RSL Ch 48

“Hi.”

We greeted each other again, finding the situation somewhat amusing. I took the cigarette from his mouth and took a puff. His gaze moved from the taken cigarette to my lips.

“I’m not going to ask what time you have to be back.”

“It’s fine. Everyone will be asleep by now.”

I glanced at my watch as I exhaled the second puff of smoke. It was past 1 AM; everyone would have gone home.

“Tell them you were with me.”

“I will.”

“Your parents liked me for doing well in school, even though I gave you cigarettes and taught you a lot of bad things.”

It was true. We could hang out without worry because our parents approved of each other.

“Why did you leave work late, are you busy even though you resigned?”

“A resignation is a resignation. I have a big case and I want to finish it before I quit. The last thing I want to do is lose a case.”

“You must have been busy and still made time for me.”

“No. I’ve been working more because of you, and if I hadn’t been working, I would have gone to Grandma Elza’s party.”

I laughed as I exhaled the third puff of smoke. I imagined the family’s shocked faces if he had shown up uninvited.

“It’s because of you. You kissed me and ran away.”

I remembered the dazed look on Han Jae-yi’s face in the parking lot. I hadn’t completely intended that effect, but hearing it from his mouth felt satisfying. If I’d known we’d meet again like this, I wouldn’t have done it.

We were standing close enough that the moonlight illuminated our faces. Inside the ruined monastery, there was a path through the woods and stumps of felled trees here and there. It was a night where it seemed like dwarves might jump out at any moment. Han Jae-yi fell silent.

“Do you want to smoke?”

He kept staring at my lips, so I tried to give him back the cigarette I’d so casually taken. He took it from my mouth without saying a word, neither in denial nor affirmation. Then he flicked it out with one hand, extinguished the flame, and tossed it on the ground. I exhaled the last of the smoke and he pressed lips onto mine in silence.

I felt my heart pound every time our t0ngues entwined and our breaths mingled. I leaned against Han Jae-yi’s car, running my fingers through his soft hair. Once, twice. Our t0ngues found their place after several exchanges. Our lips parted, and we looked at each other. He spoke slowly.

“No more booze or smokes. What now?”

“What do you want to do?”

I pretended to push him away, amusing myself with his reaction. I enjoyed the process of gauging his response and curiosity with each boundary I erased.

“There’s one thing I’d like to do.”

He stared at me, his voice trailing off.

“But I don’t know if you want it too.”

I cupped his cheek and kissed him briefly in response. I checked his wavering eyes and kissed him once more.  I want you too. As I kissed him a second, third time, he finally responded. When I parted my lips, he slipped his t0ngue in and wrapped his arms around my waist. I instinctively gripped Han Jae-yi’s shoulders.

The speed with which he held me was different now. He grasped my nape and pulled me forcefully. Our lips parted and our breathing became ragged. Our romantic kiss gradually revealed our desire. I had been waiting longer, so I pulled him harder against me. In response, Han Jae-yi opened the backseat door and we let go of our rationality.

We fell onto the seat as he crushed me beneath him. He immediately covered my lips with his. Our t0ngues intertwined, and our saliva mixed. The sound of the door closing, our lips exploring each other, and our heavy breathing intensified the grip of our hands. Finally, when he started unbuttoning my shirt, I opened my eyes and faced reality.

Tonight we’re going to do the most reckless act ever.

He was a little rough. Whenever I tried to get up, he would push me back down, and whenever I lunged in for a kiss, he would lean over and take the upper hand again. After our t0ngues entwined briefly and intensely, he began sucking on my earlobe and neck. He unbuttoned my shirt and kissed his way down my collarbone, chest, and abdomen.

I gasped for breath as his lips left no space unmarked, and I pulled his face back up to mine. The look of excitement on his face was unfamiliar. 

The image I had of him was scattered and rearranged as I saw the lust in his eyes. His hands groped here and there, seeking something, as they traveled down my thigh. Satisfied with how aroused I was, he asked for more.

“Have you ever done it while thinking of me?”

Sometimes the words spat out are more erotic than the act. I lifted my chin to eat his lips and whispered quietly.

“Yeah. A couple times.”

Then Han Jae-yi stuck his t0ngue inside my parted lips and kissed me deeply. It slid in at once, invading my mouth like a territorial animal. He bit my t0ngue and took it into his mouth, squeezing it tightly, numbing my senses. That must mean he liked my answer.

I wanted to know too. I wanted to gauge how far his desire had come.  If he was repulsed by the fact that I was a man with a body like his. Had he, like me, ever sat languidly in a bathtub, moaning while imagining sticky s3x with me?

“Almost every night, without a doubt. Some nights, once wasn’t enough.”

