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    “Ha….”

    “Ah, ungh….”

    The tip of Ki Tae-jeong’s tongue probed his mouth. Sehwa was pushed somewhere mindlessly as he meticulously examined whether it was the body he remembered. When he came to his senses, he was already on his bed, as wide as the sea.

    “Ma, Major General… Ju, just a little…”

    It felt like he had been sprinting. His head was dizzy and his heart felt like it was about to burst, so he barely pleaded, and Ki Tae-jeong bit Sehwa’s lower lip without hurting him and slightly backed away. He didn’t seem to be in a rational state enough to listen to his words… However, he seemed to want to keep the sight of Lee Sehwa lying on his bed in his eyes, so he created some distance.

    Sehwa took a deep breath and looked around his bedroom. Nothing much has changed here. The wallpaper and bedding were slightly lighter in colour, and there was a small table beside the bed. A tall, nameless plant sat in the corner, but it was still so familiar. Sehwa felt like he had kissed a stranger in an unfamiliar place.

    “…Lee Sehwa.”

    Ki Tae-jeong tapped his lips with his thumb, as if to wake him from his thoughts. Clenching his teeth as if holding something back, the muscles in his steep jaw twitched. He didn’t even blink, as if he wanted to confirm that what he was holding in his hand was really Lee Sehwa, that this temperature was real.

    “Brigadier General, call me that.”

    Sehwa’s eyes widened as he carefully wrapped his hand around Ki Tae-jeong’s wrists, which kept fiddling with his lips. He wanted to tell him it was okay, that he could kiss him, but…. Calling him Brigadier General? It wasn’t the first time he had embarrassed him on the bed, but this was the first time he had made such a request.

    “Hurry.”

    “…Wh, why…”

    “Because I’m not going to say something nasty.”

    Embarrassment washed over him, and he gripped Ki Tae-jeong’s wrist so tightly that he left fingernail marks. He tickled Sehwa’s cheek with the tip of his nose and gently urged him. To call him Brigadier General, not Major General.

    “Huh? Sehwa-ya.”

    Sehwa’s lips parted in disbelief, and he mumbled a small whimper as he continued to squeeze the big man.

    “…Bri, Brigadier General.”

    “….”

    “Brigadier General….”

    The title of Major General, which he had finally gotten used to, disappeared in his head in an instant. The space between his thick eyebrows was wrinkled, and a vein stood out on his forehead. Sehwa also felt a new emotion. Now that he had said it, it wasn’t that embarrassing, but… What was it about calling him Brigadier General that suddenly made his lower back tremble slightly?

    “Brigadier…, Gen… Hmph!”

    Before he could finish, Ki Tae-jeong lunged ferociously at him.A kiss that was like a condensed version of sex continued. The wet sound of wet tongues being sucked and lips being bitten echoed. Ki Tae-jeong greedily swallowed even the whimpers. Then, as he changed the angle and their lips met, he constantly demanded.

    Say Brigadier General. Again. Just one more time. Ah. Lee Sehwa. Sehwa-ya.

    Even as he gasped for breath, Sehwa called him Brigadier General as many times as Ki Tae-jeong told him to.

    The tip of his tongue hastily tapped against his teeth, and roughly rubbed against the roof of his mouth as if digging it out. It was definitely a more mind-blowing kiss than before, but it felt somewhat clumsy. Both Ki Tae-jeong and Sehwa hadn’t done it in a long time and were in a hurry, so there were times when they were slightly out of sync. Like when their noses bumped while changing angles, or when their teeth slightly touched while deeply sucking on their lips.

    Whenever that happened, the man smiled briefly with his lips touching. He liked the warm breath spreading over his face, and every time Ki Tae-jeong smiled, the vibration felt like it was traveling through his bones and piercing his brain, so Sehwa unknowingly rubbed his lower body against his body. His back, which had not responded even after being caressed several times, was so easily wet.

    The bath towel around Ki Tae-jeong’s waist slipped off at the slightest movement. When he turned his head in surprise to see a throbbing vein like a tree root below his navel and a glimpse of pubic hair, Ki Tae-jeong smirked and pulled the towel off completely.

