DI Ch 24

“Did you think it would get hard then? But it wouldn’t? No matter how young you are, if you drink that much, it will not get hard.”

“But hyung, Seong-je hyung too…”

“I didn’t drink much then. I couldn’t get enough of the drink because I was looking at you, but you were gulping it down in excitement.”

I couldn’t speak properly because I was confused by the knowledge I knew for the first time. Tae Seong-je’s mouth corners rose crookedly in an instant. He said teasingly while lightly biting the tip of my ear.

“You should be careful with your drinking.”

I winced at the pain and tried to back away, but I couldn’t get out of his arms.

“Why, why didn’t you tell me then, and now…”

“Does it matter? What does it matter. You’re not going to use your d*ck anyway.”

Tae Seong-je’s wicked hand slowly moved up and down my back. Then, the hand that had been groping and touching my side moved little by little and soon reached my buttocks.

“You will only use this. Don’t you think so?”

When his hand slid down my rounded buttocks, I suddenly remembered I wasn’t wearing underwear. Meanwhile, Tae Seong-je’s hand moved faster than mine and suddenly inserted his hand inside my pants.

“Ah! Hyung, wait, wait!”

It reminded me belatedly that I wasn’t wearing underwear because I was rushing out, but it was too late. His fingers gripped one side of my buttocks and squeezed it hard before I could stop him.

“What are you? Have you been waiting for me like this? You’re so wet. Did you want to be f*cked by me that much? This hyung came late without knowing that.”

“No! It’s not like that!”

The heart that wanted to deal with him leisurely flew away. I desperately blocked his hand, but I couldn’t pull it. The voice teasing me with a smile was so mischievous that I felt ashamed that not only my face but my wh*le body was burning red.

“… Hyu-, hyung, wait, not there!”

I felt embarrassed by his teasing and then shook my head in panic. It was because Tae Seong-je poked his finger into the forbidden zone. My hunched waist trembled and my entire body stiffened, but Tae Seong-je moved his fingers and tilted his head indifferently.

“What did you put in the back? It’s still tight, did you loosen it properly?”

“Hyung, ugh! No, I didn’t, ah, hyung, wait a minute. Don’t do it, hyu-, hyung. Ugh!”

The poking finger was unstoppable as it rub mercilessly around the h*le. As he dug deep and stirred inside, my tears flowed. It hurts. I’m scared. I clung to his chest, pleading with him not to. Tears flowed down my cheeks. I tried to please him without sounding negative, but I couldn’t stand it.

My body shuddered and trembled. I suddenly felt cold. Ah, it was a body that did not have a single moment of normalness. Being sick and cold made me feel miserable.

“I haven’t done anything, so what were you afraid of until you cried? Are you startled?”

Tae Seong-je patted my back as if to calm me down.

“Heuk. Yes, no, I, this… Huheu. Heuk.”

My voice was trembling as tears streamed down my cheeks. It’s been a long time since I’ve shed a tear. I cried for three months because I couldn’t get my head around the situation before, but I’m not the type to cry a lot. Despite the harshness of his words, he looked at me tenderly, and my heart felt so weak with sadness that I leaned into his arms and let out my frustration and pain.

“Hyung, this is… To be honest, I’m afraid it’s going to tear, and it hurt… No, it’s strange and uncomfortable…”

“You don’t want to do it?”

“No. That’s not it, I mean… can you be gentle…”

I held back my tears and asked earnestly. Tears kept falling down and wet my cheeks. His black shirt was stained with tears. It looked expensive… I noticed it and hesitantly raised my head to look at him. Tae Seong-je’s terrifying eyes as if they were about to turn me over and throw me…

No, is he a human? Isn’t it natural to feel worried and sorry for someone who is crying? Does it make sense to look down on someone who is crying? Since the beginning, you’ve been making fun of me. When I opened my eyes with a resentful heart, Tae Seong-je soothed me with a tune in his voice.

“Is that so. Did you feel uncomfortable and weird?”

I bit my lip as I thought he would make fun of me again, but he said something unexpected.

“Everyone does at first. Don’t be afraid of it, it’s normal. You’re not the only one.”

