JL Ch5.1

Confession. No one had ever told me how sweet this thrilling word could be. The confession, so sweet that it made my tongue ache, left my brain feeling numb as if it had been marinated in sugar until the afternoon. No, what is this? How could Shin be that bike student?

Moreover, we met again at the police academy afterwards… Wait, what?! I realized something important belatedly. Shin must have known me when we met at the police academy?! Oh my, what is going on! Just when I thought nothing could surprise me anymore, there was still more to come. My heart started pounding again at the late realization.

You recognized me and looked at me like that.

Actually, I have almost no memory of the day we met because of the bike accident. I just remember it as one of those stories. But meeting Shin at the police academy, even though it was brief and a long time ago, is as vivid as if it happened a few days ago. I had felt that he was looking at me unusually back then, and it turns out it wasn’t just my imagination. I found out five years later.

The whirlpool of confusion continued for hours, not easily subsiding. My body felt like it was spinning around like a tornado. Maybe that’s why, lost in thought, I found myself cleaning. If Shin were to stay in this shabby house, it wouldn’t be enough to remove all the furniture and dust… I stopped cleaning and stood up abruptly, lost in thought.

Oh, right. Compared to Shin’s house, ours is shabby. Moreover, the room I am cleaning now was my sister’s old room. It has been empty for more than half a year, so it has that typical empty basement-like feeling, even if I cleaned it every day.

Additionally, the room filled with old wallpaper and furniture looked shabby. Realizing this, I suddenly felt sorry. Did I make Shin stay here with me for no reason? Shin must have been too kind to refuse my suggestion to stay here. He probably didn’t reject it, fearing I would feel uncomfortable. I realized how big a mistake I had made, thinking only about what I thought was best for Shin. I looked around the room again. To think, he lives in such a good house.

“What are you doing?”

Suddenly startled by the voice from behind, I almost dropped the vacuum cleaner I was holding.

“When did you come?”

Shin, who answered, looked towards the front door.

“Why is the door open?”

His slightly reproachful tone made me quickly explain.

“I was cleaning and left all the doors open to ventilate. I closed the screen door, though.”

“That doesn’t have a lock. Don’t leave it open, it’s dangerous.”

“It’s broad daylight, and I’m a man.”

Shin immediately frowned.

“Although most crime targets are women and the elderly, adult men can also be victims.”

His serious warning reminded me that he was a police officer. I nodded, smiling.

“Okay, I’ll be careful.”

“……”

“I mean it seriously. I’ll really be careful.”

As he stared at me, I resolved to be serious. Yet the smile that had once appeared didn’t disappear easily. Then he turned his head to the side, mumbling as if perplexed.

“If you smile like that…”

Smile? Should I not smile and be serious about crime prevention? Confused, I then noticed the bag next to him. I recalled him saying he would pack his things before leaving. I had thought he had left to calm down after the sudden confession, just as I had been embarrassed.

Because his face was flushed when he left. Of course, I couldn’t point it out because I was undoubtedly even redder. But he really did bring his things. And a big bag at that. The huge trunk looked big enough for a month-long backpacking trip in Europe. I felt relieved that he wasn’t forced to stay here because of me, but slightly embarrassed. It must be my imagination that he seemed to be waiting to come in.

“The rest of the stuff is in the car.”

…Ah, there’s more. He must be planning to stay for two or three months at least? I nodded with my mouth half-open. He looked down at me with a smile. His eyes were warm. The affection directed at me was so tangible that it made my heart race. Oh, it’s a bit hard to breathe. Unable to meet his gaze, I turned my head and mumbled a different topic.

“I was cleaning the room you’ll use. It was my sister’s room, but it’s been empty for more than half a year. I changed the bed cover, blanket, and pillow, and the desk is empty, so you can use it.”

As I explained, I felt embarrassed about the shabby room and glanced at him. His face was impassive, making me anxious.

“Don’t you like the room?”

“No. I didn’t expect we’d use separate rooms.”

Separate rooms? It sounds like we’re a married couple. Rather than separate rooms, if we share the same room… I froze, thinking of a reason to share the same room. My brain stopped working, and I had no thoughts for a moment. But as he waited patiently for my answer, I finally spoke with a creaky voice.

“Uh, the bed is a single.”

“I don’t mind.”

He said nonchalantly. Does that mean he doesn’t mind sharing the bed?

“Is it uncomfortable for you to share a room with me?”