    “It’s not like you’re seeing it for the first time, why are you so surprised.”

    “….”

    “I”m not going to put it in anyway.”

    While Sehwa blinked rapidly in confusion, Ki Tae-jeong untied the knot in his loosely tied robe and stroked his chest.

    “Why…?”

    “Because I don’t have anything prepared.”

    “Prepared for… what?”

    “You could get pregnant.”

    “Ah….”

    “You said your changed constitution is still being maintained.”

    “That’s… true, but…”

    Resting his arm next to Sehwa’s shoulder, Ki Tae-jeong loosely overlapped his upper body. Sehwa flinched every time their bodies slowly touched from his navel. Anxious feelings similar to the urge to urinate roughly scratched the inside of his stomach. And it might just be his imagination, but he seemed to be in even better shape than before. His chest and shoulders seemed wider, and his arms and rib cage seemed thicker… The weight on top of him also felt heavier than before…

    “I’m not going to put it in.”

    Ki Tae-jeong, perhaps misinterpreting the lewd gaze as concern, poked Lee Sehwa’s cheek, reassuring him.

    “Touching you like I did when Hae-rim was conceived is enough.”

    “….”

    “I’ll find out more about contraception tomorrow.”

    “You can just, you know, do it…”

    Taking hold of Sehwa’s underwear band, Ki Tae-jeong paused, then let out a long sigh through his nose. In an instant, the underwear was stripped off, rolled up, and tossed aside like a bath towel. Only a slight lift of the hips, but even that small movement caused a squishing sound from below.

    “It’s not safe to take it off just for packing.”

    “I’m fine, really… I just took a pill earlier….”

    “Pills?”

    Ki Tae-jeong’s head snapped up as if he’d been struck by lightning as he stared at his penis, which was still glistening with pre-ejaculate.

    “What pills.”

    “While I was washing… I took a contraceptive pill….”

    “What? When did you buy that?”

    “I bought it with Hae-rim’s vitamins, before coming here…”

    Just mentioning the child’s name made the back of his neck feel hot. That’s right. Was it okay to leave the baby with the sitter and do this? Thinking of Hae-rim’s fair face and cute babbling made Sehwa feel like he was doing something terrible with Ki Tae-jeong. Was it okay for a father to do this? Of course, Hae-rim was conceived by being intimate with this man…

    “It’s a pill that blocks the entrance to the womb… so it’s a perfect contraceptive….”

    Ki Tae-jeong’s expression when he glanced up was not good, so Sehwa lowered his eyes and muttered.

    “If you don’t want to… it’s okay. You don’t have to put it in…”

    “….”

    “I just thought… in case you wanted to… so I thought I should prepare… Ah…!”

    Ki Tae-jeong suddenly grabbed his chest. He squeezed and kneaded the meager flesh in his hand, then put his lips on the opposite nipple. He engulfed the entire areola with his lips, and each time he gently bit the nipple, faint moans leaked out.

    “Even if I wanted to, ha…, you’d have to say no.”

    “Brigadier General…”

    “Even if I begged you to let me fuck your hole, to let me cum inside you, you should have said no, Lee Sehwa.”

    “Ah, there… stop….”

    “What if I, goddamn it, lose my mind and do something to you? Huh?”

    “Ungh… ahh….”

    Sucking on his nipples like a child, Ki Tae-jeong roughly fondled Sehwa’s body. The nipple and one buttock held in his hands felt like they were about to fall off. The quick, rough touch, like kneading dough, made him feel like he was being beaten.

    “Major General…”

    “You don’t listen.”

    “Ah!”

    “I told you to call me Brigadier General.”

    “Why, why do you keep… Hmph!”

    The hand that had been rubbing his buttocks slipped and skimmed across his bones, tracing over his hole. Ki Tae-jeong muttered something fierce as the sticky liquid stained his hand. Sehwa slid his arms down from where they rested haphazardly on the pillow and pressed them firmly against his chest. He didn’t want him to hear his heart pounding.

    “Hmph….”

    Ki Tae-jeong looked at his wet hand between Sehwa’s legs as if he was trying to gauge something.

    “This isn’t wet because you’re enjoying it.”

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