In fact, I wouldn’t have been so scared if he hadn’t touched it so recklessly. I sniffed and asked.

“… How do you know? Who told you that?”

“Well, there is. A brother I know. Anyway, don’t worry because I’ve heard everything about what it’s like to get f*cked and what to do before you get f*cked.”

He might have found it by threatening rather than asking, but I was surprised that he had done preliminary research. When I was so surprised that the tears stopped, Tae Seong-je laughed, asking why I was so surprised. He asked as he wiped away my tears with his fingertips.

“Why are you so surprised?”

“I didn’t expect you to do research…”

As I blurted out the end of my words, Tae Seong-je’s eyebrows went up.

“I told you it was also my first time with a man. I thought it was the same thing, but the guys freaked out when I told them. You could have bled if we’d done it then. Right?”

He joked, but it didn’t register in my ears. No, was it really your first time with a man? But how could you flirt so well? Despite the fact that I had fallen over like a fool, I couldn’t help but admire Tae Sung-jae’s casual demeanor. He was natural and confident, like someone who liked men in the first place.

I naturally closed my eyes as Tae Seong-je’s hand caressed the back of my head. I expected another rough kiss, but Tae Seong-je lowered his head and licked the nape of my neck with a light bite. His breath tickled against my skin, and his hot, wet tongue slid across the nape of my neck, making me feel strangely aroused.

“You… Aren’t going to do it?”

I asked, flinching at this unfamiliar caress that was making my stomach tingle, Tae Seong-je answered steadily like a kind and compassionate teacher.

“We have to set the mood.”

The mood. When I showed that I didn’t understand like a less advanced student, Tae Seong-je said as he kept touching my ass and thighs.

“When it comes to the first time with men, if we do it right away, it will be awkward and we will not get hard for each other, right?”

Tae Seong-je, who had been grinning, suddenly looked at me with a thoughtful expression.

“But I think I will get hard a little. Well, there are exceptions everywhere. Right?”

“Ah… I guess so.”

“Right. But you are not.”

I was speechless for a moment and nodded slowly. I was surprised that he was more understanding than I expected. Tae Seong-je walked up to the desk, sat in a chair, and patted his thigh.

“Sit here.”

I hesitated, and just as I was about to sit with my butt against his thigh, I heard a low chuckle from behind me.

“Was it a joke?”

“Oh sorry. I’m not joking.”

He maintains his confident smile. I was uneasy and didn’t want to do what he said, but Tae Seong-je grabbed my forearm and pulled me.

“I was going to tell you to sit facing each other like this, but what you’re doing is so cute.”

“… Can I just sit down?”

“More than that, like this.”

I was about to sit on Tae Seong-je’s thigh when he pulled me up into his arms. Two of my legs passed through each of his waists, and feeling the presence under my ass made me feel strange.

Embarrassed, I stood on my toes and lifted my butt, but it was difficult to maintain my balance, so I wrapped my arms around his neck. This posture was also strange. I was staggering around like a lost person, but Tae Seong-je hugged me and made me sit comfortably.

I let out a light sigh of relief as his thighs rested comfortably against mine. Then he chuckled. I lowered my eyes for no apparent reason as I felt Tae Seong-je’s breath. The tip of his nose touched the bridge of my nose. Soon, the tip of his nose brushed lightly against his cheek. Once more, no, twice, three times…

I was too nervous to look  Tae Seong-je in the eyes right now, but for some reason I didn’t want to avoid it. We were so close that our breaths could almost touch, and I didn’t want to blow hard breaths at him. My carefully exhaled breath reached him, and Tae Seong-je’s breath returned to me.

I was so nervous, but I really didn’t know why this moment felt so sweet and good for no reason. It was hazy and mellow, as if in a dream, and I felt an uncontrollable joy wash over me as if I had drunk alcohol.

I could feel my lashes quivering. He would have felt it as well. That was how close we were. Tae Seong-je looked at me with a deep, dark gaze as deep as the ocean and as dark as a swamp, so dark that I could almost feel it. A strange atmosphere developed between us, and he buried his face in my shoulder…

“Ah!”

“Ah.”

“…Hyung. Did you bite me just now?”