Uncomfortable… indeed.

“No.”

Fortunately, the answer came out reflexively. I felt relieved that my discomfort wasn’t noticed. Actually, it’s more awkwardness than discomfort. Spending those few days in a hotel was a small shock to me. It felt strange and a bit demoralizing that I could be so instinct-driven like an animal. Shin said everyone does that, but I couldn’t even follow properly, losing my senses.

Yet, despite the awkwardness, the excitement of those days was as sweet as tasting ice cream for the first time, unforgettable. Even if shame and embarrassment arose like a big wave, I naturally wanted to dive in. So, whether it’s a dog bed or the bare floor, if I can lie down with him… Just thinking about being with him made my heart race again. Ah, this clueless heart.

“Tell me if anything makes you uncomfortable.”

“Uncomfortable? No way. Just…”

I shook my head hard. Trying to look nonchalant, I met Shin’s eyes, though I was internally at a loss. His gentle eyes asked kindly.

“Just?”

“…Like newlyweds.”

I mustered all my courage to say it and roughly brushed my hair with my hand. Thankfully, he didn’t laugh or show a disbelieving expression.

“Ah, newlyweds.”

He muttered, turning his gaze to the side. His ears were a bit red, not as much as my face, but still noticeable. After a moment of awkward silence, he thankfully changed the subject.

“Shall we have something delicious for dinner?”

“Oh, yes. Let’s eat.”

If it meant changing the atmosphere, I could cross the Amnok River with him to eat Pyeongyang cold noodles.

“Is there anything you want to eat?”

“Meat.”

On special days, it’s got to be meat. I gave the only right answer, and Shin silently smiled, curving his lips. Why does he smile so beautifully even at simple things? My heart announced its presence loudly, pounding in my head. He always smiled at me so easily, more than I deserved. I suddenly realized I hadn’t asked something important.

“Are you okay living at my house?”

He looked at me curiously, as if wondering why I was asking that, which made me feel awkward.

“The house is small. And it’s a bit old. It’s been a long time since we did any renovations because it’s a rented house.”

You live in such a nice house. Wouldn’t you be uncomfortable here? I couldn’t ask the latter part, but he answered firmly.

“It doesn’t matter. It’s not small at all. Small is actually…”

Actually? When I looked up at him, he finished his sentence.

“Nice.”

Then he turned his head to the side, avoiding my gaze. I stared blankly at his handsome face and thought. Maybe cleaning the big house he lived in was tough.

I never thought I’d be nervous in a house I’ve lived in for over 10 years. The house was always a place where I could do anything comfortably and be completely vulnerable. So now, the house didn’t feel familiar. With someone who made my heart race just by looking at him living here, it felt like carrying a balloon about to burst instead of a heart.

Thanks to this, the house, which should be comfortable, felt like a pristine snowfield where I had to tread carefully. Since Shin came to my house, I couldn’t take my eyes off him, following him around to see if there was anything he found uncomfortable. As soon as I heard the bathroom door open, I quickly lifted my head from the book I was reading.

The familiar scent mixed with cold moisture enveloped me first. It was the peach-scented body shampoo I used. However, even if dry ice had poured out of the bathroom, I wouldn’t have noticed. Shin came out of the bathroom wearing only clinging boxer briefs.

His muscular upper body, which seemed to have 0% body fat, was fully exposed. I tilted my head back to look at his tall figure, my mouth half open in amazement. Half in surprise at seeing him come out in his underwear, half in admiration at the realization that Greek statues were not just products of imagination but reality. I had never imagined a movie scene could emerge from my bathroom. My time of appreciation was prolonged as he stopped, drying his wet hair with a towel.

“Why are you sitting there?”

He looked at me, cross-legged on the floor in front of the bathroom, with surprised eyes.

“Just waiting for you.”

I answered, still dazed, unable to take my eyes off him. He then turned his head to the side, putting a hand on his forehead as if to cover his face. He muttered softly.

“Hyung, I barely calmed down with cold water.”

Calm down? What? As soon as I realized, my eyes naturally drifted to his lower body. But I quickly looked away in less than a second. Seeing his sizable manhood even before arousal made me snap back to reality.

“No, the bathroom is small. I was worried you might feel uncomfortable. Since you’re big, I thought you might need more towels. I was waiting to give you more if needed.”

Mumbling excuses, I got up and stepped back. We both fell into an embarrassed silence for a few seconds, and he couldn’t hide his smile as he spoke.

