for a moment.”

Jeong Hee-seo burst out laughing.

“If you really had done that, it would have been worth seeing my older sister’s face. But what made you suddenly open the door? Didn’t you learn in kindergarten? ‘Don’t open the door to strangers.'”

He was uncharacteristically talkative. Ji-an replied with a chuckle.

“I couldn’t not know who it was. Your sister was too beautiful.”

“Beautiful? My sister?”

This time, he finally detached Ji-an from his embrace and examined his face. Jeong Hee-seo had a deliberately serious expression.

“Did Ji-an like my sister that much? Is that why your expression was like that throughout dinner?”

“Ah, what… What are you thinking? How was my expression?”

“Your eyes were all sparkling. Saying she’s pretty means you liked her, right?”

“That’s because she looks just like you. I thought she was the female version of you at first.”

Ah… Jeong Hee-seo hummed with his arms still around Ji-an’s neck. He tilted his head sideways and brought his face close to Ji-an’s.

“Ji-an-ah.”

With a mischievous glint in his eye, he smiled.

“Am I handsome?”

Ugh, Ji-an’s face turned bright red.

“Y-you are handsome. Of course…!”

Before he could finish his sentence, their lips met. It wasn’t a deep, passionate kiss but a shy, gentle peck. Despite this, Ji-an’s heart was beating as if it would jump out.  Jeong Hee-seo pressed his face against Ji-an’s until their noses were squished as he chuckled.

The laughter was contagious, and Ji-an finally started laughing out loud as well. Only then did Hee-seo pull away from his forehead.

“Let’s go upstairs.”

* * *

“Ah, hnn…”

He couldn’t focus due to the overwhelming sensation dominating his lower body.

How did it end up like this? Ji-an rewound his memories with a hazy mind.

After cleaning up downstairs and coming upstairs, everything seemed normal when they each showered and went to the bedroom.

Maybe it was his comment about missing the camping-like atmosphere of the living room bed… or perhaps the idea of trying out the new mattress was too stimulating. Jeong Hee-seo’s gaze had changed.

Was it really so exciting to hear that he likes cuddling closely to sleep in the slightly cold living room, or that the mattress was incredibly springy?

“It’s a bit hot here, ugh… I think.”

Ji-an lifted his heat-flushed eyes to look down.

Ah, maybe it wasn’t just the room that was hot.

Jeong Hee-seo, who had been greedily licking his lower region, raised his upper body. His piercing gaze sent shivers down Ji-an’s spine.

“Ji-an, you have the leisure to think about other things?”

“Ah! Aah! Hy-hyung!”

Jeong Hee-seo’s fingers repeatedly pressed firmly against his sensitive spot. With his other hand, he grasped and stroked Ji-an’s d1ck. He mercilessly stimulated only the most delicate areas, pushing Ji-an to his limit. Ji-an’s breath came out in frantic gasps.

Jeong Hee-seo was intently observing Ji-an’s expressions.

“What exactly was that day…”

He murmured as if entranced, recalling the pheromone frenzy they experienced in Donghae.

“Hnn, hnng…”

Jeong Hee-seo pressed the blunt tip of his d1ck against Ji-an’s thoroughly softened entrance. Ji-an gripped the sheets tightly, his insides churning with a strange anticipation. His fingertips tingled with tension as he looked up at Jeong Hee-seo with fearful eyes.

Compared to that day when his pheromones had run wild,  Jeong Hee-seo now seemed incredibly calm. But that made Ji-an tremble even more. The man’s eyes, cool and collected, seemed to see right through him.

That greedy look in his eyes excited Ji-an.

Jeong Hee-seo buried his lips in Ji-an’s collarbone. As he lowered his upper body and pressed against him, a heavy weight settled on his lower region. The insertion happened slowly.  Jeong Hee-seo greedily inhaled the scent of skin from below Ji-an’s neck, who had forgotten even to breathe.

“Haa… Ji-an.”

With his most sensitive part buried in Ji-an’s warm, soft flesh, he listened to the pounding heart beneath him. The more he thrust below, the more Ji-an’s heart raced and emitted a rich fragrance.

What exactly are you?

“Ugh…”

A groan escaped through his teeth due to how tight Ji-an was below.

Jeong Hee-seo moved slowly, savoring the sensation of being inside Ji-an. He thrust in deeply, greedily basking in the warmth and moisture, then pulled out slowly, relishing the way the inner walls clung to him.

Exhaling a long, slow breath, he held onto his reason and moved his body as slowly as possible. Ji-an’s body, busy accepting the Alpha’s pheromones, clung to him as if suffering from thirst.

He gripped Ji-an’s thighs firmly and began to move his hips slowly. Suddenly, Ji-an reached out and grabbed Jeong Hee-seo’s hand.

“Ha… I felt… the baby move today…”

“What?”

“The baby.”

“…”

Jeong Hee-seo was momentarily speechless. Feeling a lump in his throat, he silently gazed at Ji-an. His cheeks, glistening with a mixture of sweat and tears, sparkled in the soft light.

He gazed down at Ji-an for a long while before kissing him and pulling his body back. Ji-an shuddered at the sensation of his d1ck, which had been tightly fitted inside him, slowly slipping out.

He gently caressed Ji-an’s lower abdomen with his large, warm hand, then brought his tongue to it. He licked the soft belly, which showed no sign of muscle, in long strokes.

“Where did it move? Here?”

“Mhm…”

“Here?”

He resembled a beast grooming its mate.

“Don’t do that. It tickles.”

Ji-an giggled, unable to distinguish if the tickling was from sensitivity or pleasure. tried to push Jeong Hee-seo’s head away, but he remained focused on licking.

‘Did you save up all this time to meet someone so young and pretty?’

He hadn’t intended to, but suddenly he felt a petty urge to make Ji-an feel indebted to him for all he’d preserved and given.

“You’re my first, Seo Ji-an.”

“What do you mean…?”

“I mean you’re my first too.”

You’re the first I’ve given myself to.

Jeong Hee-seo looked down at Ji-an with dark, rippling eyes.

Ji-an was still an enigma, full of unknowns. The emotions he felt for him couldn’t be defined by anything he had learned before. He thought he knew and controlled many things in life, but in the face of something new, those certainties were useless.

Holding Ji-an, who was looking at him with hazy, blurred eyes, Jeong Hee-seo slowly inserted himself again.

Slowly, as if exploring every path thoroughly, he spread Ji-an’s inner walls and inserted himself. He didn’t feel the need to fulfill his own desires; just seeing Ji-an’s bewildered expression and the way his eyes welled up with transparent tears was satisfaction enough.

“Ahh, just… faster.”

“No… Ji-an. There’s a baby. In here.”

“Hnngg…”

Though it was actually his own desire, he used the baby as an excuse. Jeong Hee-seo lazily licked his lips with his bright red tongue.

He held Ji-an’s knees and teased his insides deliberately.

Seeing Ji-an’s shoulders tremble from the sensation filled him with satisfaction. He refrained from asking what he meant to Ji-an.

There were many days ahead, and they would learn about each other slowly. After all, he was quite adept at learning.

Jeong Hee-seo lowered his broad shoulders and gently kissed Ji-an’s knees.