As he spoke, his hand slowly lowered the buckle of my pants. He seemed intent on realizing every scene he had voyeuristically imagined. He took my chin in his other hand and held my gaze fixed on him, as if to tell me not to pay attention to what was happening below. Then he bit and sucked on my lips again, tracing the tip of his t0ngue everywhere before resuming. When our lips parted, he licked my cheeks and earlobes.

“The expression I imagined the most was your face.”

A shiver ran up my spine at Han Jae-yi’s whispered words. Focusing on his voice, I didn’t even realize he had already unbuckled my belt and slid his hand into my pants.

“I wonder if you can be turned on by me, too. What would your face look like when you want me?”

By the time I realized it, it was too late. His hand had already invaded my underwear, slowly stroking my er3ct d1ck.

“What it would be like to have you.”

“Hnn…”

I responded fervently to his touch, breathing heavily. Han Jae-yi meticulously scanned my face as if not wanting to miss a single detail. The most heated part of my body was now fully er3ct, and I had no talent for hiding my physiological excitement. I expressed it all, biting my lip and furrowing my brow, while he observed me closely, making me feel naked under his scrutiny.

Han Jae-yi licked slowly down my collarbone, sucking and biting my chest and nipples. It wasn’t my first time receiving foreplay before s3x, but every place his lips touched felt like it was on fire. His lips trailed down my abdomen, then back up to my waist and sides before finally lifting his head and pulling my er3ct d1ck out of my pants.

He glanced down briefly at my slick, pre-cvm-dripping flesh, and with a sticky gaze, he expressed satisfaction at my aroused state. He rubbed the tip of his d1ck against his palm, like wrapping it with a cloth.

“Ah…”

A moan escaped my lips as his palm touched the sensitive tip. His movements grew freer, and his pace quickened. I threw my head back and bit my lip.

“Ah… hnn.”

The sensations of pleasure coursing through my body bypassed my brain and traveled to my throat. I moaned spontaneously, something I had never done during s3x with a woman. Han Jae-yi lowered his head as if he wanted to hear more, svcking and biting the nape of my neck.

“Wait…ha…”

This was beyond my imagination. Even with just one hand, he was pleasuring me intermittently while kissing me, yet the urge to climax surged within me. I couldn’t reach the peak this quickly. I felt like I was melting from the heat with every breath, but I called out to him again.

“Jae-yi, wait… hnn.”

He inserted his fingers into my mouth as if to tell me to be quiet. His fingers were wet with saliva and my breath caught in my throat. He slipped another finger in, opened my mouth, and then stuck his t0ngue in for another deep kiss. My mouth was a mess. He withdrew his finger and his free hand took over the stroking of my d1ck. He kissed me sloppily, enjoying my arousal as if it were his own.

Taking advantage of the momentary freedom of my swift t0ngue, I bit his earlobe and moved to his neck, leaving strong marks. I yanked at his open shirt, attacking him fiercely. The low moan that escaped him reverberated through his throat, sending a tingling sensation through me. Every response he gave heightened my pleasure. I felt his hard, er3ct d1ck pressing against my thigh. Lowering my hand, I stroked it and asked,

“Haa… How does it compare to your imagination?”

I felt Han Jae-yi’s body shudder slightly. The front of his pants, where my hand was, started to swell heavily. Even through the fabric, it felt as hard as a steel rod. He looked back and forth between his arousal and my face. The swelling increased, and his pants looked like they were about to burst.

“What kind of question is that?”

He responded, then licked my lips several times as if savoring syrup. He pulled my hand away from his d1ck and resumed the interrupted stroking, arousing me again. He began to pick up the pace, rubbing his thumb over the tip of my now heated d1ck to stimulate it.

“Haa… I can’t say for sure, but there’s just something about you that drives people a little crazy.”

“Hnng…”

“Seeing you so excited is going to make me more obsessed.”

As he spoke, his stroking speed increased, and I melted under the rising pleasure. His lips met mine once more and then pulled away. I couldn’t interpret what he was saying, and the sound of Han Jae-yi’s voice, even more aroused by seeing me like this, sent shivers down my spine.

“You’re driving me crazy, Woo Seo-jin.”

With those words, his lips ceased to speak. He delivered a deep kiss so powerful it felt like he was trying to sever my t0ngue from its base, eliciting an uncontrollable moan from me. He leaned over with his weight, making it hard to breathe. I tried to create some space by raising one leg, but his strength overpowered me.

The sound of him exploring my body was uncanny. The noise of his saliva-soaked t0ngue mixed with my moans and heavy breathing created a chaotic soundscape. My senses were a mess as I felt strangely controlled by him, even though it was a consensual act.