“That’s why people have dogs.”

“Dogs?”

“You’re like a puppy, Hyung. Since I came, you’ve been following me around the house.”

He noticed. I felt incredibly embarrassed.

“Really? I’m not even born in the year of the dog. I’ll be more careful.”

“No.”

He strongly cut me off and added seriously.

“I like it. Honestly, it makes me happy to know you care about me.”

“I always cared about you.”

“Not as much as I do.”

“…I’m just a dog?”

He couldn’t hold back a smile.

“Today, you’ve been worried about me being uncomfortable.”

His warm tone suggested he understood everything. But his seriously shining eyes looked at me without a hint of a smile.

“I’ve always been your dog, Hyung.”

I must really be crazy for Shin. What should have been a ridiculous statement sounded like a romantic confession to me. So, without looking at his face, I suggested, my face red.

“Then how about a beer for the two dogs?”

A low, pleasant laugh reached my ears. My heart felt uplifted.

Actually, I had a plan. I intended to turn on the air conditioner beforehand so that he would feel cool when he came out of the shower. But realizing I hadn’t used the old air conditioner at all this year, I gave up. It hadn’t been used for years, not just this year.

When my sister, who couldn’t stand the heat, lived here, we used it, but after she got married and left, it became a symbolic indigenous relic standing still, enduring the heat. So turning it on now would only result in a musty smell or blowing dust. I had no choice but to use the fan that had been doing extreme labor every summer for the past 10 years. As I turned the round head in his direction, Shin noticed and stopped me.

“It’s fine. I feel cool after showering.”

Indeed, he did shower with cold water… I was agreeing when his words came back to me, making my heart race again.

‘Hyung, I barely calmed down with cold water.’

I quickly opened a beer can and handed it to him, worried the conversation might shift in an uncomfortable direction.

“Thanks, I’ll enjoy this.”

“You bought that with your own money earlier.”

“I barged in shamelessly planning to live off you, I can’t pretend otherwise.”

The shameless one… is me? I was flustered and tried to apologize properly again. But as if he knew what I was about to say, he smiled and spoke first.

“So now you can’t kick me out. I won’t let go of this chance I’ve got.”

A chance, huh. But seeing his unusually happy face, it didn’t seem like he was lying for my sake. He must have seen my thoughts on my face, as he curved one side of his lips.

“Don’t believe me? I told you. I’m your dog.”

I still wasn’t used to hearing the word ‘dog’ so often. And his added mumbling made it even more awkward this time.

“Even when I’m in heat.”

I stopped with the beer at my lips and froze momentarily. The word ‘heat’ reminded me of the hotel where we’d stayed together. I hadn’t even taken a sip of beer, but my face was heating up. I pretended not to hear anything, chugging my beer and forcing an awkward smile.

“Today feels really long.”

“Does it?” He asked lightly, and I nodded.

“Yeah. It felt like nine years in one day.”

Learning about our first meeting from nine years ago, sharing what I knew about him from three years ago. It felt like reclaiming those nine years. The thrill from his confession spread inside me. As I took a deep breath, a large hand came over and brushed my bangs aside, slowly and gently. It felt like his fingers were conveying how precious I was to him, making me fidgety again. His affection always felt too much for me.

“Every day felt like nine years to me.”

I looked up at him. Suddenly, I remembered the day we reunited at the library. The moment he turned and saw me while checking the CCTV. It was as clear as if it happened today. The surprise I felt recognizing him was still vivid. So I knew how significant his words were. Suddenly, a question I hadn’t thought of when he confessed came to mind.

“You didn’t quit the police because of me, right?”

His hand, which had been brushing my hair, stopped. Then he smiled oddly. Embarrassed, I lowered my gaze. Shin’s kindness was making me overly self-conscious.

“Haha, of course, of course not.”

There’s no way it was because of me. Getting into the police academy is so hard. Besides, he had a high position…

“What if it was because of you?”

Startled by his sudden question, I looked at him blankly. He’s joking, right? But seeing his serious eyes, my words were swallowed back.

“I quit after meeting you and finding out you were gay like me. I wanted to catch you.”

…It doesn’t seem like a joke. His serious tone filled my insides with question marks, and he asked in a low whisper.

“Does that make you uncomfortable?”

More than discomfort, I felt a pang of fear. Why because of me? Why would he? Fortunately, instead of saying something foolish, I thought of an appropriate question.

“Is it true that you have something you want to study?”

“It doesn’t matter whether I do or don’t.”

His words, which could sound cold, were accompanied by his hand gently brushing my eyebrows. Reflexively, I blinked. He gazed at me with half-lidded eyes.

“I considered lying but decided against it.”

“Because you thought it might make me uncomfortable?”

His eyes seemed to darken. The soft expression and gaze were gone, replaced by a chilling sense of authority. It felt like this might be his true nature.

“I don’t care. I was honest because I want you by my side. Even if you run away, I’ll catch and keep you.”

His hand moved from my eyebrow to softly brush my temple. But I felt a chill run down my neck.

“Are you scared?”

I couldn’t tell if it was fear or just shock. What I knew for sure was that I didn’t want to show any negative reaction to him.

“That sounds like something a cop would say. You must have had a high arrest rate.”

At my compliment, he removed his hand and laughed silently but heartily. As he returned to his usual self, I felt relieved.

“Yeah, it was the highest. I even won several awards.”

“Don’t you regret it?”

“Not at all.”

He shook his head firmly, looking at me with determined eyes.

“I don’t regret my career, my house, or even my family. Because I’ve caught you.”

Although he was making a sincere confession, it felt overwhelmingly cheesy. Having never heard such words from anyone in my life, I didn’t know how to react. I turned my head, avoiding his gaze.

“You say things like that so casually.”

“I’ll keep doing it well.”

…Even more?

“Why?”

“You seem like you were a model student, always trying to do everything perfectly.”

He curved his lips and took a sip of beer.

“It’s not enough to be called a model student. And it’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”

He paused and then touched my lips with his finger, pressing slightly with his thumb.

“I haven’t even said I want to kiss you.”

The weather was bearable in the evening, with occasional cool breezes. But my face felt like it was under the scorching sun, burning up. Unconsciously, I leaned back to escape his touch.

The light in Shin’s eyes disappeared, and they suddenly became as dry as a desert. Occasionally, he reveals a side of himself that’s different from the Shin I know. Although it was only for a moment, I noticed this change acutely, perhaps because I liked him so much. I didn’t want him to show that dryness. I wished his emotions would overflow like a blue sea when he was with me. And I knew how to achieve that, even though I was unsure how to handle the ensuing embarrassment.

“Where… where do you want to kiss?”

He seemed quite surprised by my question, staring at me with his mouth half-open in shock. But soon enough, he replied.

“Everywhere.”

My face flushed with heat, and I wanted to escape the situation. However, as a man, I couldn’t back down. Yet, advancing was also difficult. But it didn’t matter if I didn’t take the lead; he was a model student who could handle everything and guide me forward. He asked softly.

“Can I kiss you?”

Despite my earlier resolve, I wanted to take a step back. Instinctively, I lowered my head, embarrassed to show my flushed face. Yet, I managed to make a sound that seemed like agreement. Did I actually say ‘yes’? I must have. Shin’s fingers slid over my hand, touching it lightly.

He then took my hand in his, and I let him guide it, soon freezing like a statue when his hot, moist tongue touched my fingertips. His red tongue licked my index finger and lightly sucked it into his mouth.

Although it was just a finger between his lips, it felt like my whole body was being consumed by chills that spread and then vanished. Shin drew more of my finger into his mouth, and his tongue touched the tip. My entire sense of touch concentrated on that single finger.

His lips slowly swallowed my finger, then even more slowly drew it out. The shivers spread from my arm to my shoulder. Reflexively, I wanted to pull my hand back, but his grip tightened firmly, giving a stern warning that I couldn’t escape. While his lips and tongue felt gentle and slow, contrasting with the firm grip, the slow, soft movements heightened my sensitivity. When his tongue touched the skin between my fingers, my body reacted again. Though the reaction was mild compared to my racing heart, it felt as if I was revealing everything, making me flustered. Mixed in was a sense of shame.

Shin had been watching me since his lips first touched my hand. While his red tongue licked my hand, his dark eyes seemed to ensnare my gaze. Even though he was the one moving, I felt like the one being observed. All he could see was my flushed face, yet that alone filled me with shame. The more I was exposed to Shin’s gaze, the deeper this emotion grew. When his tongue slipped between my fingers and reached my palm, his entire lips pressed against the center, stopping momentarily.

His eyes deepened as he looked at me. It was only a few seconds, but I couldn’t breathe, contrasting with my rapidly beating heart. Sometimes, I felt as if he would devour me. Though the instinctive fear rose from deep within and vanished quickly, it lingered, mingling with my thumping heart, making me unable to move my gaze from him. But it wasn’t unpleasant. Perhaps it was a mix of fear and admiration for a superior male.

“Are you scared?”

His breath tickled my palm. No, I shook my head and mumbled.

“It’s just… my heart is racing.”

A tense smile stretched across my lips. As he kissed from my palm down to my wrist, his mouth curved into a grin.

“Me too. My heart is racing.”

He murmured, pausing at the spot where my pulse beat. His red tongue emerged, and the wet tickle against my wrist sent a sharp sensation up my arm, causing it to twitch. Worried he might notice my tension, I replied, trying to hide it.

“Really?”

He licked my arm with his tongue before lifting my hand to his chest. I could feel the solid chest beneath his T-shirt, unlike my lean and unmuscular body. Instinctively, I pressed down with my hand. He covered my hand with his and pressed it firmly against his chest.

“Really. It feels like it’s going to burst.”

His deep voice was rough. He leaned forward, causing me to recline until I was almost lying down. Supporting myself with bent arms, I felt Shin’s face close to mine, his lips curving.

“You said you weren’t scared.”

His voice was rough as if it were breaking. Despite his smile, his eyes trailed over my body like his earlier tongue.

“No, I’m just… my heart is racing too much.”

My mumbled words sounded like an excuse and weren’t fully articulated as his lips absorbed the last syllable. When his lips met mine, I instinctively parted my lips, allowing his hot tongue inside.

The shivers that filled my body as his tongue touched the inside of my mouth surged and then receded. The sensation of his tongue brushing against the inside of my mouth repeatedly brought the shivers back. It was like riding a rollercoaster repeatedly.

“Haa…”

A moan escaped my throat. His lips pressed against mine more firmly, almost forcefully. I gave up supporting myself with my arms and collapsed completely onto the floor. His upper body soon covered mine. Supporting himself with one arm, he moved his lips, changing the direction of his head. Our entwined tongues rubbed against each other as forcefully as our pressed lips. The kiss intensified, driving me to addiction and numbing my mind.

“Mm.”

Another moan, mixed with nasal tones, emerged from my throat. The sound, which normally would never come out, embarrassed me, but I couldn’t control it. The force pushing me, the weight pressing on my chest, and the moist heat entering my mouth all awakened my senses like waves.

My hand, still trapped between us, rested on his chest. I felt his chest swell and contract under my palm. Each reaction of his body deepened my immersion in the kiss. Breathing heavily, I wrapped my arms around his neck.

He detached his wet lips from mine and sucked on my lower lip. Despite the cool evening breeze, I felt hot, as if sweating. The heat muddled my mind further, making me cling to his lips desperately.

But I was suffocating. Even though I could breathe through my nose, I felt like I couldn’t get enough air. Unlike me, his breath became rougher, crossing over with the kiss. When our lips parted briefly, I tilted my head back and took a deep breath. But my free mouth couldn’t just breathe.

“Uh…”

His lips trailed down my cheek to my ear, nibbling on my earlobe. His murmuring filled my ear like an echo in a cave.

“Yeonwoo hyung.”

His characteristic low and husky voice seeped in like fog settling over the early morning, tickling and electrifying. The tingling sensation rushed in and out like a tide, leaving me feeling like I was falling from a ride, unable to gather my thoughts.

“Raise your arms.”

It was a command, but it sounded like a temptation. In a daze, I followed his instructions, and he pulled my T-shirt over my head. The moment my body, momentarily lifted, touched the floor again, I took a deep breath. His lips bit my chest. The heat wandering over my flat chest soon settled in one place.

He gently bit my nipple. Ha! I barely managed to stifle a moan, squeezing my eyes shut. But I was sure my body must have jerked like a fish out of water. It was embarrassing to react so strongly to something as simple as having my nipple lightly bitten, and I couldn’t open my eyes.

Unconsciously, I resolved not to react. But it was a resolution that couldn’t last long. His tongue brushed the tip of my nipple, making my back twitch. Responding to my reaction, he licked and sucked harder with his tongue.

Before meeting Shin, I just thought of them as annoying parts that bothered me when wearing thin clothes. But in my first relationship at the age of 29, I realized their utility. And what a significant presence they had. As he rubbed the tip of my nipple with his tongue, a tingling pleasure shot through my body like lightning.

“Wait, just a moment.”

I tried to push his shoulder away, but his rock-solid body wouldn’t budge.

“It’s okay.”

Contrary to his gentle and soft words, he grabbed my wrist with his other hand and pinned it to the floor. Unable to move, I had no choice but to tilt my head back and exhale. Even with my eyes closed, I could feel the bright fluorescent light. It felt like my emotions were exposed under that bright light. The shame, momentarily pushed aside by the stimulation, rose with the heat.

“Ha, isn’t it time to stop now?”

I muttered, but no answer came. Instead, he released my wrist and ran his hand down my body. Like reading Braille, his fingers slowly moved from my shoulder, down my side, and to my pants.

“It’s okay.”

What’s okay? It was a perplexing answer, but I couldn’t press further. Shin gently bit my nipple again. I flinched, twisting my back. He persistently teased my chest, making my breathing quicken. By now, he was kneeling between my legs, pulling down my pants as if undressing me.

“Hyung, lift your hips.”

Regaining my senses, I found myself raising my hips as he said, and he swiftly removed my underwear too. Despite the not-so-cold weather, the touch of air on my bare skin made me shiver. I lowered my hand and barely lifted my head, seeing him scan my body. The bright light made me conscious again, and my ears burned. I mumbled, covering my face with my arms.

“Should we turn off the light?”

“It’s okay.”

Repeating his soft yet insincere answer, he pulled my arms away from my face. Reluctantly, I met his gaze. His eyes, darkened with desire, were burdensome yet somehow arousing.

Without breaking eye contact, he grabbed his shirt with both hands and pulled it over his head. The taut muscles I’d felt beneath his shirt were now fully visible under the bright light. His body was always beautiful, making me want to touch it every time I saw it.

Shin quickly removed his pants, kneeling between my legs. Inevitably, my gaze was drawn to one spot. His erection was so large and firm that it stretched his skin taut. No matter how many times I saw it, it was always astonishing and intimidating, leaving me staring in a daze. As his hand slid between my thighs, I flinched and looked up.

“Don’t you like it?”

The question caught me off guard, leaving me a bit bewildered.

“If I say no, will you stop?”

“No.”

He answered, licking his lips with his tongue. I couldn’t take my eyes off his red tongue, moving as if he was savoring something. His moist lips slowly curved into a smile, and his gentle voice flowed between them.

“Today, I’ll suck all of you.”

A hot flush spread across my face.

“We don’t have to do everything today.”

He leaned in closer, his eyes curving into a smile.

“We will. I’m a model student, remember?”

Also a dog. His last words were muffled as his lips pressed near my navel. Instead, the vibration of his voice spread heavily through my skin. He really moved his lips as if he was going to suck every inch of my skin. It tickled and gave me chills.

The small stimulations piled up until I let out a shallow breath. I couldn’t help it. His lips were moving closer to my center. I wriggled in embarrassment and anticipation. But my timid resistance failed as his tongue quickly licked up my shaft.

He licked my penis, but it felt like my entire body was being scraped. A wave of shivers surged through me like never before. My body seemed to have become more sensitive due to his prolonged foreplay. The intense stimulation scared me.

“Wait, just a moment… huh.”

I tried to stop him by raising my upper body, but I lowered my head, swallowing a moan. Shin had taken my penis deep into his mouth. The chilling, tingling sensation pooled in my lower abdomen as he sucked on the shaft, drawing it out.

I barely held myself up on my elbows, overwhelmed by the pleasure. When I opened my eyes, I met his dark gaze. He was looking up at me with my penis in his mouth. It was embarrassing to be the one seemingly caught in an inappropriate act, even though he was the one sucking me.

I couldn’t imagine how red my face must have been. He sucked on my glans like candy, his tongue swirling around it. His eyes, filled with laughter and desire, were so seductive that it was hard to breathe. This is crazy. What should I do? I turned my head and covered my face with the back of my hand. Then he grabbed the shaft and shook it hard, almost deliberately.

“Ah! Ha…”

The direct stimulation made my upper body collapse. Having already built up some arousal, I soon felt the urge to ejaculate.

“Wait, just a moment… ah! Please, Shin, just move away… ha… ah…”

I tried to push him away, but he held my waist firmly, preventing me from pulling back. His lips sucked on me harder.

“Ha… don’t… ah, stop, Shin, wait… ah!”